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Tweak says, "I lost my shoe."

Steve Rogers (captain_srogers) wrote in compass_comm,
@ 2015-12-12 18:13:00

Entry tags:

!closed, steve rogers, ~peggy carter

How's your head?

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	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:17 am UTC (link)
	We took down SHIELD to try and take down Hydra, apparently also helped to destroy a small country, though I don't actually remember that on my own. I'm guessing dresses would not be the preference? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm not even going to try and ask about that one. You seem to get yourself in trouble easy, Rogers. Fuck no. Pants, plain t-shirts, a better bra. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:21 am UTC (link)
	It's been a habit since about the time I could walk. I'll make sure they get there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:28 am UTC (link)
	Maybe you go looking for it rather than it finding you. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:32 am UTC (link)
	Probably a little of both. There are pictures. In the phone. You-a different version of you took them. If you're interested. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:34 am UTC (link)
	If these are pictures of your dick, I will rip it off and feed it to your dog. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:34 am UTC (link)
	If there are pictures of my dick in there, I didn't know they were taken. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:36 am UTC (link)
	I have heard that line before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:41 am UTC (link)
	If there are she probably has them locked away anyway. If you find any without having to enter a password you have permission to feed it to the dog. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:43 am UTC (link)
	Good to see what body parts you value. [After a few minutes] There is mostly pictures of children here. And cake. Why is there pictures of cake? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:47 am UTC (link)
	The children are ours mostly, some of the other island kids. Our daughter turned one a few months ago, Peggy made her cake. And sometimes she likes to bake when she's home with the kids, she always takes pictures of the pretty ones but never thinks to put them on her computer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:49 am UTC (link)
	She seems soft. Motherly. No wonder you feel lost without her. Your daughter smiles a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:51 am UTC (link)
	Motherly, yes. Soft, never unless she wants to be. She does. She's never yet had to know real sadness. I know I won't shield her from that forever but we try our best. ~~She's starting to~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 12:54 am UTC (link)
	What are you trying to do to me, exactly? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 12:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't really know. Try and help you remember maybe. Figure out what does and doesn't make you want to kill me. Give you as much company as I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 01:01 am UTC (link)
	Your mother's name was Sarah too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 01:04 am UTC (link)
	It was. We named her after my mother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 01:06 am UTC (link)
	You were a sickly child. Weak. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 01:08 am UTC (link)
	Yes. I wasn't supposed to live past 5. My mother took good care of me, she was a nurse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 01:11 am UTC (link)
	What is that like? Being taken care of? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

captain_srogers
2015-12-13 01:19 am UTC (link)

It's hard at first, as an adult. After she died I told myself I didn't need it, that I could take care of my own needs and I'd be fine, because that's what I thought it took to be strong. But Bucky worked on me, got me to realize that wasn't really true and it's...nice. It's comforting. To know someone cares about you enough to do that and that you'll be okay even if you're not.

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	offthepeg 2015-12-13 01:20 am UTC (link)
	Even if you fight it, he cares about you that much? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 01:28 am UTC (link)
	Yes. He's always been that way. One of the best things that ever happened to me was getting punched by a kid from his orphanage. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	offthepeg 2015-12-13 01:29 am UTC (link)
	I'm sure you didn't deserve it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	captain_srogers 2015-12-13 01:31 am UTC (link)
	I was dumb enough to think I could stop a kid twice my size and three years older than me so I probably deserved it at least a little. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)