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Tweak says, "Bitchin'."

lovetheair (lovetheair) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2009-12-22 00:07:00

Entry tags:

!closed, dr. horrible, penny

Who: Billy and Penny, !CLOSED
What: Billy casually calls around to see how Penny's doing.
When: Tuesday mid-morning
Where: Building C
Warnings: None so far

Billy raised his hand, finger hovering over the button with Penny's name on it.

He can do this. He's allowed to do this. He can call over to say hi. To see how she's doing. That's completely normal and allowed and not creepy.

But he can't make himself press the button. He's gonna get all tongue tied again and it'll be really obvious why he's here, and then it'll turn out that he's been reading all the signs wrong and she'll be horrified or worse, she'll laugh, and-

He squeezed his eyes shut and took a deep breath.

And pressed the buzzer.

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	lostnlonely 2009-12-22 12:58 pm UTC (link)
	"Yes. I feel for him. He's made out to be evil and I think he's just... lonely. I guess I can relate to that. Love seems like a fairytale. I wish there was some way I could help him, show him that he's not so alone." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lovetheair
2009-12-22 03:13 pm UTC (link)

He was pretty sure his jaw had actually dropped. How did she know-

He had a sudden urge to tell her, to admit it all, but something was holding him back.

But how did she know? His blog, maybe? He felt the blood drain from his face at the thought of her watching his blog...

He swallowed, blinking and looking down at his knees. "I - um - I bet he'd like that."

"So, uh, have you watched his blog?" he asked, trying to sound casual.

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	lostnlonely 2009-12-22 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	She slid her fingers under his chin. She didn't like the way he hung his head. Her other hand rested on his thigh briefly. "No, I haven't. I've seen him on the news. I hate to think of people feeling lonely," she said, moving closer to him and resting her head on his shoulder. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lovetheair
2009-12-22 04:49 pm UTC (link)

Her fingers lifted his chin again and he smiled slightly. He was just thinking to himself how much better he was at not reacting to her touch when he felt her hand on his thigh.

He glanced down, breath hitching as he stared at her hand. On his leg. Her hand. On his leg.

He tore his attention back to what she was saying.

"Oh. He has a blog. I think he talks about - about a girl on there," he said, hoping that his voice sounded calm. Or at least normal. "Or, I mean, that's what I've heard. I haven't read it..." He was trying really hard to act casually.

Which was really hard to do because she was moving closer and -

Leaning against him. He could smell her hair again, and he took a deep breath.

He wasn't really sure what to do with his hand, and had a couple of seconds indecision (that seemed way longer to him).

Eventually, he moved one of his hands from his pocket, reaching around her to let it rest on the back of the couch.

This was so surreal.

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	lostnlonely 2009-12-22 04:54 pm UTC (link)
	"Yeah?" she asked, looking up at him. "I hope that things work out for him with this girl and that he's happy." She settled against him again. It was nice, not feeling so alone anymore. They had each other. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-22 05:02 pm UTC (link)
	He glanced down at the top of her head, really liking how the weight of it felt on his shoulder. He brought his hand down tentatively to wrap around her. "Yeah," he said, quietly. "Me too." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-22 05:04 pm UTC (link)
	She snuggled in against him when he wrapped his arm around her. "Everyone deserves to know what love feels like," she said, a little sadly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lovetheair
2009-12-22 05:23 pm UTC (link)

He looked down at her, brow furrowing slightly. He really didn't like hearing her sound so ... sad. And Penny not know love? How was that possible. She was-she was perfect.

'I love you,' he thought, but he knew there was no way he could say that out loud.

He squeezed her shoulder and pulled her a little closer.

Her hair was brushing against the back of his hand and he really wanted to touch her hair, feel it underneath his fingers.

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	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 12:02 am UTC (link)
	She looked up at him and smiled when he pulled her closer. "I'm glad you're here," she said. "I mean, it's not good that either of us are away from home but I'm glad I'm not alone." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 12:08 am UTC (link)
	He smiled warmly. "Yeah. Me too," he said, moving his fingers slightly, rubbing her arm. He couldn't believe he was stroking her arm and she didn't seem to mind. She liked being this close to him. It was completely blowing his mind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 12:18 am UTC (link)
	She rested her head under his chin. His fingers on her arm felt good. "I should probably try and find a job. Not sure where though." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 12:30 am UTC (link)
	He nodded. "Yeah, I have to find one too," he sighed, looking down at the top of her head. He wanted to bury his nose in her hair. It smelled so good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 12:33 am UTC (link)
	"You seem clever. I am sure there are lots of things you are good at," she said softly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 08:35 am UTC (link)
	He blushed a little. "Uh, thanks," he said. "And I'm sure you'll find a job easily," he said. "I can't imagine anyone not wanting to hire you." He paused. Maybe he shouldn't have said that... But being so close to her was making him a little crazy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 12:17 pm UTC (link)
	She looked up at him and smiled. "Thank you," she said. He really was so sweet. "But I've been turned down from plenty of jobs, even fired a couple of times." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 01:20 pm UTC (link)
	He raised his eyebrow. "I find that really hard to imagine," he said, smiling down at her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 01:32 pm UTC (link)
	"I did too at first. Now I can picture it really well. But everything happens for a reason. Including both of us ending up here," she said, smiling warmly at him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 02:15 pm UTC (link)
	He laughed softly, nodding. "Yeah," he said. He was still disappointed that he'd missed his chance to impress the ELE, but right now, he didn't care so much. He'd take curled up with Penny over - well, just about anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 02:27 pm UTC (link)
	He had a really nice laugh. She rested her head under his chin again. "Oh I have frozen yogurt, would you like some frozen yogurt?" she asked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	A strand of her hair tickled his nose, and it felt so amazing. "Sure, I'd love some," he said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 05:28 pm UTC (link)
	She stood up and walked to the kitchen, grabbing two carton's of frozen yogurt and some sporks. She came back out and handed him on and a spork. She sat beside him on the couch again. "Is there anyone from home that you miss?" she asked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lovetheair 2009-12-23 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	"Thanks," he said, taking the carton. Now that she was here? Not really. Well, actually, no. "Uh, my roommate," he said. "M- Alex," he corrected. "I kinda miss him." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 07:50 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm sorry," she said, brushing her fingers over his thigh. She moved them away when she opened the frozen yogurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lovetheair
2009-12-23 08:15 pm UTC (link)

He gave her a small smile, but he was really distracted by her fingers on his thigh. It felt so good.

It was actually a good thing she moved them away, he didn't trust himself to be able to act naturally when she touched him like that. Even though it was completely innocent on her part, it really wasn't on his.

He focused on the frozen yogurt.

"Uh, how about you?" he asked, eventually. "Do you miss anyone?"

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	lostnlonely 2009-12-23 09:08 pm UTC (link)
	She shook her head. "I don't really have anyone to miss," she said, her voice quiet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)