Probst Wyatt III (reapedwhirlwind) wrote in angelnet, @ 2018-03-25 16:43:00 |
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This world, this place, being free, in general...it has a way of getting a hold of you until you don't want to let it go. It's a better world than the one I left behind, but...feels wrong to enjoy it. knowing all the suffering still happening at home, that my people are without a leader, and that I'm just...frittering away my time when I just spearheaded a revolution as its face.
Pretty hard to be the posterboy for something you're not gonna be there for. I'm GRATEFUL I got brought here, but I know I can't let myself enjoy it. Its wrong when you prolong someone's suffering, or don't do anything to stop it, especially when it's in your power. Not that I know HOW to get back to either my world OR to 1961, but it feels like I've gotta find some way to TRY, you know?
In the meantime, it's a nice vacation, but I can't let myself be the guy who sits back and lets all this reprehensible EVIL happen, even if I don't know what to do about it.
...Anybody got any ideas for me, either to help from here, or reconcile it or...something?