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Juliet Nott ([info]nottyjules) wrote in [info]20somethings,
@ 2021-07-10 12:58:00

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Entry tags:c: addison davies, c: albus potter, c: aldrich reynolds, c: athena montgomery, c: beau rosier, c: celestina knottingley, c: charlie weasley, c: clarissa sayre, c: coira montague, c: daani johal, c: fiona reynolds, c: hailey montgomery, c: jaimeson fitzgerald, c: james potter, c: juliet nott, c: kenzie montgomery, c: liam pucey, c: lucy weasley, c: miguel pena-griffiths, c: penelope ahuja, c: peter nott, c: phoenix ortega, c: rachel turpin-davies, c: rori milburn, c: scarlett mclaggen, c: thad nott, c: violet nott, c: wes warrington, d: 2027 07, Ω: rp

RP: The Literacy Flourishes Charity Gala
Who: Everyone! Please add your tags!
What: The Literacy Flourishes charity gala and celebrity date auction.
When: 10 July 2027
Where: Fairgrounds outside Cardiff
Warnings: TBD, please include in individual scene headers
Completion Status: Ongoing!
Notes: To bid in either auction, click the link in the auction header and bid on that page, comments are screened there. Please feel free to have individual scenes throughout the evening and make sure to label your headers accordingly!


LAYOUT OF THE GALA
Dining/seating There are 100 tables configured in a U-shape around a large dancefloor/stage.
Stage/dance floor The dance floor shrinks during presentations and the celebrity auction and expands during dinner and dancing.

SCHEDULE OF EVENTS
6:00 Welcome Pansy Nott welcomes all attendees, goes over the schedule for the evening, and explains the mission of the charity.
6:30 Dinner A four course meal appears intermittently over the half hour.
7:00 Orchestra/Dancing As the last course--dessert--is served, the orchestra picks up and the dance floor expands for dancing.
7:30 Celebrity Auction The music dims to a soft accent as Pansy Nott and Demo Finnigan-Thomas take the stage to begin the celebrity date auction.
8:30 Concert/Dancing Several musical guests begin performing, kicked off with a duet featuring Wes Carlisle and Violet Nott, and the dance floor expands.
10:00 Function Ends Pansy Nott takes the stage to announce the end of the silent auction. Results will be tallied and winners will receive their goods by 13 July. She announces the end of the gala, though the concert continues until midnight.

CELEBRITY AUCTION

Bid
Beau Rosier "To kick off our celebrity date auction is our favorite child actor all grown up! Beau Rosier first caught our eye as a cheeky lad on WeeVee's Merlin-under-Hangtree, but he's certainly proved himself a man of many talents, coming in second last year in the reality competition Let's Dance. I know I can't wait to see what role he takes on next! And so, I'd love to cast the opening bid at thirty galleons..."
Blaise Zabini "Our next celebrity hardly needs an introduction, but I do so love talking about him. Blaise Zabini, owner and editor of the Daily Prophet and perpetual bachelor, has set many a heart a-flutter, though none have managed to usurp the love he has for the paper. Win the bid for a date with him, and perhaps you'll have that special something he can't resist..."
Gareth Wagtail "Although our next celebrity is best known for a drunken fly over a muggle village last winter, Gareth Wagtail is a fantastic retired Chaser and current trainer for the Montrose Magpies. Outbid everyone else for a date with him, and I'd bet you'll be in for a wild ride..."
Gavin Montgomery "The Montrose Magpies have taken the league by storm this season with the help of our next celebrity. Gavin Montgomery, one of the best Beaters we've seen on the pitch since Cooper Reynolds' days on a broom, has quite the reputation of disappointing anyone who wants to snare his attention for more than a night, but just imagine all that intensity focused on only you for that single night! Who will start the bidding..."
Ginny Weasley "Everyone knows our favorite red-headed spitfire war hero! Ginny Weasley is Harpies Chaser turned Daily Prophet sports writer and editor, but don't be fooled. A desk job has done nothing to tame the spunk out of her, and a little birdie tells me she's hoping you lovely ladies will join in the bidding for a date with her..."
Harry Potter "I think you'll all agree that heartbroken is not a good look for our most famous of celebrities. Harry Potter, Hogwarts Defense Against the Dark Arts professor, is single and ready to mingle again--at least for a good cause. So ladies, here he is, get him with the winning bid..."
Rachel Turpin-Davies "Our next celebrity is up and coming Holyhead Harpies Chaser, Rachel Turpin-Davis. Quick as a snitch with an instinct for banter, the only thing this flying ace chases is the Quaffle, so you better keep up, cause she won't be chasing you..."
Thad Nott "We do love our Magpies, don't we? Next up is Montrose Magpies Seeker, and my second son, Thad Nott. I know, I know, him being my son doesn't make him famous, but his impressive flying and seeking certainly does! Don't let his bachelor reputation fool you, his dad and I have raised him to appreciate and value relationships, and don't those usually start with a first date? Who will start the bidding..."
Victoire Weasley "If you find it almost impossible to look away from our next stunning celebrity, that's because Victoire Weasley is part veela via the Delacour family and a world-renowned fashion model. Although she enjoys the jet set life, she's no Beauxbaton airhead. Fluent in several languages and quick-witted, you'll think you're in love by the end of the night..."
Wes Carlisle "Our final celebrity of the night has been charming us through the radio and on the stage for a decade. Wes Carlisle relishes sensuality and luxury, and is sure to show the woman--or man--who wins a date with him the best of times. I'm told there may even be a private concert in it for the lucky bidder. And if you're particularly clever, maybe you'll get a sneak peak at this new project Wes has hinted at..."

