Sylar (thefuturessylar) wrote in worldinherhands, @ 2008-09-29 17:32:00 |
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Entry tags: | barbie, jude molloy (teenage), sylar (future), veronica mars |
I never thought myself as one to have a family, no not at all. I loathed my mother because she was overbearing and demanding, always wanting me to become something I at the time wasn't, special, and then when I finally became what she'd always dreamed she said it was work of the devil. My father, he left, and that's the end of that, I don't talk about it strictly because I can't be bothered to waste my time on it. But that gave me a high distaste for having a family, I mean, why would I want something that was just going to break? Now that I have one though, in a way, a dysfunctional one, but one nonetheless, I'm not sure how I feel. It was different with just Elle, I was just taking care of her, but now I have a daughter, a teenage one that just appeared that's the same one as the baby in my wife to be girlfriend, which is a complete and utter mindfuck that I'm not sure how to react to. I love her though, my daughter. She's perfect in every way. Now if only she'd help me get more powers. I like it though, I have to admit that, as dysfuntional as it is, it seems fitting for someone like me. I just hope it all works out in the end. And...That the butterfly effect is real and by staying with Veronica now she won't be taken away from me in seven years. A year, hell, a month ago before I was dumped in this place I wouldn't have cared at all, but, it's funny how things can change so fast though, isn't it? The world has a way of...showing you things you never thought you'd see before, and whether they be good or bad is up to you.
Was coming here something good or bad? There's the bad, I was dropped here in the middle of my world take over, I was going to be the greatest, like I was destined to become, but then there's the good, a new world to take over, a girl, a pair of daughters, a family. What is good though is in the eye of the beholder as they say though, I just have to figure out where my eyes are.
It was good to get out of the house last night, finally. We need to do that again.
Oh, and Jude? What is your dream power?