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Morgana (future_seer) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2010-09-13 09:10:00

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albus dumbledore, arthur pendragon, guinevere pendragon, merlin, morgana

[Merlin]
I believe that there are few things that we need to talk about. Preferably on here~~as I don't want to leave~~ ~~I currently don't have anyone to stay wi~~ ~~from your conversation with him~~.

[Arthur]
~~Oh, Arthur~~ ~~You can't blame yourself for something that you haven't even done and might not~~ How are you doing?

[Gwen]
Thank you for the clothing and the food, Gwen. I would have been a bit more in over my head without your help. ~~I haven't a much of an idea on how to rai~~ ~~take care of a little boy but I can't~~ Mordred would like to see you when you get the chance.

How is Arthur? I saw his post.

[Mr. Dumbledore]
Mr. Dumbledore,

I have yet to make the pleasure of your acquaintance, therefore forgive me for contacting you like this, but I was told by Mordred that you had offered to teach him magic.

I am placing myself responsible for ensuring his well-being. Which is why I wish to speak with you before giving my consent for you to instruct him in magic.

If you're free this Wednesday, I would be delighted for you to have tea with us. Your sister is welcome as well. I know that Mordred would love to meet you in person.

- Morgana

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Merlin

future_seer
2010-09-13 02:38 pm UTC (link)

You should.

Merlin. I've spent a year here getting to know you and I know that you're incapable of doing anything to hurt any of us. No matter how bad you might think it is, half the trouble is your keeping secrets. Not the actual action. Whatever it is, Arthur will forgive you. He always does. I know that you don't want him angry with you but don't give him another reason to doubt his faith in you. When he hasn't for some time now.

~~You couldn'~~ ~~I know. I know why you couldn't~~ ~~You should have~~ That isn't your fault, Merlin. That wasn't either of your faults. If anyone should have guessed how Uther would have over-reacted, it should have been me. I imagine that I was ~~terrified~~ as caught in the moment as you were and neither of us thought of the consequences. There isn't anything that can be done about it now. ~~Oh, Mordre~~

What of the second time.

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Morgana

magicalsecrets
2010-09-13 02:49 pm UTC (link)

That's why I never mentioned any of it. There is a lot that - I don't like thinking about, and nothing we can change. I didn't think there was any reason to make all of you worry about things that are going to happen when we get sent back if you won't remember any of this anyways. Some of it is worse then - I'm not sure you and Arthur will forgive me. ~~I wouldn't~~

Alvarr is a sorcerer. One that wanted to destroy Camelot. He apparently took in Mordred after we found you at the camp. They wanted a crystal Uther had that would let Mordred see the past, present, and future to use against us...It was locked away though, and they asked you to steal it. You did. I went with Arthur and the knights - we stopped them and took it back. Mordred is angry with me because I tried to stop him, and because Alvarr and the others were killed.

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Merlin

future_seer
2010-09-13 03:11 pm UTC (link)

I can understand your reasonings, Merlin. I think that, however, it would be better for us to know as much as possible. Rather than having us all caught unaware whenever someone from our time and future comes with accusations that we do not know the explanations behind.

I ~~Uther and I~~ ~~We were~~ ~~I know that we still have problems to work through but we'd reconciled at my father's~~ ~~I did~~ ~~You led Arthur to innocent~~ ~~Surely there could have been another wa~~ I see.

~~Is there anything else that I shoul~~ ~~What else changed? What else did I~~ ~~Who else~~ What else happened?

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Morgana

magicalsecrets
2010-09-13 05:32 pm UTC (link)

Just one other - I'll filter the rest to you and Arthur - but if you want to know everything... You weren't in Camelot when I left.

You were with a woman named Morgause. She used you to put everyone to sleep while she led these practically unstoppable knight things through Camelot to take over. We couldn't wake anyone up, and Arthur and I came back and started falling asleep too. He went to try and stop her, but there was no way he could and
- I had to. The only way to stop the magic was to stop the source. I'm really sorry, but that was you. ~~you here I thin it's diff I just didnt know another wa~~ I gave Morgause what she needed to help you, but I had to poison you...

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	Morgana magicalsecrets 2010-09-13 06:31 pm UTC (link)
	I mean -- i never would have if I could have thought of any other way, but Arthur and I were falling asleep. She dropped everything and showed up immediately when you were - she stopped the attack and everyone woke up. I'm sorry again, and you know it was the last thing I wanted to do but... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Merlin

future_seer
2010-09-14 02:10 am UTC (link)

~~I wasn't in~~

~~The knights were~~ ~~She used me how~~ ~~I wouldn't let anyone use me, Merlin. And I would never be invol~~ ~~You're lying. I knew didn't I?~~ ~~No. No. I refuse to believe that I would be involved in something that would deliberately hurt Caml~~ ~~Then why didn't you go after her. You poisoned me!~~ ~~I'm supposed to be~~ ~~Why? Why did she drop~~ ~~Who is this Morgause~~ ~~I trusted you.~~ ~~I can't. I can't speak with yo~~ ~~You never did truly trust me, di~~ ~~I would have done the same thing~~

I can't, Merlin. I --

You

Who is this Morgause? Who is she? ~~I need t~~

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Morgana

magicalsecrets
2010-09-14 02:31 am UTC (link)

I didn't want to believe it was you, but I did the only thing I could. If I could have stopped her instead... I wish I could have, but I was going to fall asleep any minute. I didn't know where she was or if I could even stop her myself.

I don't know. She is a sorceress. She almost got Arthur to kill Uther, and what ever she said or did to ~~convince turn you agains~~ I don't know.

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Merlin

future_seer
2010-09-14 02:44 am UTC (link)

~~I don't want to beli~~ ~~Rather than try you decided to settle on~~ ~~For all of your bloody magic you couldn't figure out a way~~ ~~If you'd told me! If you'd~~

How. Wh What did she do to Arthur?

~~You don't know what Merlin?~~ ~~You don't know what she said to me? Why I listened to what she had to say? Is that what you were goin~~ ~~Most say that she wouldn't have needed to actually do anything to me. Ask anyone here. They'd~~ I'm sure you don't.

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	Morgana magicalsecrets 2010-09-14 03:01 am UTC (link)
	She brought his mother back somehow. She told him how magic had caused her death - I don't know if I should - Arthur doesn't even know it all yet. I really don't know much else about her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Merlin

future_seer
2010-09-14 03:27 am UTC (link)

~~Uther~~ He has a right to know, Melin. All his life he's wondered about her. It will hurt him but he has us. He shouldn't have to find out from her. He deserves to know.

~~Does Uth~~ ~~Mor~~ ~~The stories. They said that she~~ ~~They got so many other things wrong, I nev~~

I'm going to need time, Merlin. ~~I need to figure out what I'm feeling.~~ ~~Toward you. Myself, this Morgause. Everything~~ ~~I know I said that~~ ~~Except you did i~~ I can't speak with you ... I don't want to see you. I don't want to hear from you ~~unless it involves Gwen or Ar~~. I'll let you know when I'm ready. But for now. Just stay away from me.

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	Morgana magicalsecrets 2010-09-14 03:59 am UTC (link)
	I know. I will tell him, but like I said - He almost killed Uther last time. I just want to make sure I know everything before I tell him. Alright. I'm sorry. I can't say it enough. I'll leave you alone though. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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