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Turgon the Wise | Sarafinwë Turukáno (turukano) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-06-03 01:05:00

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I wonder what will happen if I am stuck in this body forever? I am beginning to think that this is a distinct possibility, as it has been nearly a month since my husband and I were switched.

Not that I dislike it; it is quite a precious body to me. But I had very much wanted at some point to share intimacies with my husband. I fear it would be...strange, this way. Not because of the gender - I love him no matter what his gender or outward appearance, but because with my eyes open, kissing him is very like kissing myself. And then, there is also the fact that I am not quite sure I would be adept at using his parts. I mean, they are very nice parts, but I have not the practice with them that he does. I am actually quite sexually inexperienced, as a male! Although, I have experimented some.

But I suppose in the end, I will learn to use this body if it were mine. It is nice to be taller. That, at least, would be a boon.

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	nelyafinwe 2013-06-03 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Is he adept at using his parts? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Oh, yes! Quite. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Elenwë! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Yes? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:13 am UTC (link)
	What are you doing! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:14 am UTC (link)
	What do you mean? I am just talking about the chance we may not be switched back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:15 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to talk about that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:16 am UTC (link)
	Well, I suppose not. But it is one of the more interesting aspects of our switch, is it not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:19 am UTC (link)
	Nay! It isn't! It's It's private (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:22 am UTC (link)
	Nay, it's beautiful! Why are you ashamed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:25 am UTC (link)
	I am not ashamed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:26 am UTC (link)
	Are you certain? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Yes I'm certain! I think that we don't need to share our details about our.. intimacy. It's for us alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:29 am UTC (link)
	I have never understood that about you. Why should we hide our joy? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:32 am UTC (link)
	Because it's ours and no one else need know about it. Aye no one else cares. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:33 am UTC (link)
	If they don't care, then they need not comment. I love you! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-06-03 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Elenwë. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:42 am UTC (link)
	Yes? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Having spent a little bit of time in the body of the opposite sex, I can say that you do learn rather quickly how to adapt when it becomes necessary. Though I didn't have anyone to get intimate with at the time. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:13 am UTC (link)
	It would certainly be curious. I think I should like to feel what a man feels during intercourse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 05:18 am UTC (link)
	It would be kind of cool to feel what the other person feels. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:22 am UTC (link)
	And he is my husband, so it would also teach me ways to please him better, if we ever do switch back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 05:29 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. You have found yourself in a position that no man or woman has ever found themselves in. Finding out exactly how to please their partner. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:31 am UTC (link)
	I have already discovered several things that feel very good indeed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 05:35 am UTC (link)
	At least it's an educational experience. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:36 am UTC (link)
	What are your favorite things about being male? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	saelind 2013-06-03 05:48 am UTC (link)
	What are your favorite things about being female? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Oh, there are so very many, I wouldn't know where to start. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	saelind 2013-06-03 05:54 am UTC (link)
	Anywhere. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

turukano
2013-06-03 06:00 am UTC (link)

Well, even though I hated being pregnant, I loved feeling my daughter growing inside of me. I love the fact that when I am aroused, it is harder to tell than it is with a man. I love the fact that I can have multiple orgasms in the time my husband can have but one. I love pretty dresses and pretty clothes, and dancing. I love the fact that I am not expected to fight in wars.

And that is just a beginning.

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	saelind 2013-06-03 06:07 am UTC (link)
	Those are all good things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 06:09 am UTC (link)
	Are you happy to be a woman? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	saelind 2013-06-03 06:10 am UTC (link)
	If I am honest, some days I wonder what good there is to being a woman. If you do not have children there is no point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 06:11 am UTC (link)
	I don't think that is true. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	saelind 2013-06-03 06:13 am UTC (link)
	It feels that way. So much more value is placed on mothers than non-mothers. We take a less important role in society. But that's okay, because motherhood is important. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 06:14 am UTC (link)
	I...this is difficult for me, because I am a mother. And I love my Itarillë, even though I don't think I'd want any more children. But...not everyone should be a mother. Women have other purposes than bearing children. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	saelind 2013-06-03 06:18 am UTC (link)
	I am depriving my husband of his right to have children. What purpose is there? When so much depends on the use of our wombs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 06:21 am UTC (link)
	Is having children a right? And I should think if he had wanted them so badly, he would have married someone else. We have purpose, the same as men do. As living, sentient creatures. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elenwë \| Andreth saelind 2013-06-03 06:24 am UTC (link)
	I fear he will one day resent me for it. He tells me otherwise, of course, but I see him with your grandson and he is so good at it. And I know he wanted children, he told me. And now we are far beyond that possibility. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elenwë \| Andreth turukano 2013-06-03 06:28 am UTC (link)
	There are many things we want in our lives, Andreth. It is the nature of the world that we do not get them all. Aikanáro is happy simply to be with you, I do not think he will resent you for anything, no matter how much he may have wanted them. You give him so much. I have never seen him so happy. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 05:53 am UTC (link)
	I'm a little stronger than most women. And I don't have to deal with the monthly issue. And people tend to be more willing to listen to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 05:54 am UTC (link)
	You see, I find all of those things to be quite unfair. Why should they listen to you more simply because you have a penis? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 05:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't think it's fair either, to be honest. Natasha is a much better strategist and a bit smarter than me, but she quite often had to get me to give her plans to the brass because all they saw was great tits and a pretty face. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	turukano 2013-06-03 06:00 am UTC (link)
	That infuriates me! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cfbarton 2013-06-03 06:05 am UTC (link)
	It made both of us pretty mad too. Especially her. (Reply to this) (Parent)