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Tweak says, "Life is a Cabret!"

babybuck (babybuck) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2021-03-27 02:49:00

Entry tags:

!open, blank, bucky barnes (kid), maria barton-stark, wanda maximoff

[minor Falcon and the Winter Soldier spoilers in the comments]
No food in the cafe today.

Help yourself to coffee.

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	mariahoneycrisp 2021-03-28 12:52 am UTC (link)
	Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	babybuck 2021-03-28 01:02 am UTC (link)
	I went back. For a long time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky mariahoneycrisp 2021-03-28 05:02 pm UTC (link)
	To the island or..back back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	: Bucky/ Maria babybuck 2021-03-28 06:32 pm UTC (link)
	Back back (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky/ Maria mariahoneycrisp 2021-03-28 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	That sucks. I'm sorry. You don't have to be alone. Want me to hang out with you? Or I could get Mom or Mama. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/ Maria babybuck 2021-03-29 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Don't bother them. I'm in my apartment, I'll leave the door open. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky/ Maria mariahoneycrisp 2021-03-29 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be right over. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	theboysandcrash 2021-03-28 06:24 am UTC (link)
	So... No muffins? Fuck, I loved your muffins. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	babybuck 2021-03-28 06:27 am UTC (link)
	I'm not...just for today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theboysandcrash 2021-03-28 07:13 am UTC (link)
	Fair enough, man! [Private] Are you doing alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-03-28 08:46 am UTC (link)
	I'll be good in a bit. Thanks (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private theboysandcrash 2021-03-28 09:02 am UTC (link)
	If you need anything, just let me know. I know things have been rough. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-03-28 09:19 am UTC (link)
	Things have always been rough, but they've always been good too. It'll work out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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theboysandcrash
2021-03-28 10:17 am UTC (link)

... I meant, with the whole Seam thing?

We were both there. You holding up okay?

I'm not, to be honest. I mean, I got my wife, my kid, my friends and my dad, Annie. But I don't really have anyone to actually talk to about what happened there.

None of them went through it, and trying to talk to Constantine or Gen is like talking to a brick wall, no offense to them.. I don't Miguel at all, I don't know you either.. And Bonnie, she just, she is pretending it didn't happen.

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	Private babybuck 2021-03-28 10:30 am UTC (link)
	There are this is somet I'm not very good at...talking. About things. My therapist iswas a bitch about that part. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private theboysandcrash 2021-03-28 10:40 am UTC (link)
	I'm not a therapist. And we both went through the same thing, maybe we should talk? I mean, if not, it's all good. ~~I was just hoping for someone to talk to. No one else seems to understand.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-03-28 10:55 am UTC (link)
	I'm not a therapist either? What do you need to talk about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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theboysandcrash
2021-03-28 11:06 am UTC (link)

Thank good, I'm already talking to Annie about my issues with this.

I don't know, man... It was kinda fucked up that we spent months perceptually drowning, and no one besides the ones closest to us seems to give a shit?

Also, I killed my Other. Like, smashed his skull in after he lured Annie into my club on Wheel 1. Smashed his skull in.

I nearly went hunting after the other.. Others.

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	Re: Private babybuck 2021-03-28 11:12 am UTC (link)
	I don't think they know. I'm not...really the person you should talk to about killing people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private theboysandcrash 2021-03-28 11:29 am UTC (link)
	Have you spoken to anyone about it? Annie's been pretty good about helping, at least. I mean, this isn't the first life I've taken, but... I wasn't in control of myself with the one before. This time I was, but I did it because if I didn't something worse than Higgs may have crossed over here. And that was a chance I wasn't willing to take. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-03-28 11:39 am UTC (link)
	I'm not really into talking about things. You did what you had to do. It was a war and people die in war. It's not your fault he chose to hurt people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private theboysandcrash 2021-03-28 11:59 am UTC (link)
	Fair. And yeah, you're right I guess. I'm glad my family came out mostly unscathed from it, but I still like I'm to blame for a lot of the outcome. Ah, it isn't your problem, Buck, but thanks for listening. I'm going to come by for a coffee in the next couple days, maybe we just shoot the shit? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-03-28 12:10 pm UTC (link)
	It's Bucky. If the outcome was good why is that a bad thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private theboysandcrash 2021-03-29 02:39 am UTC (link)
	Sorry! I meant about what happened before Higgs was defeated. When our Other's first showed up, you and the rest of the taken were taken over night, in your sleep, right? I was attacked, and their Bonnie caught me off guard. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-03-29 03:12 am UTC (link)
	Are you okay? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Private babybuck 2021-03-29 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	Wanda? Yes. I'm...yeah When are you from? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-03-30 12:07 am UTC (link)
	Yes, I haven't run away yet. 2023. Send with a short delay: We met a few days ago. Do you not remember? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private babybuck 2021-03-31 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	I..don't. It was me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-04-07 04:02 am UTC (link)
	If it was not you, I do not know who else it could have been. Unless someone pretended to be you. Loki is here, is he not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-04-07 09:22 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I guess you haven't met any doubles yet? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-04-07 09:32 am UTC (link)
	What do you mean by doubles? I have not heard of such thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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babybuck
2021-04-07 09:47 am UTC (link)

So you know this place pulls people from all different points in time yeah?

Sometimes it pulls the same person from more than one place, so there's more than one of that person. There are three of me here now.

One was pulled as a kid but he went to a different station for most of his life. I think he's in his 40s? The other was pulled from 1942 and is in his early 30s. I'm...it's kind of complicated, but I've been here since I was a kid but I've also experienced at least most of what you have, I'm from 2023 in that world.

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	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-04-07 09:53 am UTC (link)
	I see. This is a very strange place. The one I met told me he was from a different station. He knew a different me. She died there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-04-07 10:45 am UTC (link)
	From what I've heard, it seems like a lot of people did, unfortunately. He's still me, just what I would have been with a different life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-04-07 11:05 am UTC (link)
	He was kind to me, even though his life has seemed hard. How are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private babybuck 2021-04-07 11:40 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad. It'd suck to have to beat myself up for being even more of a dick than usual. I'm...figuring it out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-04-07 11:45 am UTC (link)
	May I ask what happened? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Private babybuck 2021-04-07 12:05 pm UTC (link)
	I just got back from the other world, I hadn't been there since I was a kid. It kind of feels like the last 90 years have happened all at once but also taken so long. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Private wanda_the_witch 2021-04-07 12:19 pm UTC (link)
	It must be a lot to take in. Does this happen often? (Reply to this) (Parent)