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Remus Lupin ([info]lukeios) wrote in [info]beyondthepages,
@ 2010-05-07 10:57:00

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Entry tags:2023 10, remus lupin, tristan moore

Characters: Remus Lupin & open
Time/Date: 6 October, late afternoon
Location: Common commons, Hogwarts
Warnings/Rating: TBD
Summary: Remus is studying. What a surprise!
Status: Incomplete


Remus sat on one of the comfortable couches in the common commons with his nose buried in his Defence Against the Dark Arts text and his feet toasting nicely in front of the fire. He still wasn’t entirely certain whether he liked the idea of a common commons though he suspected that had more to do with the times in which he grew up than anything else. The whole idea would have been an utter disaster in the 70s and he shuddered to think of the chaos that would have ensued if Sirius and Severus had been put in the same room for any length of time, especially with James and the other Slytherins there to make things worse.

Still it seemed to work alright now and supposed that was the difference between growing up in a time when Voldemort was causing havoc and growing up in a time when there was peace and no storm clouds on the horizon, let alone hovering overhead. It lessened the tensions between the students.

Which was just as well because catching up with nearly fifty years worth of advances in magic was a challenge. Some things hadn’t changed quite as much as others but there was still a lot of work to be done and he was actually kind of glad now that they’d put him in Sixth Year instead of where he ought to be in Seventh Year. There was no way he could have caught up in less than a year and sat his NEWTs with any confidence. Now he had an extra year to catch up and he was glad of it instead of feeling vaguely insulted as he had at first.

He turned a page in his text book and continued reading. The need to actually pay attention was useful for keeping his mind off things he didn’t really want to think about and he was half hoping he’d be interrupted and could continue to not think about them



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[info]lukeios
2010-05-13 12:45 am UTC (link)
Remus blushed for any number of reasons, at the idea of a snog with Tris, at the fact he'd been caught out, at the whole thought of what he was fairly certain he knew.

"Merlin," he said, running a hand through his hair and discarding his book on the floor. He glanced around the room then turned to face Tris, his expression very serious. "If I tell you, you absolutely cannot tell James or Sirius. I mean it. Not a word. Not even a joke. Not even a hint. And you can't tell anyone who would tell them so not Lily Luna either. Or anyone else."

He sighed. "I know you think I'm being silly but... they're just not logical about him and I don't think they've grasped the fact that he's got twenty odd years on us now and he spent all of those years as a Death Eater and a spy so he could probably kill them and get away with it easily. I think they still see him as the Slytherin boy they can bully and prank."

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-13 01:13 am UTC (link)
Tris almost asked 'what about Lan?' but ... Lan wasn't James, Sirius, or LilyLu, and actually knew how to keep his mouth shut. He was even more intrigued now as Remus went on about James and Sirius' lack of logic in regard to Severus, and what that had to do with Lily.

"Sure," he agreed. While the air about it was casual, his eyes weren't at all casual. He was intrigued and willing to keep it a secret. In the vein of keeping it serious, he refrained from asking whether he'd be coughing up a knut or a kiss in payment. "I have no doubt at all he could poison them and make it look like death of natural causes. From what I've heard anyway."

He grinned. So could Ace, really, and she'd actually be at the school for the TriWizard stuff. He made a mental note to make sure to harass her while she was here. Without interfering with her job as the backup healer, or whatever the title was.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-13 01:52 am UTC (link)
Remus nodded slowly, more at the look in Tris' eyes than the way he agreed. "Good." He smiled wryly. "Because they wouldn't be the only ones to die. I'd be killed off to. Just for good measure." Because Severus did tend to see them as a group rather than individuals. Okay, he had reason for that but it wasn't very logical.

"Lily... likes Severus," he said slowly and in a soft voice... even though there was no one else in the room. "Probably more than just likes if I'm honest. She always has but... well, Severus took a path she just couldn't abide and..." He grimaced and waved a hand. "Well, that's ancient history and everyone knows what he did and didn't do. That's not the point."

"I think she could have really fallen in love with Severus if things had been different at school," he continued. He sighed. "Thing is... and I'm only speculating now because Severus was always damn hard to read even back then... I think the feeling was pretty mutual except he... well, I don't really know why he never acted on it. I guess only he knows that."

