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Tweak says, "Welcome to our filthy minds!"

arrogant_black (arrogant_black) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2010-11-29 18:43:00

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regulus black, sirius black

Remember how she would go through those periods where she was almost nice? Like, as if something had almost clicked in her mind and she realized, I don't know, we were her children. It never lasted for long, of course, and then she was back to her usual self.

Sometimes you could see it happening, but sometimes it just caught you so unaware.

There really wasn't ever a discernible pattern to it.

So fucking messed up.

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	pad_foot 2010-11-30 03:09 am UTC (link)
	Fine. ~~I don't~~ ~~Oh, for fucks sake~~ ~~If I was sober I'd~~ ~~Merlin~~ I don't hate you. I just want to. A lot. I've been fucking trying to for fucking years, and it pisses me off. You're still fucking irritating and whiny and a junkie and a general pain in the arse to be around. Happy now, Dickhead? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

arrogant_black
2010-11-30 03:17 am UTC (link)

~~That doesn't answer the question!~~

Happy? Happy to know you want to despise me? Oh, ya, that makes me really fucking happy. That silver lining of 'not hate' isn't much of a consolation.

~~You just bring the best out of me.~~

You don't get this both ways. I'm gone and you don't have anything to do with me, or I'm here and you act with a measure of civility towards me.

What the fuck do you want?

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	pad_foot 2010-11-30 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Well, what do you want me to do, Reg? Which would you prefer? Because honestly, I have no fucking clue. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	arrogant_black 2010-11-30 03:27 am UTC (link)
	And I'm the one who doesn't know you?! Obviously. ~~This whole time I've only been following your lead!~~ You're my fucking brother, Sirius, what do you think? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pad_foot 2010-11-30 03:32 am UTC (link)
	And yet when I act like a brother and help your current snogging partner bring you out of your hissy fit I get it thrown back in my face. Charming. Fine. Fantastic. Monotone, boring, emotionless civility it is. Can't wait. Sounds like a laugh and half. ~~Fuck this~~ I'm going to bed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	arrogant_black 2010-11-30 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Gods! Because yesterday I was operating under the assumption you wanted me gone. See the goddammed mind fuck? ~~I came out of it without your help, thank you very much~~ Oh don't be so dramatic, you know that's not what I meant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pad_foot 2010-11-30 03:46 am UTC (link)
	Mind fuck?! Coming from the bloke who hit me with fucking 'this is the shit part of your life' at some mental time in the evening?? ~~I'm always dramatic.~~ I've been out with Eames for hours. I'm tired. And I'm afraid the role of my best friend has already been filled. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	arrogant_black 2010-11-30 03:54 am UTC (link)
	Oh, right a simple 'Sirius, let's have a chat' would have really gone well. ~~Gods, best friend? Had to bring that up? You can't even have a discussion about this without saying something to cut at me?~~ Let's see if you can detect the theme through this whole conversation. Decision made. I stay out of your life, you stay out of mine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pad_foot 2010-11-30 01:15 pm UTC (link)
	Touchy. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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