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Tweak says, "Call the Doctor!"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-07-28 00:10:00

Entry tags:

!open, dean winchester, maryanne walker (oe), ~izzy shaw

I sit listening to my oldies but goodies songs on my old music player. And this one song comes on and instantly I hate that I didn't go through the door. I hate that I didn't go 'home' while I could.

I'm going to regret not seeing his face, her face. Not... Exacting vengeance when I could. It's because of him that I'm so... fucked up. For the things he did to me, for the things he probably did to Sean when I had to leave or die.

I didn't go because I wasn't sure if the universe there worked the same as the ones back home do. If you stepped through a rip in time that the same people were there, either dead or living different lives. ~~I was a coward.~~

Moral to the story, don't take trips down memory lane if your lane is full of broken limbs, battered faces, and scars from belt buckles.

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	cram_it_ugly 2013-07-28 05:47 am UTC (link)
	Fuck. Maryanne. His ass is grass. Tell me it wasn't a boyfriend. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:01 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't a boyfriend. Sean is my brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cram_it_ugly 2013-07-28 06:03 am UTC (link)
	Right. I forgot. You didn't seem like the type, but I had to be sure. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Maryanne \| Clint like_a_hawk 2013-07-28 06:30 am UTC (link)
	You're not fucked up. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:37 am UTC (link)
	You haven't seen the inside of my head yet. It's a jumble of porn and naughty language. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint like_a_hawk 2013-07-28 06:39 am UTC (link)
	You say that like it's a bad thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:41 am UTC (link)
	It is, a little bit. Even if it is on the entertaining side. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint like_a_hawk 2013-07-28 06:42 am UTC (link)
	How come? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:51 am UTC (link)
	Because I'm supposed to be a southern Lady. And southern Ladies aren't supposed to have their own personal inner photogallery of their favorite spandex wearing superhero, without the spandex. In some rather compromising positions. Nor are they supposed to use naughty language, let alone think it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint like_a_hawk 2013-07-28 06:55 am UTC (link)
	Fuck southern Ladies. You should be able to do whatever the hell you want. And I might like that you have your own personal inner photogallery, make it less creepy that I have one too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 07:05 am UTC (link)
	Oh I do. Most of the time anyway. Which is what makes me a bad bad girl. You have one too, huh? Who's yours of? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint like_a_hawk 2013-07-28 08:09 am UTC (link)
	Most guys like bad girls. This really hot shape shifting mutant who ends up naked in the meadow pretty often. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Clint maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 08:20 am UTC (link)
	I'll have to keep that in mind then. Oh I see, compromising positions too? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	harry_dresden_ 2013-07-28 11:32 am UTC (link)
	OK is this me or Mitchell? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	Do what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	harry_dresden_ 2013-07-28 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	I misread, what's the song Pinky (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	Gunpowder and Lead. It talks about her getting vengeance on the man that had beat her after he gets out of jail. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	izzyshaw 2013-07-28 11:58 am UTC (link)
	Somehow I don't think you're talking about Garth Brooks and rodeos. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-07-28 06:23 pm UTC (link)
	Unfortunately no. It's more Miranda Lambert and shot guns. (Reply to this) (Parent)