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Greg Goyle (a_reticent_git) wrote in wished,
@ 2010-09-19 18:34:00

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gregory goyle, theodore nott

Who: Greg Goyle and Theo Nott
When: September 19th. Just at curfew time
Where: Prefect Bathroom
What: Greg wants Theo to have a nice long soak
Rating:Could get nasty fast so NC-17 just to be safe
Status: Incomplete/Closed

Since he'd brought Theo home, Greg had been toying with the idea of sneaking into the Prefect's bathroom. Theo needed some tender care, and Greg thought Theo should have a chance to have a luxurious bathe and soak in the best tub he'd ever seen. He had opted not to get Snape's permission, thinking that the boss man would understand that it was really for Theo's continued health. Instead, Greg had tried to think of a legitimate way he could get access to that illusive abode; it had turned his attentions to Filtch. He had actually offered to lend a hand to Filtch with some of the heavier jobs inside of the school as a way to butter up the caretaker. Filtch hadn't been too keen on getting help from Greg, but after one huge mess left in one of the Boys' bathrooms (Greg had heard it was done by the Gryffindors which had frosted him), he and Filtch had "bonded" over the clean up, which meant Filtch lamented and complained while Greg did the heavy cleaning. That had been the first time he'd lent the older man a hand; the next time he'd helped Filtch, Filtch had given Greg the key to use to go and see the inside of the Prefect Bathroom. One look and Greg had decided he'd have to get Theo in there.

It was late that Sunday evening, getting closer to curfew, and Greg thought it would be the ideal time to make an attempt. Armed with a copy of the key he'd made (he was no idiot!), Greg moved to the chair Theo was curled up on. He leaned over the distracted man-boy and gave him a kiss on the forehead.

"Come on Theo. It's time. Remember? I want us to go have a bathe."

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a_reticent_git
2010-10-17 08:23 pm UTC (link)

"No sorries," Greg said, starting to feel better himself. The responsive kissing that Theo gave him raised his hopes; the words Theo gave him sealed his resolve to go slow and keep his faith in this frail man, "You don't ever have to say that you are sorry, Theo. None of this is your fault. I'm the git who keeps trying to rush you into something you can't do yet. I love you so much. I only want to be able to show you, to fu..to make love to you."

Greg's hands were pulling Theo to him, holding him with a strong passion, and he kissed Theo's mouth again, murmuring, "You my rock. You keep me secure. You are a feather in my arms. You are my everything Theo."

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booksmart_devil
2010-10-17 09:35 pm UTC (link)

Theo wasn't too sure about that, pretty much convinced in that part of his mind that still knew which way was up that he wasn't any good for anyone, and aware even in those parts of his mind that were more like scrambled radio signals that his being here was making things more difficult for Greg, but he didn't really have the wits anymore to say as much, just shook his head because Greg could do no wrong in his mind.

He kissed back, his thoughts troubled but most of them content in the hold, letting Greg cuddle out the cold air even as all he could say was 'Greg, Greg, Greg.'

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a_reticent_git
2010-10-17 09:53 pm UTC (link)

Greg's hand were caressing and they moved down to Theo's behind again even as his mouth nursed at Theo's, kissing sweetly and passionately. He felt Thgeo against him and rubbed Theo a bit, pressed together like they we're. Greg loved to hear Theo speak his name, and it made him want to do more, pushing him right back to that tempting edge. He whined slightly in his want, this time to see Theo peak, and he rubbed and squeezed at Theo's ass.
"I sooo wanna make you happy Theo," he said between kisses, "Tell me to touch you," he whispered hoarsely, "I want to be in you. But only if you want me to, Theo," he added, his fingers brushing dangerously close to Theo's entrance.

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booksmart_devil
2010-10-17 10:56 pm UTC (link)

Theo returned each kiss like it was easier for him than breathing, snuggling in as he was rubbed in, he thought, protection from the chill. The realisation that Greg's hands were at his ass hit like a sudden fall shower and he tensed despite himself, nervous but unable to get any distance to read Greg's intentions because his mouth was met with another kiss, oh, and then words that grabbed Theo's guilty heart and tugged.

