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Dean Winchester (cram_it_ugly) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-01-01 19:13:00

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An apology.
My New Years resolutions were to eat more pie, ~~have more sex,~~ and to quit procrastinating and actually write this thing. So here it is:

I, Dean Winchester, would like to apologize for killing Stefan Salvatore. I should have tried to stop him instead of going on instinct and taking him out.

I'd also like to state that I support Damon Salvatore's security reform idea.

~~Why does this feel like an ad for a politi~~

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	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 05:04 am UTC (link)
	For a split second I forgot she was a vamp, alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 05:07 am UTC (link)
	But you know now. And you're going back. Now you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Going back to what, Cas? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 05:14 am UTC (link)
	To wine and dine her and whatever else. To buying the facade. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 05:25 am UTC (link)
	For one night. And then it's done. ~~Why can't I have~~ What, you don't believe that'll be the case? You don't think I'll be done? Is that the problem? Because I'm not-... I'm done after tonight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 05:27 am UTC (link)
	No Dean. I'm worried because you know what she is and you still wanna fuck her. That's why I'm worried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 05:37 am UTC (link)
	Just because I want to doesn't mean I'm going to. There's lots of things I want to do that I don't do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 05:39 am UTC (link)
	You're not getting it. I'm worried about the fact she's a vampire isn't a red flag for you anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 05:47 am UTC (link)
	If it wasn't a red flag do you think I'd be ending it? What do you think I'm going to do, Cas? Go behind your back and fuck her in some undisclosed place after I've said the end is the end? I didn't say it, but I will. I'm not Sam, Cas. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 05:49 am UTC (link)
	No one for the road. No but I bet this is how you felt when you found out about Ruby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 09:00 am UTC (link)
	I'm not doing it for your approval. I'm doing it for me. And for her. If you can't understand that, then I'm sorry. Be pissed at me. The difference between that and what I'm doing, is I didn't know she was a vamp before. I haven't gone chasing her tail since I found out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 09:41 am UTC (link)
	No Dean. I don't. I don't see how you changed so much you're willing to make yourself vulnerable to vampires when you know better. So what's tonight then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 10:13 am UTC (link)
	Cas, if she wanted to off me, she could have offed me that first time, because I had no idea what she was, beyond that she was one of the women on this whole damn island that looked like Elena. Keeping a promise. ~~How many times do~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 10:15 am UTC (link)
	Would she? Ruby didn't. You don't honour promises to monsters Dean. You just... don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-02 10:32 am UTC (link)
	Yeah but difference between Ruby and Katherine is, A) I wouldn't drink her blood. And 2) I've got nothing she wants. I didn't make the promise to Katherine, Fuck. Cas go read the goddamn thing and get off my fucking back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Dean

strappedonwings
2013-01-02 10:35 am UTC (link)

A) No, she'd drink yours and 2) How do you know a thing about what she wants?

I don't get this Dean. I just don't get you dating a vampire under any circumstances. Your whole life you've hated the things of the dark, even the ones that acted with honour. No one would make you do this and if anyone would I'd deal with them myself. You're going because you want to.

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Cas

cram_it_ugly
2013-01-02 10:48 am UTC (link)

She hasn't so much as flashed a fang at me, Cas. Hasn't even come that close to a vein big enough for her to drain me dry.

I am doing this, because despite what your brother made me do, I do still have honor. Despite going to hell and breaking in forty years, when my Dad didn't break at all, I still like to think I have honor. In spite of it all, I'd like to think I have some small smidgen of honor, because when your dick bag brothers decide to torture me again to make me say yes to Michael, that I'll still continue to say no.

But if you think me taking one pretty well mannered woman out, pretending she isn't what she is for a few hours, undoes all that, fine. You're not the friend I thought you were.

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	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-02 10:52 am UTC (link)
	So you wait for vampires to bite you before you act now? What happened to a monster is a monster? You're giving it up to monster, Dean, and excusing it with a technicality. Fucking monsters isn't honourable to Dean Winchester no matter what you promised before you knew. Well mannered women don't expect hunters to fuck vampires. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cas cram_it_ugly 2013-01-03 12:36 am UTC (link)
	I never said sex was going to happen tonight, but I can promise you wont find out if it does. Or doesn't. If all I get is the third goddamn degree when I confide in you then it's not worth it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dean strappedonwings 2013-01-03 01:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't wanna know Dean. Come back to me when you're you again. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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