4bidden Social

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[[Week 3, Monday Evening]]


I've had this tablet for a few weeks but haven't really bothered to use it. I haven't had much to do lately so I figured I'd give it a try.

My name is Simon Tam and I was recently purchased by a man named Morgan. He runs the club Avalon and seems nice enough Though part of me is waiting for the other shoe to drop.

I find it hard, figuring out what to do with myself. I think that it's something only those who become slaves may understand. I spent my whole life training to become a doctor, to follow in my fathers footsteps. Then my sister needed my help and I did all I could to keep her safe and protected. Now she's gone and I can no longer practice medicine. I feel like so much of who I am has been taken away. It feels like all that's left is a hollow shell, going through the motions of day to day work. I wonder if I'll start to feel more like myself again.

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It's quieter at night than it used to be. Only crickets. There are always crickets even when it's cold outside. Master'll turn the heat on when it gets too cold, and it'll be summer again. But the crickets won't stop chirping. Not even when they're dead.