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Tweak says, "The pants command me!"

Turgon the Wise | Sarafinwë Turukáno (turukano) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-06-03 01:05:00

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I wonder what will happen if I am stuck in this body forever? I am beginning to think that this is a distinct possibility, as it has been nearly a month since my husband and I were switched.

Not that I dislike it; it is quite a precious body to me. But I had very much wanted at some point to share intimacies with my husband. I fear it would be...strange, this way. Not because of the gender - I love him no matter what his gender or outward appearance, but because with my eyes open, kissing him is very like kissing myself. And then, there is also the fact that I am not quite sure I would be adept at using his parts. I mean, they are very nice parts, but I have not the practice with them that he does. I am actually quite sexually inexperienced, as a male! Although, I have experimented some.

But I suppose in the end, I will learn to use this body if it were mine. It is nice to be taller. That, at least, would be a boon.

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	turukano 2013-06-03 06:14 am UTC (link)
	I...this is difficult for me, because I am a mother. And I love my Itarillë, even though I don't think I'd want any more children. But...not everyone should be a mother. Women have other purposes than bearing children. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	saelind 2013-06-03 06:18 am UTC (link)
	I am depriving my husband of his right to have children. What purpose is there? When so much depends on the use of our wombs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 06:21 am UTC (link)
	Is having children a right? And I should think if he had wanted them so badly, he would have married someone else. We have purpose, the same as men do. As living, sentient creatures. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elenwë \| Andreth saelind 2013-06-03 06:24 am UTC (link)
	I fear he will one day resent me for it. He tells me otherwise, of course, but I see him with your grandson and he is so good at it. And I know he wanted children, he told me. And now we are far beyond that possibility. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elenwë \| Andreth turukano 2013-06-03 06:28 am UTC (link)
	There are many things we want in our lives, Andreth. It is the nature of the world that we do not get them all. Aikanáro is happy simply to be with you, I do not think he will resent you for anything, no matter how much he may have wanted them. You give him so much. I have never seen him so happy. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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