SILENT AUCTION

Bid

A set of Albus Dumbledore’s spectacles and tube socks

Opening bid: 20 galleons

A field journal that once belonged to Newt Scamander

Opening bid: 25 galleons

Box seats for two to the 2027 Quidditch playoffs

Opening bid: 50 galleons

Signed original pressing of Wes Carlisle’s second record

Opening bid: 40 galleons

Original Kit Higgs sculpture sized medium

Opening bid: 35 galleons

Potions bottle from Snape’s personal collection

Opening bid: 25 galleons

An original Weasleys’ Wizard Wheezes in original packaging

Opening bid: 20 galleons

Original Harry Potter wanted poster from the second war

Opening bid: 30 galleons

Gilderoy Lockhart’s autographed book “Who Am I?” with promotional poster

Opening bid: 20 galleons

Ginny Weasley Harpies robes complete with photo of her in them

Opening bid: 30 galleons
CODING

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-17 12:36 am UTC (link)
The warmth of the arm around her was a great comfort, and even though it made her breath hitch and her eyes burn even more she was incredibly thankful for the support. The sheet of her long hair covered her from one angle, but it might still be obvious to some that she was crying bordering on sobbing. She needed to leave, there was no way she could stay at the event any longer. She knew that this realisation would hit her far too hard to allow her any prolonged composure any time soon.

It took a few minutes, but she managed to pull herself together enough for the tears to slow. She sniffed as quietly as she could and started looking for a handkerchief to dry her eyes somewhat. How well her make up setting spells had held up remained to be seen. She gave Juliet a deeply grateful look. "I should go," she said quietly. The first round of tears was already beginning to make its effects known on her body and her head and she'd far prefer more tears to involve her own bedroom and less fancy clothing.

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-17 02:00 am UTC (link)
Twisting without taking her arm away from her, Jules reached for a napkin on the table with her free hand, then twisted back and handed it to Daani. She nodded in understanding at her words, hesitating only briefly. "Would you like company?" she offered. "It's just... mum knew I might duck out early. Big crowds like this can be unbearably overwhelming for me at times, and I get the feeling you shouldn't be alone right now." But she would, of course, respect Danni's wishes if she didn't want company.

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-17 10:21 am UTC (link)
"Thanks," Daani murmured and started to blot her face, using the cloth to block her slight sniffles. Her eyes darting around a little to see if she'd been seen by anyone who knew her better. Then her eyes fluttered to the napkin, relieved to see it was mostly clean so her face probably wasn't too obviously out of place.