He ran a hand through his hair and shrugged. "I think he still feels that way. I've read the history books and I don't buy the reasons they have in there for why Severus did what he did. They make him sound like a Gryffindor and he's nowhere near that selfless. He's a true Slytherin, through and through. I should know. He used to tutor me in Potions. He did what he did for a reason and I think Lily was that reason."

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-13 02:07 am UTC (link)
Tris tilted his head slightly as he listened, kind of waiting for the punchline to all of it. He knew Lily and Remus had been friends in school, and he'd picked up enough from conversations to get an idea of how things had been back then.

"Well," he said thoughtfully. "Easy enough to see why he'd be in love with her," he speculated. "If I liked girls, I'd probably make a move on her myself. But ... given everything I've heard about him, not sure I really see it going the other way."

But then, he didn't really know Lily. He chatted her up when they happened to bump into each other near the potions classroom, but he didn't know her.

Tristan licked his lips, and very nearly said - in jest, of course - 'we should ask him' but refrained. No sense in scratching up the trust Remus had laid down in telling him this.

"Funny to think about how things would've gone different, isn't it?" Tris reflected, then frowned. "Probably ... not so funny for you." Remus had been closer to it. But this Remus hadn't yet lost his mates to death or prison or betrayal. But if things had gone different, maybe he wouldn't have had to. Interesting thing to wrap his mind around, and he'd likely be spinning 'what-ifs' in his head for a bit.

What would have happened if there was no Harry Potter to save the world. Harry Snape just ... didn't have the same ring to it. Sounded more like a disease, really. He snorted a little at his thoughts but nodded to Remus. "So, right then. Suppose if that's the case and there's a mutual attraction, stands to reason she could sway him."

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-13 05:08 am UTC (link)
Remus chuckled, remembering a few conversations. "You'd think that but Lily knew him before we even got to school." He paused and considered the whole matter. "I think she probably knows him better than anybody else. I saw them together a few times before they had their big bust up and he... he was different with her. It was like half a hundred walls came down and he just relaxed when they were together. And the way she teased him..." He shook his head and laughed softly. "No, there was definitely the potential for it to go both ways."

"Yeah," he said softly. "Though in my case, I really needed it to go differently from when I was a kid, not just from when we got to school."

He grinned. "I reckon if she really put her mind to it, she could wrap him around her little finger." He shrugged and smiled ruefully. "Mind you, she could probably do that with me or James or Sirius just as easily." He rolled his eyes and groaned as he flopped back on the couch. "Mind you, watching James pant after her at school was the next best thing to painful at times."

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-13 05:16 am UTC (link)
Tristan nodded slightly, and wondered if that made a difference, them knowing each other before school. It was interesting to ponder, and he thought maybe next time he ran into Lily, he'd be nosy about it and see if she'd share anything. "Well, maybe now they'll have a chance at it. It's not impossible right? Even though he's ... almost twice her age." He grinned. But hey, if the healer and the librarian could hook up ... why not two people who used to be friends and might be harboring feelings for each other?

"Well, right. But then I wouldn't have anyone to run with after the foreign kids leave." He paused. "Oh man. You're still going to run with me when we're done with school, right?" That would kind of suck, if he'd found people he liked running with only to lose them because he wasn't going to be at school anymore.

But he'd have to come back for potion lessons - unless a miracle befell the place and he managed to master the Wolfsbane before the end of the last term - so why not come back on the fulls to run?

He grinned a little. "Really? Even now she could do that? Should I be on the look-out for competition for your affections then?" he teased. He also wondered how James was handling things now, but ... surely there was another girl here for James to pant after. Or a bloke, if he'd come to his senses and realized that blokes were the way to go.

"Speaking of. Do I owe you a knut or a kiss for the sharing?" Tris reasoned that they'd drifted out of 'completely serious' far enough that he could tease comfortably.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-13 05:26 am UTC (link)
It was strange to think of Severus as being twice their age but that was the reality of it. Remus was just kind of glad that he'd come back as that age because he didn't want to think what it would have been like here if Severus had been their age. "I kind of hope they do. James is... too young now and why shouldn't they both be happy?"

He snorted and raised his eyebrows at Tris. "Oi, idiot. Did you forget they put me back in Sixth Year? I'm going to be stuck here for another year. Nah, actually I'm kind of glad they did because there have been that many changes that there's no way I could sit my NEWTs this year and hope to pass."

