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Tweak says, "It's wicked dark down here"

Dream (metamorpheus) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2011-12-07 23:44:00

Entry tags:

dream, jack harkness, neria surana, the rani

I know these feeling are dangerous, but it's no use denying anymore. I've tried.

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	( Neria ) metamorpheus 2011-12-09 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	Not quite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Lord Morpheus ) halamshivanas 2011-12-09 07:13 pm UTC (link)
	What is wrong? You know you can talk to me about anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Neria ) metamorpheus 2011-12-09 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	Surely you must know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Lord Morpheus ) halamshivanas 2011-12-09 07:29 pm UTC (link)
	I am afraid I do not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Neria ) metamorpheus 2011-12-09 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	Even after I have gone out of my way to be surly, to distance myself--especially after you had taken a lover? I thought you would have at least suspected that I have feelings for you, even if I can never act upon them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Lord Morpheus ) halamshivanas 2011-12-09 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	And why would I have believed that a being such as you could have such feelings for me? You have expressed your thoughts regarding such emotions many times. I wondered why you were so distant. I thought I had done something wrong. And now you tell me you were punishing me because you could not accept your own feelings? I do not know what to say, my lord. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Neria ) metamorpheus 2011-12-09 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	I was not punishing you. I was punishing myself. I regret that my actions caused you pain as well, but I had no other choice. I would rather break your heart that live with the suffering that I would cause, were I to allow myself to pursue these emotions. Can you not understand that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Lord Morpheus ) halamshivanas 2011-12-09 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	I can understand that, but that does not mean I cannot remain your friend. I care about you. That will not change. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Neria ) metamorpheus 2011-12-09 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	I keep wishing there was a way...I thought it would be easier when you found someone...but I was fooling myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Lord Morpheus ) halamshivanas 2011-12-09 08:12 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. I do not mean to cause you pain, my lord. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	( Neria ) metamorpheus 2011-12-09 08:37 pm UTC (link)
	I do not blame you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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