monsterindenial (monsterindenial) wrote in zombieslogs, @ 2013-06-02 21:52:00 |
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Entry tags: | josh levison, liz parker-evans |
Who: Josh and Liz
What: Meeting by chance
When: now
Where: infirmary
Warnings: none so far
Josh could probably be accused of overworking himself. Even when he wasn't in the infirmary he was in his room updating his journal and dreading the next full moon. Sleeping was an afterthought since the nightmares started keeping him awake. Guilt from being alone in a safe place, perhaps. It was a miracle he was even able to hold on to the book through all the fuss in the woods.... a good makeshift rope collar-bag combo before a turn seemed to work fine. There was no chance he was going to risk losing it, or the photograph of his sister inside of it. Part of him feared that maybe one day it would be all he had left...but no. He couldn't think like that. He'd keep looking whenever he could.
At this very moment he happened to be leaning against a wall in the infirmary, arms crossed with a distant look on his face. You could practically see the aura of worry around him. He always had been a worrier, huh? and to think before he hardly should have had to worry at all. Everything seemed so small now that he knew that real fear was losing everyone in a world full of monsters. Monsters much worse than anything he could have been, monsters you can't talk with and carry out dramas with...no they just plain wanted to eat you. They weren't human for any day of the month. They couldn't deny their urges. This was real terror in the face of real fear.
That didn't mean he accepted himself, especially when other people were around again, but it was a start.