He laughed at that. "Nah, not a chance," he said before realising how that would sound then he blushed. "Er, what I mean is Lily is a friend. Just a friend. There's... well, it's complicated but the short version is she was there for me during a bad patch and I guess she's more of a sister than anything else."

His blush intensified and he vacillated for a moment, the voices of James and Sirius in his head egging him on while his common sense yelled at him that it was a bad idea... until he realised that his major reason for it being a bad idea were kind of moot when it came to Tris. Tris had the same furry little problem he did. "I... uh... kiss?" he said, wincing that it came out as a question instead of a statement.

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-13 05:34 am UTC (link)
He wasn't sure why he found it so amusing that Remus was hoping for Lily and Severus to get together. Hell, for all he knew, they already were, and he added that to his list of questions to run by Lily.

"I know you're still stuck here. But I'm not," he pointed out. "When they leave at the end of the last term, I'll be out of here. Unless I fail something and have to be held back," he mused thoughtfully. Not that he actually would. Lan would kill him twice before his mum even heard about it to kill him for it.

He chuckled softly at the blushing and defining of Lily's relationship to him. "Suppose I'm not too worried if she's as smitten with Severus as you seem to think she is."

Tris was a little surprise when Remus opted for the kiss. "Suppose you'll have to tell me if the kiss is worth all the information you spilled. I mean, think of all the blackmail if I were some sort of bastard." He leaned a little closer to Remus before he nuzzled at the other wolf's throat. He inhaled the scent of him before he dragged his lips along Remus' jaw to claim his lips gently, but confidently.

He did remind himself that this wasn't anything, and he shouldn't read anything into it. It was just him, kissing a bloke to pay off a debt, so to speak. Even if said bloke did smell amazing, and even if he'd wanted to have an excuse to kiss him for a while now.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-13 05:47 am UTC (link)
Remus shrugged. "Well, I'll still be running in the Forest. You're always welcome to run with me. It's... kind of fun to be able to outnumber Padfoot in a wrestle." It was also fun to be able to remember all of it clearly.

"I, uh... yeah," he managed to get out before he stumbled to a halt at the feel of Tris' lips on his jaw. He drew in a deep breath and his head swam a bit at the scent of the other werewolf. Then he was being kissed... and kissed very expertly.

He was still for a moment. He didn't have all that much experience, having been too afraid to get involved with anyone before. Not that he hadn't had some experience. James and Sirius wouldn't have stood for that in a heartbeat and he hadn't had that many problems finding a boy to kiss when he'd started wondering about that side of thing. It had been the Seventies after all, Age of Aquarius and all that. But this... this was different. And better.

He slid his hand around the back of Tris' neck and returned the kiss, hoping that his inexperience wasn't too painfully obvious.

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-13 05:52 am UTC (link)
Blue eyes closed completely once Remus returned the kiss. Tristan wasn't exactly in a hurry to break the kiss, but he had to find that line. The one between 'mhm, paying off a debt' and 'I would like you to shag me senseless, now please'.

He could tell that Remus was either nervous or inexperienced, and it didn't really feel like nerves. He wanted to make so quip about practicing, but ... that would require breaking the kiss, and he wasn't really ready yet.

Aware of the press of Remus' hand behind his head, Tris grinned a little against Remus' mouth as he ran one hand up to rest on the other wolf's shoulder.

He broke the kiss gently but didn't draw very far away. "Think I've earned my information, or should we go a bit more?" he mumbled, his lips brushing against Remus' mouth as he spoke.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-14 12:07 am UTC (link)
Remus made a small sound of protest when Tris broke the kiss and for a moment his words made no sense. No great surprise. Remus' brain had taken a break, gone out for a quick coffee and a fag since it knew it was neither wanted or needed right now.

He licked his lips, the tip of his tongue brushing briefly against Tris' lip as he did so. "I... I don't care anymore," he mumbled before drawing Tris back into the kiss.

And a small part of his brain that wasn't completely off line hoped that telepathy was real and started issuing dire maledictions and threats in James and Sirius' direction if they should even dare to stick their big toes into the room right now.

