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Tweak says, "You want me to apologize?"

Lothíriel, Queen of Rohan | Lord of the Rings (queenofrohan) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-04-16 05:20:00

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[Private to Freda]

I am sorry for how I acted towards you. It was quite a surprise, but that is no excuse.

Would you - could you teach me how to ride a horse? I should like to learn, and show Éomer as a surprise.

[Private to Éomer]

I have fought with my father. He is having relations with a woman younger than I am. I...I feel very sick about it.

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	Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 09:39 am UTC (link)
	His choices are his, Lothíriel. I don't expect you to agree with them but we might reserve our judgment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel queenofrohan 2013-04-16 09:40 am UTC (link)
	Ai! Of course you defend him. Men are like wild dogs, working in packs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 09:42 am UTC (link)
	I don't mean to defend him, not really. We have a standard that we hold ourselves to. He's not wrong for not fitting into it. he simply doesn't fit. But you have every right to feel upset. I don't deny that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel queenofrohan 2013-04-16 09:44 am UTC (link)
	If he is so wrong about this, what else is he wrong about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 09:46 am UTC (link)
	A great many things. The way he treats you, for one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel queenofrohan 2013-04-16 06:19 pm UTC (link)
	I have never noticed that he treated me differently than anyone else. But perhaps you are right. I think maybe... I think maybe I do not like the way he treats me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	His manner of treating you is very cruel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel queenofrohan 2013-04-16 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	Cruel? Would you truly go so far? Surely he only did what he felt to be right, he was simply mistaken. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	What he thought to be right, yes. But I think it wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Éomer | Lothíriel

queenofrohan
2013-04-16 09:17 pm UTC (link)

Éomer, I am full of feeling right now. I am very confused, about so many things. If he was wrong...if he was wrong in the things he told me...there are so many possibilities. I do not even know where to begin. If his commands were wrong, and it is appropriate for me to disobey them, then what shall I do? I have thought so little about what I want in my life, or what I think to be right. I was not encouraged to think for myself.

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	Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	Do as you want to. You have a mind of your own and the ability to exercise your own desires. That is what I want from you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel queenofrohan 2013-04-16 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	But, my lord, I do not know how to do so. I do not know where to begin. I do not wish for you to tell me what to do, but I feel as if I have been cut loose in a rather frightening world. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel third_marshal 2013-04-16 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	I'll not abandon you in it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Éomer \| Lothíriel queenofrohan 2013-04-16 10:37 pm UTC (link)
	I know you will not. But still I must go forth alone, even without you, if I am to find a way that is truly mine. And...I do not wish to be led. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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