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Atreus (boyofwar) wrote in valloic,
@ 2020-09-11 09:41:00

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!network post, -player: allie, caos: sabrina spellman, dragon age: dorian pavus, god of war: atreus, persona: ryuji sakamoto, riordanverse: hazel levesque, the raven cycle: blue sargent, the raven cycle: ronan lynch, voltron: allura, voltron: takashi shirogane, ₴ inactive: francis barton

~~I needed to cle~~ Early morning forest run and I end up with someone new following me around, this is becoming a habit??? But it's a good thing foxes aren't usually wolf prey! (I'm being careful with that, promise.)

He's not injured, he's just alone and he decided I'm his. ~~And I'm pretty sure he's~~

Taking name suggestions though I have a few ideas :D

[DORIAN]

Thank you. I wouldn't have blamed you if you were cranky about me showing up in the middle of the night but I appreciated the kindness.

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	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	It is, yes. But I would say you're free to smash something if you want. One can't always school their anger, sometimes you have to channel it into something else. Did you tell him that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	That's usually when I just go for a run. Fight club is good for that too. No. :[ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	Both are good outlets. Perhaps you could try. I know it's hard - I didn't have difficult conversations with my father for a very long time, we just let the resentment fester, and then he was killed. But this is different, you still have a chance to let him know how you feel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 06:54 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry you got stuck on that end. You think it would've helped to talk to him? I know he's trying to be better. He's been better, it's just- I miss my mother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 06:59 pm UTC (link)
	Well, we did reconcile, somewhat. He wanted to use blood magic to change me, and it - I think he regretted it, but it was just very difficult to try to forgive. It's good that he's trying. It seems like the sort of thing to keep talking about, you and him? I think you'll always miss your mother, and there's nothing wrong with that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	To change you? How? Painful memories are hard to relive. It's tough, but I know a lot of people have it worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Bloodlines are very important to some in Tevinter, and continuing those bloodlines via arranged marriage and whatnot. He wanted me to - be interested in women, to accomplish this. It's not something that can be weighed or judged, darling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 09:17 pm UTC (link)
	What? That's-- I just-- Wow. I'm sorry. That's terrible, and I'm impressed you were able to work past that at all. That says a lot about you and your heart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	Towards the end he was trying to protect me, but I ended up inheriting his seat in the Magisterium when he was assassinated anyway. But at any rate. My heart, hm? It's largely useless back home - compassion gets you taken out swiftly, poison is a favorite method - but I'm glad to be away from all that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 09:31 pm UTC (link)
	... That's a lot. How long has it been? I don't think it's useless, even if you have to hide it. It's still there, and it still comes out in smaller ways, I bet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	A couple of years. Long enough time to start a reform group and bolster the numbers a little. Perhaps. I've been far too focused on my work to worry about it much, however. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 09:54 pm UTC (link)
	Good. You're changing things then? I'm glad you're here, away from that. Assassination attempts. Thor and Odin just try to smash me with a hammer or throw an army of goliath's at me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian tevene 2020-09-11 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	Trying to. Slowly but surely. The brokenness is rooted very deeply but change will come - perhaps not in my lifetime, but we've put things into motion for it to continue. Well, no one better try that here on you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	atreus/dorian boyofwar 2020-09-11 10:08 pm UTC (link)
	Sometimes that's what it takes, to change things for future generations. I don't think the Thor that's here is interested in trying, but I'm pretty confident that Jormi could eat him if he did. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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