At the offer she hesitated for a few moments, mildly uncomfortable about the idea of someone she didn't know seeing her like this. However she immediately realised that Juliet already knew, or seemed to know, about the one thing she was trying to keep very quiet. "Umm, you know what, I really wouldn't mind that, if you're sure," she said. She sucked in a big breath and straightened up and schooled her face so they could leave. She gave a decisive nod.

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-17 04:07 pm UTC (link)
Having been sure that Daani would not be comfortable with company, when she actually paused to give it thought, Jules was utterly surprised when Daani took her up on it. Her lips parted briefly before settling in a soft smile. "Of course I'm sure," she said confidently, touched that she'd made enough of a positive impression for this stranger to allow her to be there for her.

"Do you feel centered enough to apparate? If not, I can get us to my cottage, and we can floo from there if you'd like to be in familiar territory," she offered, honestly only wanting Daani to feel as comfortable as she could considering the circumstances.

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-17 08:01 pm UTC (link)
Taking a careful breath Daani considered her mental state. She thought she could probably apparate herself, but she wasn't so sure about taking Juliet as well. She was, at least, connected to the Floo network now, so they could cross that way.

"I'll be better at home, but I don't think I can get you there as well as me," she said. "You can floo to 'Seaside Salt' though," she said. The name was ridiculous, but adding things to the network was apparently a strange art. It was also pretty hard to guess at as an address, which she appreciated. "Bring comfy clothes, or I can lend you some." She stood up and automatically twitched the folds of fabric surrounding her into place. "I love a saree, but this isn't a soft one so I'm changing. That work?" Her face was schooled, but probably betrayed her unbalanced state a little.

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-18 12:33 am UTC (link)
Jules nodded when Daani explained how to get to her place, perfectly willing to respect how she wanted to go about this. "I'll change and meet you there," she promised, filing the floo name away. She wasn't about to abandon the woman.

She waited, watching until Daani was gone, and then she went to let her mum know she was leaving. Fortunately, Pansy had been anticipating something like this happening and didn't give her a hard time for it. She apparated home, changed into a comfy pair of yoga pants and t-shirt, pulling her hair back in a low ponytail and washing her face before grabbing a few snacks and stepping through the floo.

"Daani?" she called out, stepping just out of the floo and hesitating. She pulled out her wand and cast a murmured spell to clean the little bit of soot and powder from her, then tucked it back away.

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Re: RP: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-18 11:07 am UTC (link)
Having moved to a quieter corner Daani managed to apparate back to her small home in Saltdown and set about changing her clothes and removing her makeup. There was a minor instinct to wear white, knowing that Juliet probably wouldn't know what it meant, but she didn't think she was ready for that yet. She pulled on a pair of soft pyjama trousers and a top that was somewhere between sports bra and cami vest.

She headed for the kitchen and began to make chai, the routine comforting. There was a minor instinct to try and tidy up, but she knew that the place wasn't actually messy. While she was waiting for the tea to steep she plaited her hair and went on a hunt for what treats she'd got around.

She heard the woosh of the floo. "In the kitchen, round to the left," she called when Juliet asked. "I'm making tea, well chai," she said. She gestured to the fridge and counter. "I've got other options too, coffee if you want it, and juice I think." She didn't generally drink or keep alcohol in the house, so that wasn't an option, but there were various other types of drinks around.

"Thanks for coming," she said softly when Juliet appeared. Then sighed deeply, poking the hourglass that was timing the steeping of the tea. She couldn't see the sea from this angle, and she really wanted to see it right now. "I hadn't realised I should have been, well, bloody massive right now." She glanced down at her stomach again and sighed a little sadly.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-18 03:17 pm UTC (link)
At the directly, Jules wandered that way. "Tea sounds lovely," she replied, not minding chai in the least, and she wasn't interested in alcohol. This wasn't likely going to Holly's for a wine and snacks catchup evening, after all.

Juliet was quiet while Daani sorted through her thoughts and then finally spoke. Her lips parted, but she caught herself in time, biting her tongue on the question she wanted to ask: Should Daani have been massively pregnant right now? It was one thing for her to have Sensed the miscarriage, she realized, it was another altogether for her to Know that Daani had intended to abort. But the mix of emotions and memories Daani had experienced in that moment she'd first made physical contact with Jules had translated so much more than Jules could usually read with a touch.

