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Hikaru Hitachiin (onelevelmeaner) wrote in marinasylum,
@ 2012-01-27 16:30:00

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aimless renegade, billy kaplan, estellise heurassein, hikaru hitachiin, kurama, miwako sakurada, road kamelot, saya otonashi, tieria erde, yuuki kuran, zero kiryuu

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[Hikaru is missing Kaoru like crazy. That's not unusual since his brother is his entire life, and it feels like he hasn't seen him in a very long time. Not having him here always felt terrible, despite making friends and always meeting new people.

Look at how hard he's concentrating.]

Will you help me with a personal survey? It's just some things I've been thinking about.

Some of you may remember Kaoru, my brother, when he was here for some time. We're used to people assuming they know what being twins is like, but most of the time, they're wrong. So here's where the survey part comes in:

What do you think twins are? More specifically, identical twins.
What kinds of things do you think when you see twins?
Do you ever assume they are the same, just because they have the same face? Be honest.

I want to know what you think. People really can't be as clueless and as dumb as they have been in my life. I hope you prove me wrong.

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	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-29 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	What's it like? [Gosh, he could say so much.] It's like having a true best friend. Someone who understands you best and is always happy to see you, even after you've done something stupid. [Story of his life.] People, at least from home, think it's like... I guess they assume it's like we're clones? Like we're exactly the same. But we're not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

zapswithmagic
2012-01-31 04:58 am UTC (link)

I feel that way more with my boyfriend than my twin... but maybe that has something to do with not growing up with him again.

I think maybe it's easier to tell my brother and I apart because even if our faces are the same, I have black hair and brown eyes but he has white hair and green eyes. But I wouldn't think even twins who look exactly alike would be the same either. Everyone's different.

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	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 05:30 am UTC (link)
	Aah, that's cool, the differences in your coloring. [He smiles.] I dyed my hair to help people tell my brother and I apart. It's an easy solution than what my brother was trying to do, heh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 05:34 am UTC (link)
	What was he doing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 06:10 am UTC (link)
	He was trying really hard to push me to be my own person, and then planned to set things up in a way that would separate us from doing things like sleeping next to each other. When I look back on it now, I'm appreciative of his efforts, but at the time, I thought he hated me or something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 06:32 am UTC (link)
	[Sleep... ing next to each other? Like in the same bed? Every night? He thinks that's a liiiittle weird for teens to be doing... but he won't point that out.] You guys sound really close. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 06:38 am UTC (link)
	Mm. The closest. Don't know if people can get any closer than we were. [So many feelings. Every time he thought of the bond between Kaoru and himself, it broke his heart. Yes, they were really close, but he doesn't have that anymore.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 06:40 am UTC (link)
	[He thinks he can understand somewhat, what with his relationship with Teddy.] I'm sorry you have to be without him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 06:47 am UTC (link)
	Eh, it was bound to happen. I deserve to be here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 06:47 am UTC (link)
	What makes you say that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 06:49 am UTC (link)
	Because Kaoru is always nice, unless I decide to do something mean and tell him to join me. I've done a lot of mean things to people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 06:53 am UTC (link)
	What's the meanest thing you've ever done? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 07:03 am UTC (link)
	I don't know... make girls cry on purpose? Blackmail friends? All sorts of juvenile stuff... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 07:06 am UTC (link)
	If those are the worst things you've ever done, trust me, you don't belong here. I've seen much worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onelevelmeaner 2012-01-31 04:00 pm UTC (link)
	[Siiighs.] I dunno. I'm certainly learning my lesson, to say the least. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zapswithmagic 2012-01-31 04:42 pm UTC (link)
	Nothing wrong with being a better person. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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