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daddyissues_ (daddyissues_) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2017-04-08 23:21:00

Entry tags:

abigail hobbs, dean winchester, kytana montrose, sarah sully, shepard, x-23 (oe), ~amy fitzwilliam, ~feyre, ~rhysand, ~tony stark

(Ooc: Posted the day after the majority of drops is gone.)

I have enough. I'm done with this place. I'm getting out of here. Whether it seems impossible or not. I an no slave.

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	Re: Katherine daddyissues_ 2017-04-12 02:03 am UTC (link)
	This place hurt the people you've met. It ripped them from their friends and families at home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-12 03:43 pm UTC (link)
	It gave Finn and me others a life, when they'd be dead otherwise. It's given people relationships and children. And the freedom to go outside and through doors. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-12 03:52 pm UTC (link)
	And it has taken many others. And the freedom to go through doors? I find that cruelty! Showing us what we cannot have. I have been to my family's home. I have seen its beauty. I want to go there whenever I choose, not when I'm allowed to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-12 03:54 pm UTC (link)
	You'll never have that. Any world is going to have its limitations. No one is completely free. Any world will take lives too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-12 03:57 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. No solution is perfect. But that does not mean you cannot strive for better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-12 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	Leaving all of us behind is better? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-12 04:01 pm UTC (link)
	You can come with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-12 05:07 pm UTC (link)
	I can't. I'd die. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-12 05:10 pm UTC (link)
	No. You go to a different world. Not yours. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-12 05:13 pm UTC (link)
	You don't know that. And what world would you go to? Juliet got sent to some place she was experimented on. Others got sent to bad places too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-12 05:32 pm UTC (link)
	No, I don't. As much as you don't know that you won't be send back anyway. If we end up in a bad place, we will fight till we get to the next one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-12 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	I know because it happened before. I know my fate. You mean if you end up anywhere, instead of disappearing or dying. And even then, you'd be fighting to die or go somewhere even worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-16 01:38 am UTC (link)
	You create your fate. It's not something fixed. Or better, Abigail. It's an option. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-16 07:44 pm UTC (link)
	My fate was decided a long time ago. It's my fate everywhere but here. It's isn't an option. It can't be better than having Pop and Finn and you. This is the best place for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-17 01:12 am UTC (link)
	I do not believe in fate. Your ideal world is one where your friend is unhappy? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-17 02:12 am UTC (link)
	My ideal world is one where my friend is alive with her family and friends. You're not happy with all of us here together? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-17 02:28 am UTC (link)
	Well, I am not in that world! My friends are being taken from me. My family is unhappy because they are put into a cage. Seeing that every day does not make me happy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-17 02:40 am UTC (link)
	People die in every world. My mother and Marissa were taken from me in my world. Other girls were taken from their families by my dad. ~~Will's friend Beverly~~ Any world is a cage if you want to see it that way. Even if there's nine realms, there's no tenth realm. Limits are a part of life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-17 03:51 am UTC (link)
	In most worlds, apt people get at least a chance to fight and protect themselves. Here they don't. Of course, they are. But before I accept them, I will give them a damn good fight. You are your biggest limit, Abigail, and it pains me to see that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Katherine

abigail_hobbs
2017-04-17 07:58 am UTC (link)

Really? Have you seen the worlds through the doors? Most have people dying of war, famine, disease. There are apt people who don't have a chance simply because they were born in a part of the world that doesn't have peace, clean water, etc. Lots of people in lots of worlds don't get a chance.

Your fight could give you more limits. What if you get sent to a prison world? Or an actual cage? Or Dante's inferno? Or if you just vanish?

I've lived a life here and done things I never thought I would. I don't feel limited. I feel grateful that you saved my life and happy that I can live a life now with Pop and Finn.

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	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-18 08:24 am UTC (link)
	I have and I have seen the most beautiful of places. I have seen the wonders that are out there and I want to make them my home. Then I move on from there. And on the slim chance that I can't, I will learn how to deal with it. But at least I tried. I'm glad you are happy. I, however, cannot find full happiness here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Katherine

abigail_hobbs
2017-04-18 01:36 pm UTC (link)

You'd be choosing one set of wonders over the endless possibilities through the doors.

It's not a slim chance! It's what will happen. Look at all the people that have been sent to bad places. You've spent more time on the island than me. You'be been in the future. Has anyone ever gone to someplace good?

There's no such thing as full happiness. Like I've been saying life anywhere will have pain and loss and grief. The solution isn't to run away from the only home we have.

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	Abigail daddyissues_ 2017-04-18 01:50 pm UTC (link)
	Most worlds I've been to offered more chances than this. Even yours does. And how many have been send to bad places? I do not have a home. I do not accept this place as my home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Katherine abigail_hobbs 2017-04-18 01:56 pm UTC (link)
	Not to me. Not to those girls my dad killed. Not to a lot of people. I'd see stories on the news of people who had even less of a chance than me. I was sent to a bad place. Everyone that was sent away and came back like me, went somewhere bad. Not even with your family here? Your friends? That's what makes a home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Katherine

daddyissues_
2017-04-18 02:35 pm UTC (link)

I can protect you against your father and against Hannibal. What I cannot protect you against is this place.

We are up against a mind mage. A time mage. The places they have been might have been a fucked up future or they have been tortured by him and this was the story they had implanted in their heads.

My family has a kingdom, my lover is lord of a court. They deserve better than this.

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Katherine -

abigail_hobbs, 2017-04-18 06:08 pm UTC

Abigail -

daddyissues_, 2017-04-21 05:52 am UTC

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