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-14 12:36 am UTC (link)
This was a surprise, but a very, very pleasant one. He'd rather hoped that Remus at least wanted to fool around, and this was promising. He made a soft noise against Remus' mouth as he deepened the kiss slowly, his tongue probing out to tease at Remus' lips, seeking entrance.

He thought they really should ... go somewhere not quite so public. Sure, everyone and their cousin knew Tristan was out, but if Remus wasn't ready to admit he snogged boys ... well, they should definitely go somewhere quieter.

Tris thought he'd get around to proposing that. In a minute or two.

Shifting closer, he moved his other hand to run his fingers through Remus' hair, cradling the back of his head as they kissed. He was rather pleased by the entire endeavor so far, and he grinned a little against Remus' mouth.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-14 01:21 am UTC (link)
It was the sound of a log in the fire popping and cracking that brought Remus' brain back online and he pulled back from the kiss with a gasp and an initially wild look around. By the time he realised that no one was there, reality had come rushing back and the blush crawled up his cheeks as he struggled to meet Tris' eyes.

He felt stupid for being so hesitant and he knew he'd be on the end of some teasing if James and Sirius could see him right now but he just wasn't used to not having to worry about what he was. He wasn't used to not having to hide it and be terrified that he was going to be kicked out if someone did.

But on the other hand, for the first time he finally got why James and Sirius had chased so many girls around. Not that Tris was anything like a girl but the fundamental underlying point was still there.

"I... um." He smiled shyly and licked his lips again. "I... uh, sorry... um, I guess it was pretty obvious I..." His blush deepened and he finished the sentence somewhat lamely and feeling like an idiot. "...haven't done that much before."

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-14 01:31 am UTC (link)
Tris opened his eyes when Remus drew back like that, and he wondered if it had occurred to him how public the room was. He stroked the other wizard's hair gently as Remus blushed and withdrew. It was adorable, really, and it made Tris glad that he was ... well, forward enough to initiate things. To think this wouldn't have started at all if they were both so shy.

"That's what practice is for," Tris said before his lips quirked up into a grin. "Lots and lots of practice. As much practice as you could possibly want, just about any time. I have to draw the line at quidditch practices though. Stiff competition this year, and with the matches all crammed up together like they are... well. You know. Can't have anything taking away from time on the pitch. Not even charming lupine blokes."

He cupped Remus' cheek with his free hand, brushing his thumb against his lower lip in a strangely tender gesture. Well, strange to anyone who knew Tristan as the bold, laughing prankster.

"So, what's the plan now then?"

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-14 01:58 am UTC (link)
Remus blushed and laughed softly as waves of relief washed through him at Tris' easy acceptance. It was stupid but he hated not knowing how to do something, he hated not being good at things. Okay, yes, there were plenty of things he wasn't good at, like flying and Quidditch... feet belonged on the ground, thank you very much... but that didn't mean he didn't like not being good at them. He was allowed to be illogical from time to time, wasn't he?

His eyes widened momentarily at the implication of what Tris said sank in... then he immediately began to have doubts. That couldn't have sounded like what he thought it sounded like, could it? Though maybe he should take a leaf out of Sirius' book and stop worrying and just go with the flow. He could try anyway.

"I... I'd like that," he said with a smile. He drew in a breath, remembered the Sirius mantra and went for it. "I... uh, I think I need lots of practice."

He leaned into Tris' touch then laughed softly. "Um, we could go.. somewhere else? Somewhere certain people aren't going to walk in on us and be given incentive to tease me for the rest of my life."

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-14 02:27 am UTC (link)
"Think their attention span is that long?" He grinned. "Nevermind. For something like that, I bet it would be. S'all right. You can wait until they do something and tease them back."

Where was there to go that wasn't somewhere James, Sirius, or Landon would show up? Lan, of course, would do his own bit of smug 'told you so' teasing if he caught them at it. At least Lan would be quieter about it and not as prone to shouting it across the Great Hall as he imagined James and Sirius might be.

And of course, if they knew, LilyLu would know, and then the whole world would know in half the time.

"Suggestions? I know a couple of hallways that I'm sure LilyLu has shown the foreign kids, so there is that risk. But hell, you probably found all of them, years before me," Tris added. Which was one of those strange thoughts that briefly shoved everything out of sync. To think Remus had known these halls nearly fifty years ago ... disconcerting. He shook it off easily enough though and smiled. "Or we can say to hell with them and just keep at it here."