"I know I was able to sense the pain of it all, but I can't imagine experiencing it first hand. I'm so sorry you had to go through that," she said gently instead.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-18 04:49 pm UTC (link)
After pushing a large plate of mixed Indian style sweets and various British style biscuits and sweets over towards Juliet she turned her back to get a little privacy and pour the chai, the hourglass having just run out. "If you don't mind hearing it too, I think I'd like to share the story. It's been too long," she said. She had been silently mulling it since the two of them had parted at the gala.

"You were right about talking, it would probably do me good," she said. "And I probably haven't talked about it as much as I should have," she said. She knew that, she really did, but taking the first step to get therapy or something of the kind had been far too hard. Just like telling Manny about what had happened.

She poured out the cups of tea and left the pot under a tea cosy on a mat to stop it marking the surface. There was enough for at least one more round there.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-18 05:02 pm UTC (link)
Without a word, Juliet set the couple of snacks she'd brought along on the counter next to the plate Daani nudged over, plucking up a biscuit for now. She wasn't terribly hungry, but having the treat would give her a reason to take her time in the conversation, minimizing the risk of saying something she shouldn't or pushing Daani beyond what she was comfortable with.

"Of course I'll listen to your story," she answered. She wasn't going to criticize Daani for holding it in all this time. How could she? There was so much she'd internalized for so long, and even she often struggled to express her feelings and struggles. It was much easier to be supportive to someone else doing so.

"Should we sit somewhere?" she suggested, hands going to the edges of the plate of treats, ready to carry it wherever Daani would be most comfortable.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-18 06:02 pm UTC (link)
She couldn't help but smile when she saw Juliet had brought snacks too. It was exactly the sort of thing she would have done.

"Yeah, c'mon we can look at the sea while we talk," she said. She led Juliet and their food and drinks back into the main living space and over to a cosy corner that was set at a weird angle with two mis-matched chairs she had picked up at a charity shop. One was green, the other purple, with a gold-edged table between them. It was a sort of squashed space, but Daani had come to love curling up there looking out at the sea. The view was part of the reason she had chosen the flat.

As they sat she curled her feet up and cupped her chai in her hands protectively. "I used to live in London with my partner. We were really happy," she said, choosing her words carefully and taking sips of her drink from time to time. "He was doing healer training, I was finishing up my translator training. We had some sort of contraception hiccup," she said. It was something she couldn't fully explain still, since they were both very careful. That was the problem when even perfect use held a small chance of pregnancy.

"I've always been regular so I actually worked out I was probably pregnant early on," she explained. "The thing is I was already starting to feel like I wanted children with him, to marry him, but I wasn't ready," she said with a sniffle. She shook her head softly and reached for one of the sticky treats to munch on.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-19 03:26 pm UTC (link)
Jules followed Daani to the chairs, sitting and bringing her legs up to curl around. Then she picked up her cuppa, wrapping her hands around it and letting the warmth seep into her fingers for a minute before taking a sip.

As Daani talked, Jules simply listened quietly, though when she mentioned her partner having been in healer training, she did nearly blurt out that her brother was a healer. She managed to bite her tongue in time, not wanting to interrupt Daani's flow of thoughts. This wasn't about her, it was about helping Daani through the trauma she experienced.

"There's no shame in not having been ready," she said gently when Daani paused to grab one of the treats. "Did you... did you talk to him about it?" she asked, already sure she knew the answer, but a part of her rather thought Daani needed to say it out loud, needed to face her choices from that time.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-19 04:53 pm UTC (link)
She was profoundly thankful that Juliet mostly just listened. It was a lot easier to weigh and formulate her words without too many interruptions. Still, she had to take in some tea, nibble at her sticky ball of ground rice and nuts and the words she heard actually helped remind her that she had made the right decision for her.

"I didn't tell him. I wanted to be sure what I wanted first. Then I didn't want to put pressure on him," she said. "He was so busy. Maybe I didn't want him to talk me out of it." She sighed and looked askance at her tea before shaking her head. "It's more complicated because I'm a Sikh." She drew a few patterns on her leg idly. "He is too, but I've always been the more devoted one. We believe life is sacred, right from conception, but honestly that also means that my body is mine to control. I struggled with that and what I wanted to do for a while. Like, to be sure."

