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Tweak says, "you make my heart go boom boom"

Alexander Hamilton (unimpeachable) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2022-03-21 20:29:00

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alexander hamilton, dddddeeeeaaaaaaannnn!!!!, maryanne walker (oe), miguel o'hara

I apologise, but a few more things have been brought to my attention that I must address before Saturday.

1. I must insist that these town hall meetings are to be safe spaces for anyone and everyone to attend. Acts of intimidation and threats of violence will not be tolerated. There is plenty of room for heated debate, but when that crosses into threatening and intimidating, you will be ~~forced~~ asked to leave.

2. Does anyone have an objection to a well-behaved service dog attending, that will stay by it's owner at all times?

3. I have been informed that there will be a harmless perception filter in effect, which essentially filters out anything that isn't child-friendly to those aged 8 and under. If you do not wish your child to be affected by that filter, please sit further back. I will place a sign to indicate the end of the filtered zone once I've had a chance to confirm distance on that point.

[Dean]
I very much hope that this will be a theoretical request only, but can I call on you for assistance and security if anyone needs to be removed from the meeting for the safety of other residents?

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Alexander / Maryanne

maryanne_walker
2022-03-22 08:50 pm UTC (link)

Something or someone hurting or endangering my children. Including the adults.

I'm not talking about just at meetings, Alex. But yes, I could stop. I retain my humanity, and you stepping between them and me would be the same as Bucky, Maria, or Mack doing it. Even if I was midair, or midswipe, I'd do everything in my power to keep from hurting you, even if it meant injuring myself. I'm not a monster, even when I'm angry.

If my husband came back? He was able to sooth me with just a word. And sometimes I didn't even have to hear him say it.

But if you don't mind, could it be just you? Or Kat too, because she's been here with everyone of their births. Except for Tim.

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Alexander / Maryanne

unimpeachable
2022-03-22 10:40 pm UTC (link)

I hear you, but you don't want blood on your hands. To take someone's life? You can't come back from that. You don't want that, I know you don't want that. There has got to be a solution that doesn't involve turning you into a murderer.

Why? Why should you care what happens to me?

Then I'm sorry I can't make that happen for you. Fuck. I hate not being able to fix things.

I can try my best. I did ask Dean to come by early, but I'm sure I could ask him to give us a minute.

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Alexander / Maryanne

maryanne_walker
2022-03-23 06:36 am UTC (link)

I know... I already am a murderer.

Because you are a good person, because you're trying to make this a better place still, even though it probably almost killed you. And I like you, alright? Is that enough or should I make the list longer.

I'm sure someone will come along, maybe. I don't have it in me to hope he'll come back.

That's alright... I trust Dean. Not that it will change my answer, but which Dean?

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	Alexander / Maryanne unimpeachable 2022-03-23 10:25 am UTC (link)
	Let's not turn you into a serial killer, then. Oh, please, make the list longer, I could listen to this all day! Loss is hard, no matter where you're from. Dragon Dean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Alexander / Maryanne

maryanne_walker
2022-03-23 10:48 am UTC (link)

Well I'd rather not be one, but if it's my kids or whoever is intent on doing them harm, my kids are going to win every time. I just realized that may make me seem like a serial killer already, I.. not that it's any better but there was only one.

I could go on all day, Mr Hamilton. But I don't do spoilers, so something I know you know about.. You killed it in Yorktown. You write engaging letters and pamphlets and... just like my transformed bodyweight in things, that are amazing. And lord help me, I'm probably going to hell, but you are one fine man. And that ass though.

It is. I'm in the stage of grief that I can look back, not cry, and say we had a good run. Wish it was longer, but you don't regret what you had if it was pretty great.

Oh, yeah, he's already met all my kids. My littles have all climbed Dean Mountian.

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