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Mahiru is keeping it simple ([info]mahi_mahi) wrote in [info]wildhuntthreads,
@ 2021-04-21 20:45:00

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Entry tags:!post: thread, mahiru shirota, renzo shima

Who: Mahiru Shirota + Renzo Shima
What: Confession
When: April 21st around 7pm
Where: Stone Brick Park
Status: Closed, Finished
Warnings: And they were roommates (Oh my God they were roommates)



The golden stretches far and wide, below the hedge maze glows with a purplish tint. Sunset had almost fallen upon Eerie Harbor. Mahiru Shirota never found himself to be the overly romantic type, confessing as the sun set and the day ended underneath a tree on the top of a hill. Stone Brick Park was quiet, he'd found the place while flying home one day. It was place he continued to return to when he needed to think, just to get away from the chaos that was living with two vampires. Most everyone was down below playing in the hedge maze, not on the hill above. This was a place the two of them could be alone.

The eve leaned against the single tree that stood atop the hill, half-sitting, half-squatting. The time on his phone indicated it was almost 7, the meeting time he'd decided upon to meet up with Renzo. He couldn't sit still, mind and heart racing a million miles a minute. Nothing about this was going to be easy. Mahiru had rehearsed it a million times in the mirror, over and over again. He found the words he'd tried to memorize starting to slip away. This was really happening. Shima was out of the hospital, and he was on his way here. Once he said it, everything would change forever. They'd either be more than friends or...well, Mahiru didn't want to think about what would happen otherwise.

Breathe.

He took a deep breath, then swallowed the lump that had formed in his throat.

The worst thing he could say is no.

Jabber had suggested that he bring food to soothe out the conversation. Deciding on what to get had been tricky, seeing as he wanted it to special but not overbearingly so. This wasn't a date or anniversary, but...all that time that had passed in between meeting and getting to know each other...it shouldn't just be something thoughtless. He'd cooked for Renzo countless times, he knew he liked Western food. No, this had to be different somehow, memorable. But not too fancy.

It hit him at precisely three forty five in the morning. Mahiru got up to use to restroom, seeing the mess in the living room of two vampires playing solitaire. It wasn't until he stepped on an empty cup of noodles container that the idea struck him. September 15th was his official release day from the facility, and the very say he'd met Shima in person. He'd gone out shopping and come through a window on his lead. They'd fought for a solid ten minutes before putting the groceries away. In order to have a healthy mind in classes, you needed a healthy, full stomach.

Dorm room staple.

Mahiru sighed. How'd I end up falling for him again? That was a question he'd been asking himself for weeks. Likewise, the eve had never been nervous about something in his whole life. Okay, there was that time when Licht and Lawless got kidnapped and were gonna die in twenty four hours but that didn't feel nearly as bad as he did right now.

"I'm just telling him how it is." Mahiru mumbled to himself. "I'm just telling him--" He paused turning to see Shima approaching, he stood to greet him, cup of noodles in hand. "Hey, glad you could make it. Thanks for coming." He held out one of the Cup of Noodles to Shima, offering a smile. Maybe the smile would hide how nervous he felt inside? "Don't know if you ate before coming, but you like this kind, right? Something to munch on while we talk."


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[info]illumi_not_y
2021-04-22 06:53 pm UTC (link)
Shima felt Mahiru scoot closer to him, and his voice was light and happy. He swallowed dryly, despite the laughter of this whole confession, it was still making him anxious. He got confession advice on the networks? The sheer picture of it almost made him laugh. Of course he did! That's how Rin probably knew about it! Shima wondered who'd give him advice, and what advice they gave.

I love you, Renzo Shima shut his eyes at the stress in the word love. His fingers curled around Mahiru's hands and squeezed them tight. He listened to the rest of Mahiru's confession while he held his breath. He couldn't stop the smile that spread across his face. He sounds like he's trying to thank me for my hospitality. He let go of his breath in a soft chuckle. It's.. it's weirdly cute?