She was talking in a somewhat dispassionate, detached way at this point in her story, but she had a feel that she wouldn't be able to stay that way for very long.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-19 09:15 pm UTC (link)
Not being familiar with the faith, Jules was relieved that Daani explained a bit why being Sikh made considering abortion somewhat complicated. In theory, she couldn't imagine not leaning on the person with whom she was sharing her life to make such a huge decision, but since she'd never had more than a few snogging/groping sessions and had never had a true romantic relationship, she supposed her perspective was a bit incomplete.

"I don't think it's so surprising to have been conflicted. Women have fought for centuries to have control over our own bodies, and whatever your choice was, it was important for it to be yours," she said, hopefully encouragingly. She didn't think any woman should ever feel guilty for weighing the options of continuing an unplanned pregnancy.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-19 10:33 pm UTC (link)
Daani sighed again. "You know, in retrospect I don't know why I didn't tell him. He wouldn't have demanded one way or another, he's a good man," she said with a brittleness which belay what was still to come in her story. She swallowed hard and stared mostly into nothing as she sipped some more tea.

"Even though it doesn't fit with the faith really I didn't grow up in a house shunning abortion. My mum's a Healer, and she's always been an advocate of people deciding for their own bodies after sound medical advice. Bringing a life into the world that I wasn't ready to give my all to caring for wouldn't have been right," she said quietly. There was conviction in her words, but they were tinged with sadness as tears started to prick at her eyes again.

"I went to a private clinic so I didn't have to see anyone who might tell someone I knew at St Mungo's and it was all arranged. I had to go back a few days later because I needed to stay because nobody would be around to keep an eye on me after.

"I'd told my best friend, and she was really supportive, but it was my decision. And then...and then it got taken away from me," she said, her breath hitching again. "Two days before...before I was going to-" the tears began to fall. "I'd decided, but I knew when... I was ready to say goodbye and then I started bleeding." She was muffled, crying into her tea, as the tears turned to sobs and she curled further in on herself.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-20 12:36 am UTC (link)
Falling back into quiet listening, Jules sipped at her tea and plucked up one of the Indian treats, since she didn't often have those sorts at home, and it was nice to enjoy the variety when it was presented. She nodded when Daani explained about her mum being a healer, though she still kept quiet.

"Oh, oh love," she breathed, feeling the echo of the pain Daani had transferred with that first physical contact, certain that Daani was feeling it too. Setting her tea down on the little table, Jules slipped off the chair and went over to Daani's. She perched on the arm of the chair and gathered Daani into her arms. "It's so hard to have that control ripped from you, but you are so strong," she murmured, rubbing Daani's back gently.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-20 05:52 pm UTC (link)
For a while all Daani could do was cry in broken sobs. She attempted to get out the odd word, but it was far too difficult and she resigned herself to the overwhelming pain of her memories. Just for a little bit.

Eventually the soothing feel of Juliet's hands and her encouraging words combined with the sort of tiredness that could come from a good, hard cry and the tears began to subside. She slurped automatically at her tea before setting it aside.

"It was hard, and painful. It felt like my body was betraying me. It felt like even though I'd decided not to have the baby it was telling me I couldn't do it anyway, even if I'd wanted to." She mashed a hand against her belly, the hand slowly becoming like a claw as her fingers dug in and became a fist. She didn't beat her own belly, but it was definitely a thought that crossed her mind. She gave a little growl of frustration.

"Logically I know miscarriage is pretty common, especially that early on, but it doesn't stop it hurting," she said.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-07-24 09:19 pm UTC (link)
Shifting slightly, Jules gave Daani a bit of room to drink her tea, worried that she might end up crowding the other woman if she didn't find her own seat again soon. But for the moment, at least, it seemed that the proximity was a comfort to Daani, so she was going to continue relying on her instincts.

Empathy washed through Jules at that description, tears stinging in her eyes. Blinking them away, she shook her head, but she knew she didn't have the words to banish such an emotion-fueled thought.