Greg's fingers there froze parts of Theo that he wasn't aware were there into a kind of catatonic stupor; it was only guilt and love that had him licking dry lips and stammering against Greg's mouth. "T-touch me."

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ooc: curse phone tags with typos! *shakes a fist*

a_reticent_git
2010-10-17 11:37 pm UTC (link)

Greg's mouth moved to Theo's jaw and then his neck and he was turning him so that Greg had a clear shot, a smooth stroke of Theo's entire front. They were just by the steps, on them thus making it easy for Greg to balance Theo on a knee, his mouth sucking and moving back up to those bruised lips of Theo's, swollen with Greg's kissing. Greg's hand was on Theo's chest and he let his fingers stroke down to Theo's small patch of hair, seeking a shaft and bits to fondle and stroke.

Touching Theo again made his own reaction hard, pressing into Theo's thigh but Greg did his best to ignore it, using his own hand to encourage a reponse from Theo. His tongue was darting, searching, as Greg's kissed demanded all of Theo's attention. He wasn't going to stop until Theo begged him to; he wanted Theo to experience that heightening peak like he had done for Greg earlier.

"So hard, Theo," purred Greg, "So fucking sweet," he said into Theo's mouth as he continued his groping.

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Typo what? My 'e' key is still broke :(

booksmart_devil
2010-10-18 09:06 pm UTC (link)

Theo wanted to be this for Greg, the person he couldn't remember being because most of the time he didn't know what it was that Greg wanted, but where his heart was in the right place and he wanted to make Greg happy his body lagged behind, scarred by the ghost feeling of unwanted touches that Theo had no shelter from, even in his madness, or especially in his madness, no defence from the intrusive thoughts to speak of. His memories were assassins and he was completely unarmed.

Even then, he still kissed Greg back even as his fingers curled tight in anxious panic on Greg's bicep. Kissed and tried so hard to lose himself in the fact that Greg loved him but he couldn't help the unpleasant memories that broke him down inside. He mewed against Greg's mouth, shuddering as his body responded to the pleasure even as his mind sought to escape.

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Re: MORE SEX! LOL

a_reticent_git
2010-12-15 12:37 am UTC (link)

Greg's hand encircled the growing erection, and he began to pull on it, sliding his hand up and down in a mastabatory gesture. Theo had done this for him; it was the least Greg could do for this other man. He hoped it would be good for Theo, and that somehow feeling that physical pleasure would help Theo relax and enjoy sex more. But these thought were not very clear; they were fuzzy and distorted as the part of his brain that worked focused on kissing Theo passionately.

His own erection was rising, pressing against Theo again and it made Greg pull Theo closer to him, his hips moving and shifting so that he was rubbing against Theo even as he held Theo in his hand.

"Fuck my hand," he encouraged as he shifted against the naked body of Theo, and he groaned softly at how pleasurable it all felt to him.

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fobl

booksmart_devil
2010-12-15 11:47 pm UTC (link)

He could almost feel in his own body how good this was feeling to Greg, had no misapprehension about the fact that Greg was thoroughly enjoying this, but Theo still felt like he was going to vomit, like his skin had been peeled of, filled with sand and then pulled back on, out of shape, burning, itchy and uncomfortable as Greg touched him.

Theo was just about half-hard and it didn't look like he'd be getting any harder, like the only reason he was even hard in the first place was because of the immediacy of Greg's touch. He licked his lips nervously and his hips moved in an asexual approximation of a dirty thrust up against those so-beloved fingers as he pushed himself to almost the edge of his limits for Greg, because his boy looked gorgeous like that, skin flushed and eyes predatory. He'd only ever felt nauseated under that kind of attention before.

He thrust helplessly, fruitlessly, up up and up as he was told, his breathing coming faster as he tried to keep his panic in check.

