|♠ Asuka Langley Soryu (redcontempt) wrote in marinasylum,|
@ 2010-12-16 22:22:00
|Entry tags:||alice, allen walker, asuka langley soryu, axel, castiel, edward elric, itachi uchiha, jun ushiro, neil dylandy, ryoji mochizuki, tamaki suoh|
[ you just hear Asuka breathing, breathing as she figures out a way to phrase this. ]
[filtered from Kaworu]
...Let's say that you have a job -- duty back home that's really important -- at least to you it is. But then you find out that no matter how hard you try to do your job, it's inevitable that you fail or that someone else fucks it up for you. So now you're stuck with the knowledge that even if you could go home by some miracle, it doesn't matter because that job you're dedicated to? Yeah, it's useless. Whatever effort you put forward? Who cares? It doesn't matter anymore. [ takes a breath. ]
So...what would you do next? Would you just...give up? Or would you keep on doing your job even though it's useless?