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Tweak says, "the sun is still in the sky"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-05-06 01:24:00

Entry tags:

!open, maryanne walker (oe), steve rogers, ~john mitchell (oe)

I could really use a drink or like fifty. Or some really wicked lovemaking till the sun comes up.

Now, I can drink any man under the table. Or male, if you aren't a human. But only one can slip between my sheets. And I can promise it isn't you. Unless you share two initials with my son.

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	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-15 06:47 am UTC (link)
	I don't know I think I come off bitchy automatically. Even if I don't mean to. To them or to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-15 07:32 am UTC (link)
	Don't worry about it around me. To me. I have no idea what you said to them but if you don't care about them, why apologise? Everyone has bad days. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-15 08:18 am UTC (link)
	Okay. But you're probably the last person I want to be bitchy with. Good point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-15 10:26 am UTC (link)
	I know you care about me, at least about my other self. I don't care whether you are occasional bitchy to me or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-15 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	I care about both of you. You've both helped me so much, in different ways. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-16 06:03 am UTC (link)
	So getting laid helped? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-16 07:06 am UTC (link)
	Very very much. People underestimate what an orgasm can do for the wounded soul. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-16 10:01 am UTC (link)
	It was nice, yeah. Well as long as I'm single, if you ever need it again.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-16 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	Are you still single? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-16 08:16 pm UTC (link)
	I think so. I like Alex a lot but we aren't a couple ~~yet~~. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-17 12:08 am UTC (link)
	As much fun as fooling around with you was, I don't wanna ruin things for you. You deserve to be happy, and if she found out... We both might have one really pissed off Scottish Ghost on our hands. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-17 05:19 am UTC (link)
	It's only sex. Why should she be pissed off about it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-17 05:52 am UTC (link)
	Girls are funny that way. The thought comes in 'why her and not me' and then comes resentment. And that's never fun. Especially if she likes you as much as you like her. If not more. I'll miss the nibbles though. I would have never guessed that I would like it as much as I do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-17 06:03 am UTC (link)
	But she could have me if she wanted. Really? Just don't ever do it with my other self. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-17 06:47 am UTC (link)
	Does she know that? Oh, he and I don't have that sort of relationship. We joke, and we've probably seen each other naked on a few occasions for one reason or another. But I've never thought of him in that context. I mean maybe the first day we met, but that's it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-17 07:58 am UTC (link)
	I didn't directly tell her but I gave her a lot of signs, you know. You realise I hooked up with one of my closest friends after a few years. And how exactly can you differ between us? Our bodies look the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-17 08:18 am UTC (link)
	Oh? And she hasn't shown you any? Well, me and him have only known each other for a little over one year... Besides Annie is his world. I'm just part of it. You know, that's a good question, if you were standing naked side by side I might not be able to tell the difference unless I touched you. But if you were standing apart, I could tell you by scent. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-17 08:41 am UTC (link)
	I don't know, yeah, but she hasn't said anything yet. Hmm, yeah, he doesn't need you right now. But I/he always thought her sexy. But I think you are still a very important part of his world. Like George. I still needed him and I missed him even though I had Annie here for a bit. I actually still miss him. So it's the scent that's sexy to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-18 04:16 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes words don't have to be exchanged, you know. Did we talk much the first time? Why don't you talk to him? Hmmm sometimes? But with you, you don't have much of a scent. It's more your voice. Your scent is how I can tell you apart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-18 07:14 am UTC (link)
	No, but we weren't friends. It didn't mean anything other than having a good time. George? No. I've hurt him badly once and it just wouldn't feel right with the other one around. Despite the 'annoying' accent? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-18 07:53 am UTC (link)
	Oh, so you want more than just a good time with Alex? George... He doesn't know. He doesn't even want to know. So you haven't hurt him. I wouldn't say it was annoying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-18 08:00 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I think I do. Sounds like George. But I did and it doesn't go away. I just hope that my other self won't do it. What would you say then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Maryanne | Mitchell

maryanne_walker
2013-05-18 08:23 am UTC (link)

Then, as much as I hate to say it, maybe we better not. Unless.. No no it's a bad idea.

Make up for it? Repent for the things you did to him, in anyway you feel that you can. And it'll ease up. Just don't tell him why you're doing it, because you're mostly doing it for yourself anyway. And don't worry about vampy you. There are so many missing elements here for that to repeat.

It's unique.

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	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-05-18 08:36 am UTC (link)
	What is a bad idea? I am doing that: I'm staying away. If he ever needs help, I will give it to him but until then I think one me is enough for him. Unique? I like that a lot better than annoying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-05-18 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	One very last hurrah. Staying away isn't repenting, staying away is avoidance. Like he as the plague, or leprosy. I probably shouldn't tell you that everybody's scent is unique.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)