Shima turned around, his face was still pretty red. He pulled Mahiru closer a bit and rested his forehead on Mahiru's shoulder. For once in this whole ordeal... Shima didn't care. Leaning on Mahiru like this felt like a long needed hug that nearly brought him to tears. He didn't even think of his family or any of the bullshit back home. All he could think about was Mahiru, and the teasing he knew he was going to get from Rin later. Still, even if he did get ribbed, no one would ever know what happened in this moment but them, and that made him feel weightless. Mahiru's presence made him feel better, it always had. He didn't feel alone anymore, nor did he feel like an outsider among his friends. Mahiru made him feel seen.

"Yeah... it was pretty bad." He couldn't help but chuckle again while he spoke. He took his hand out of how Mahiru was cupping it so he could hold one of Mahiru's hands properly. His thumb gently stroked the side of Mahiru's hand, "But you're not wrong.. We are..." He mumbled softly before he took a deep breathe. You've got to let him know how you feel. Shima reminded himself and his chest got tight again. That was hard...

"Did you know that uh.. two Cancers have good compatibility?" On his bad hand, Shima's fingers drummed against the sling they were in, "So.. if you uh if you wanted to... uh I'd like it if you... uh yeah.. I-I'll have you..." He laughed, completely embarrassed over what just stumbled out of his mouth. Shima shyly picked his head up off Mahiru's shoulder now that he had confessed fully. "If.. if you want to stay.." The final insecure words slipped from his mouth before he could stop them. He gazed at Mahiru, his face was still as red as before, but he had a very small soft smile.

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[info]mahi_mahi
2021-04-22 10:00 pm UTC (link)
"You...checked our compatibility? Really?" Mahiru tried to suppress a bit of laughter, this one was more of shock than anything. Renzo had checked it at least once, which was his way of saying, confirming that he liked Mahiru back. If he hadn't just said he wanted him back. Just how long had he liked him back? We need to work on our communication, seriously. "No, sorry, I'm sorry for laughing. That's...that's, wow. It's cute."

I love you so much.

Mahiru's heart just about burst when Shima leaned on him. Careful not to disturb the sling or any injuries, Mahiru gave him a hug back. He couldn't stop smiling, wanting to live in this moment forever. Everything about it felt amazing, warm. And for the first time, he wasn't afraid to hold him, even for just a second. Renzo wants me too. All of this was going so fast his mind could barely keep up with it all.

"Of course I'll stay." Mahiru gulped, tilting his head. He gave Shima's hands a firm squeeze for reassurance. "I want to stay. There's no one else I want to be with. Because...y-you're special to me, Renzo."

We're so close. Their faces were inches from each other, hands connected. By now, the sun was beginning to go down. The sky was a faint orange as the sun began to set. Feeling Shima's breaths against him, all the details of his face clear and closer than ever before. Mahiru couldn't help but stare again. It was as if he was seeing Shima again for the first time, falling all over again. He felt safe here, with Shima. He always had, even back at their apartment or when he revealed what he was and what he did back home for a living. Shima felt safe, like home, even though he was the furthest thing from it.

Ask.

"I-I think I wanna try do something stupid again. If you want, but I-I don't wanna do it without asking first." Mahiru proclaimed, resting his forehead on Shima's. Heart jumping. He brought his other hand, the one Shima wasn't holding, up to cup the side of his cheek. "Can I...uh, kiss you?"

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[info]illumi_not_y
2021-04-23 04:26 am UTC (link)
"Yeah.. I checked it a couple days ago..." Shima admitted with a light laugh. He relished the hug Mahiru gave him. He felt so safe. "I've only made exceptions a few times.." He protested to Mahiru's laughter. He... he thinks it's cute? It's not that cute... it's a reasonable thing to do...

Mahiru's hand was so warm against his cheek. Shima stared into his eyes as the question echoed in his mind. Do something stupid... Shima tilted his head the opposite way of Mahiru's and leaned in, his nose gently bumped Mahiru's before their lips met. His heart fluttered, soaring through the cloud 9 he was on. He held the kiss for longer than he'd ever intended and slowly pulled away. This wasn't his first kiss, but it was his first from a boy. He was glad it was Mahiru.

"I think you're special too Mahiru... And it makes me really happy that you want to stay with me..." He said softly, still gazing at Mahiru's face. His heart was still racing from that kiss. Shima looked down at their hands, "Do you... wanna go get noodles somewhere where with a table?" He laughed lightly, "Though... can I change my pants first?"

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