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Tweak says, "Let the sun Shine in"

Sarah Sully (sarah_sully) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2022-03-16 23:38:00

Entry tags:

!open, bucky barnes (kid), miguel o'hara, sarah sully

Backdated to 3/16
I know no body, but me, probably cares... But four years ago today, the man of my dreams decided to prove to me that I wasn't friendzoned, and took me on our first date.

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	babybuck 2022-03-18 06:53 am UTC (link)
	not looking. it wouldn't be fair to them (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-18 07:33 am UTC (link)
	Just remember to be fair to yourself, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-19 08:36 am UTC (link)
	it is. no one would compare. i have family. my daughter if i ever get to go back. we're ok (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-19 09:27 am UTC (link)
	Back where? If you don't mind me asking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-19 09:34 am UTC (link)
	back to future. ha. when i was before i came here. when she's still here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-19 10:55 am UTC (link)
	I... I think you were little when I time jumped back, all on my own, but I have my time jumper still. There is some risk in using it, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-19 11:27 am UTC (link)
	you can control it? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	babybuck 2022-03-19 11:50 am UTC (link)
	no. nevermind. I cant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sarah_sully
2022-03-20 03:37 am UTC (link)

I haven't worked on it in forever, but advances in time travel have been made, if I poked at these advances I'm sure I could get it to be more of a sure thing. But as I have it now, it's more of a set year, but with all the different branches of time that flow through it's kind of a crap shoot, it's something you have to keep using until you find the right 'station'. And pray you don't run out of power before you do.

Why can't you?

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	babybuck 2022-03-20 04:07 am UTC (link)
	I replaced my younger self. if I go my family might not see me anymore. I dont even know if she's there anymore. timelines different (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-20 09:03 am UTC (link)
	That's a good point. ~~But they are your family too~~ I'm sure she is, and so is he, you'd just have to find the timeline. The hard part would be finding the one where you're missing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-20 11:17 am UTC (link)
	~~dont tell me that~~ could get stuck somewhere worse (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-21 03:30 am UTC (link)
	You could. It is a very real possibility, I was one timeline away from running out of energy for it, when I got back here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-21 05:30 am UTC (link)
	i can't. cant' leavr moms and the kids. i wouldn't stop til i found them and i'd probably get stuck (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-21 07:32 am UTC (link)
	Speaking as a mother, I can say that... I wish I could be selfless, I wish I could tell you go, be with the ones you love... But I know it would break my heart if I ever had to say that to one of my kids. Lovers, husbands even, they come and go... You can get over a them, you can't get over losing a child. The risk would be pretty high. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-21 10:24 am UTC (link)
	if i don't remember this tomorrow...don't te ll me again (Reply to this) (Parent)

	babybuck 2022-03-21 10:38 am UTC (link)
	you don't have to tell me what it's like to lose a child. I know that. I know what is like to lose a husband and I know what its like to lose a child. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-21 11:56 am UTC (link)
	I do too. I was where you are now, though you've been here longer than I was. Four years and I nearly lost my mind. I'll work on it, see if I can't make it more stable, more able to pick where you go, make the powercell last longer. Just in case you do remember. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-21 12:14 pm UTC (link)
	i still can't go (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-22 06:03 am UTC (link)
	What if I could figure out away for you to have a guilt free go? There have been advances in the time space shift, with the holes Tommy made in the future. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	babybuck 2022-03-22 06:11 am UTC (link)
	I dont know what you mean. I can't leave and I can't be in two place s (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2022-03-23 05:09 am UTC (link)
	I mean something that would allow you to go back and forth. Was there a me in that time? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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