"Of course it doesn't," she agreed gently instead. "These things are so very rarely logical. I think you're completely allowed to compartmentalize the logic and emotional when it comes to this. Understanding the logical doesn't mean you shouldn't feel and work through the emotional," she suggested, her hand rubbing gently along her back before curling around Daani's opposite arm and giving her a small squeeze.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-07-26 08:02 pm UTC (link)
The fact she had someone by her side when she was dealing with this again felt good. Especially since Tina was all caught up in her recently renewed relationship.

"It's hard to remember that both things can be true at the same time," she said, feeling the rawness of her voice. "Not always, but sometimes." She swallowed past the lump that was still in her throat.

"The pregnant woman tonight reminded me all of a sudden that if I kept the baby I would be almost at term now," she said. "And there was a part of me that wanted that, and I feel like I threw away my chance. Threw away my relationship because I was too...too cowardly, too guilty to tell Manny." She had been avoiding saying his name, but in the end it had just slipped out. At the time she had absolutely made the right decision for her position, but the loss had been hard and now, at the time when she would be preparing to give birth she felt like she might have been ready to have a baby. Even if that was a feeling based on a limited series of feelings rather than her usual more pragmatic and practical approach.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-08-01 10:01 pm UTC (link)
Manny. For some reason, that name sounded really familiar to her, and it wasn't as though it was a terribly common name. Working on a hunch, she focused on the name and shifted her hand so it was pressed more deliberately against her skin. The flash of his face was enough for it to click in place, and she relaxed her hand, rubbing it in a soothing motion over her arm again.

He was a healer, and one she'd met briefly before at a hospital function she'd attended with her brother, Peter, who was also a healer. What a tangled web their community was! "Do you really think there's no hope for reconciliation? I know that I don't know either of you much at all, but I imagine a good man would understand your conflict and want to be there for you and work through it together. Don't you think Manny deserves the opportunity to love you?" she asked gently, not at all sure it was the right thing to say but knowing she had to try.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-08-02 03:26 pm UTC (link)
Staring past Juliet and out of the window Daani kept her eyes on the slowly darkening image of the sea that was just about visible from this angle. Evening was drawing in, but at this time of year it would be a couple more hours until it was out of sight. She sighed softly. "I don't know," she admitted. "I still love him, and I know I should tell him why I broke things off. I wanted to at the time but-" she shrugged lightly, knowing Jules would follow her. "After, what seven months, I wouldn't know where to start."

She groaned softly and let her head fall to her knees more fully. "I thought about it, you know, but I haven't managed to do anything about it. Still weird when I see his brother at work at least every couple of weeks." She'd have to try and work something out. Tonight had only proved that her feelings about it were even more unresolved than she had realised. "I've barely seen him since I broke it off though, on purpose."

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]nottyjules
2021-08-02 07:12 pm UTC (link)
It definitely seemed as though Daani had put herself between a rock and a hard place, and Jules couldn't help but sympathize with her. She rubbed her back in small soothing circles. Though she knew there were loads of things she could suggest Daani do, Jules rather thought this was something her new friend needed to work out for herself.

She cringed when Daani mentioned having to see her ex's brother at work semi-regularly, shaking her head with a soft sigh. "Our world is a lot smaller than we like to think sometimes," she pointed out softly. "It sounds like you really want to be with him again. I think maybe you both deserve the chance." She was still simply following her gut instinct, and her gut was pushing her to encourage Daani to reach out to Manny, to mend the bridge and give things another go, to let him be there for her.

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Re: Jules and Daani, 7pm Potential CW: miscarriage, abortion, pregnancy
[info]princessdaani
2021-08-02 09:59 pm UTC (link)
The little snort that escaped was the first real sign of cheer or humour Daani thought she'd properly felt since her sudden shock at the gala. "Don't I know it," she said with faint amusement. Her initial meeting with Manny was a decent example of that, even if she didn't want to go into it now. She sighed again. "Yeah, I feel like I should work on it. No idea how long it will take for me to get my stuff together and actually try."

Daani had a lot to think about. She felt better for having talked about it with Jules, even if she still had a lot of thoughts and feelings to sort out going forward.

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