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Re: AWww!

a_reticent_git
2010-12-15 11:55 pm UTC (link)

Greg held Theo's penis in his hand, still kissing him, and finally noting that the erection was not getting harder or larger, but staying slightly flaccid. He kissed Theo roughly and pulled back to look into Theo's face. There was strain there, pinching Theo's features. Greg squeezed his fingers again, but stopped sliding, stopping all of the movement.

He grew still, holding Theo to make him grow still as well. He gave a heavy sigh, "This is not happening for you, is it? I'm sorry, love," he said putting his forehead to Theo's forehead, "Maybe we should just head home," he said, knowing he needed to stop trying for something that wasn't going to happen.

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Re: AWww!

booksmart_devil
2010-12-16 12:18 am UTC (link)

Theo closed his eyes to savour the kiss, looking back at Greg with uncertainty when he opened his eyes. He squeaked as Greg's fingers closed tight and he felt the worry start up as Greg stopped.

He tilted his head to first eskimo then french kiss before leaning back and shaking his head; he knew what Greg wanted and he wanted him to have it, even if his body wanted nothing to do with it. "I can take it." he said, his voice steady, his gaze back at Greg steady, his entire being still like a mouse under the shadow of a hawk. "I'll do it, I can, I can take it for you."

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Re: what a grown up Theo!

a_reticent_git
2010-12-16 12:36 am UTC (link)

Greg smoothed a hand across Theo's back, "Its not about taking it. I mean, if I were fucking you, then yeah, we could do that. But I was hoping that I could get you off," he said quietly, listening to the water splash and dribble in the large chamber.

"I don't wanna rush you," he said quietly, gathering the other boy closer to him in a embrace that put them chest to chest, groins rubbing and touching, "You are stronger than I remember, but that doesn't mean it makes you orgasm."

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booksmart_devil
2010-12-16 11:21 pm UTC (link)

That hadn't been what he'd meant, but Theo was losing his grip on that anyway, his mind skipping around like a bored child. He listened to what Greg had to say and the shudder that the thought sent through him wasn't tangible, thankfully. He let Greg pull him close, pleased with the warmth but then panicked in that sad still way that he had, feeling Greg against him.

He swallowed.

"You can, if you want. I know I've done bad things."

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a_reticent_git
2010-12-17 06:16 pm UTC (link)

Those little words, I've done bad things, had a sobering effect on Greg, and where he had been wavering, wanting to take Theo so badly or make this adventure one full of sexual release, it all shifted again.

Greg froze, realizing just what Theo was offering, and he became mildly horrified by it, "No! NO! Theo, you've done nothing BAD! Who the hell's been telling you such rot?!"

Greg shook his head adamantly, "Theo, you are good, inside and out, and...and.....I am not gonna hurt you like that. It...it happened once before, do you remember?" and he glanced at Theo, speaking almost under his breath, "I hope you don't. It was...terrible," he added, and he made the decision that the evening had to end. All he had wanted was a romantic fantasy and instead it was morphing into something terribly raw and real, and clearly painful to Theo. Greg moved through the water with Theo wrapped in his arms, "Come on. Let's get out of here. How about some hot chocolate? Back at the hut? We can read in bed together if you like...?" he offered, hoping Theo would forget all of this evening, and hoping that someday, Theo would be a bit better.

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booksmart_devil
2010-12-17 11:49 pm UTC (link)

He had no idea where Greg was coming from all of a sudden, but he was expecting punishment and so the way he flinched at Greg's exclamation of horror was purely instinctual and not because he was actually afraid of Greg. He went a little shut off at Greg's insistence that he was good, but he softened a little at the tone - he didn't remember what Greg was talking about, but he did recognise the melancholy there and he reached to Greg's face to try and move it away.

He clung to Greg as the healthier boy moved them, smiling at Greg's ideas and nodding, resting his head against Greg's shoulder while they moved and tracing his finger over one of those tattoos.

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