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-14 03:05 am UTC (link)
"Yes... yes, it is," Remus said with dry amusement. "And they're utterly shameless. What makes you think there's anything I can use against them? I've tried it before."

He grinned briefly at the mention of knowing the halls of Hogwarts and he wondered just what had happened to the Marauder's Map. He should ask LilyLu. He was sure that if anyone knew, she would. She probably also knew who'd used it and what they'd used it for. When she got after some gossip, she tended to find out every skerrick of information there was from what he could tell.

He frowned thoughtfully for a moment then cocked his head slightly. "What about the Room of Requirement?"

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-14 03:29 am UTC (link)
"Fair enough," Tris said. "Maybe something new will crop up this time around that can be wielded as a weapon against the mighty team of Potter and Black," he teased before he stood up and stretched his arms above his head before letting them drop back down to his side.

"We could give it a shot. See if we beat everyone else to it tonight. Imagine LilyLu's got the foreign kids parading through there. They're probably going to know as much about the school as we do by the time they go back home."

He paused. "You heard it got torched in the war, right? Fiendfyre. Apparently for a decade or so after the rebuilding it wouldn't show up. Or so the stories go. I can't get a straight answer out of anyone about it. At least, not out of any of the professors who were here that aren't teases." He ... had a hard time trusting anything Professor Silver or Professor Chambers had to say, and Professor Capper was borderline on the jests.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-14 05:41 am UTC (link)
Remus looked surprised for a moment then laughed and shook his head. "Might have known that one of our big secrets isn't a secret anymore. I keep forgetting that things have really changed."

He looked startled. "Well, I read that there was damage to the school but not about that. Who on earth was throwing around Fiendfyre? You'd have to be an idiot." He'd read about it, of course, after wangling a pass into the Restricted section out of Professor Flitwick... back when Flitwick was still just the Charms teacher. But the idea of using it was just horrible.

"I know a couple of other places though," he said, getting back to the original topic. He smiled wryly. "We might find Sirius in one of them but there are others."

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-14 01:48 pm UTC (link)
Tris grinned. "There are no secrets here," he teased playfully. "At least, not once LilyLu catches wind of something."

He nodded slightly and attempted to kick his history brain into gear. "Night of the battle here, 'parently Malfoy and a couple of his cronies were going after Harry, and one of them thought it'd be a brilliant idea. He died for it, I'm pretty sure," Tristan said before he cocked his head. "Pretty sure Professor Goyle was the other one there. Crabbe, I think, was the boy who died." He was pretty sure that was what he'd seen. Or what LilyLu had shared. Honestly, sometimes it was hard to keep straight the stories from the actual history text, and who knew how much of what she was sharing was mistranslation or speculation from what Harry did tell her.

Nodding to Remus, he smiled. "Right then. Lead on and we'll see what we see," he declared.

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[info]lukeios
2010-05-15 08:33 am UTC (link)
Remus shook his head and sighed. He recognised the names... Malfoy, Goyle, even Crabbe. But the ones he knew were these people's fathers, not the ones Tris was talking about. Then he frowned. "Professor Goyle was a Death Eater? He doesn't really strike me as being one." It unnerved him a little, the idea of a Death Eater being a teacher here but he supposed that was old habit dying a very hard death more than anything else.

He got to his feet and picked up his book before holding a hand out to Tris with a shy smile. "Give you a hand?"

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[info]not_an_orphan
2010-05-15 03:19 pm UTC (link)
"Grey area on that one. Think it was more a case of Daddy and his mates being in the thick of things and he was bright enough to work his way out of it afterward. Don't think he was ever ..." Tristan gestured briefly to his left forearm. "You know. Officially in with them."

Tris nudged Remus with his shoulder. "He's an all right bloke, really. Pretty smart about all the forest creatures and if he is secretly a Death Eater still, he's doing a bang-up job of hiding it." Tris winked to Remus before reaching out for his hand.

He laced his fingers briefly with Remus', squeezing his hand gently as he glanced over to the other boy. While he wasn't sure exactly what they were as far as labels went, he was having fun and figured that was enough for now. Whatever came of it later, he'd roll with it like he always did.

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