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eames (_eames) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-03-11 21:28:00

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Does anyone here-

I have some issues with PTSD. And...I was in the RAF. British Air Force. And- but I'm having these really vivid flashbacks of a war I don't think I was in. Well, I know I wasn't. But they're quite sudden and disorientating and I don't know if it's stress related...

Are there any doctors I could speak to?

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	hamrammr 2013-03-12 02:15 pm UTC (link)
	Did you ever had any kind of accident? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-12 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. Yes, quite a bad one at one point. Are you a doctor? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-12 03:47 pm UTC (link)
	I remember falling. And lot of pain. War. Different countries. No, I'm not. But I've been a WWI soldier. Got any specifics about your war? Names? Dates? That kind of thing (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-12 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think I understand. My accident was 23rd May. I was shot down over Sierra Leone. I should have died. Broke both of my legs. I saw mud. Lots of mud. And a forest. Or woodland. And it was cold. My war wasn't cold. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-13 06:59 am UTC (link)
	This island loves to screw with us. And it usually loves just takes what its offered: us. Yeah, legs. That hurt. I remember. I think what is happening here is that you see my memories and I see yours. I've experienced something familiar before. It'll pass but you might see a few things you don't want to see. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-14 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	Yes I- I really don't- some of these things are really not very... I'm sorry for my memories. Sorry. I- Do you think there's anything we can do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-15 06:13 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Were you here during the whole prison thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-15 11:00 am UTC (link)
	No, I have never been to prison. Who are Annie and George? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-15 11:05 am UTC (link)
	There was this guy who locked us up in a prison and left us to go crazy and die. I'm not sure if he's behind this but since he's around things have gotten so much worse. So maybe, he's the key to this whole thing. My girlfriend and my best friend. They are here as well. And you have a kid, hmm? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-15 11:24 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Okay. Well, that's not very good. I would rather be in a prison rather than- I can't sleep. I see. Well, that's good. I mean, better. I- sorry, I'm not very coherent right now. Yeah. You saw him? yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-15 06:35 pm UTC (link)
	What? Yeah, you are really not. Yeah, I did. He's beautiful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-16 10:13 am UTC (link)
	I thought I was going mad. With the PTSD. I hadn't really gotten it under control... I- sorry. This is awkward. I'm not sleeping well. Your girlfriend seems lovely, though. Congratulations. And thank you. He's my greatest achievement. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-17 06:31 am UTC (link)
	Wait. Are you like shit scared of heights? Yeah, she's wonderful, isn't she? It felt great to be a father. He didn't arrive with you, did he? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-17 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	Well that is a rather blunt way of putting it. But yes, I have a slight stress induced fear of heights. She is. She seems very sweet. You love her a lot, I can feel. It's nice. It's a nice feeling. No. He's not with me. I'm never going to see him again, am I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-19 09:24 am UTC (link)
	Figures. I do, yes. And yeah, I guess it is a nice feeling. Nice and quite scary. No. Just because he isn't here yet, doesn't mean he won't arrive. I've heard of a little girl here who I think brought us here. Maybe you should talk to her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_eames 2013-03-19 10:03 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. I don't know if I'd want him here. But thank you anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-03-24 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, this place isn't really a place for kids. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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