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Erik ([info]i_haunt) wrote in [info]we_coexist,
@ 2015-01-22 19:24:00

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Entry tags:arya stark, erik, hannibal lecter, zz:status complete

Delicacy (Hannibal, Arya)
The girl he left in his kitchen was in pain. She suffered. She waited for him. The girl left in his kitchen was in pain. He was responsible for her. Erik drew his scattering thoughts back to Arie again and again. Above it all, she was a singular thread, iron and brutal and ugly, but nothing like the horrors left in the vacuum of Christine's absence.

His servants had relocated to basement storage the wheelchair that Hannibal once sent to his manor. On his way down to the storage room, Erik remembered to grab the phone. The doctor's number was still on speed dial - a courtesy and convenience built in for his servants (and his wife, his wife) when Erik was too ill to dial the number himself. When Hannibal's voice answered, Erik opened his mouth and said something - less than a handful of words. As soon as he dropped the handset on the last bit of furniture he passed, he forgot whatever it was he'd said. The door to the basement stairs closed behind him.

There were a few minutes lost to his memory. He could remember only the presence of old friends - the hand of rage on his shoulder, the breath of helplessness against the back of his neck, the claws of pain raking his chest. What had drawn him back? He looked at the handles of the wheelchair in both blood-speckled hands, knuckles stinging, then checked behind him. The basement door was destroyed, and the blood must have been his own.

A sound came to him, the siren bell, ringing. He walked with the wheelchair (the girl is hurting) to the door of his manor, straightening last night's rumpled shirt with one flattened hand. Hannibal. Yes, of course. Erik pressed the button that would allow the doctor entrance through the otherwise-inpenetrable security around his manor, then turned back toward the kitchen. Arie was waiting. She needed him.



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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 03:23 am UTC (link)
Hannibal raised an amused eyebrow at the girl's choice of words. "We'll have to instruct you on how to be more colorful than that. I have a feeling you could have done a lot better in your swearing."

He was pleased when she moved her arm and it didn't hitch or seem to snag at any specific spot. They didn't have to worry about anything else on that front, then. Hannibal watched her get into the wheel chair, where she favored her body, and where it didn't seem to bother her so much.

"You did well with the pain, Arie. You should be proud of yourself." He meant it, too. "I could have offered you medications to dull it, or anesthetized you entirely, but I am a firm believer that we grow from our pain, as long as we don't allow ourselves to be swallowed by it. You know what that feels like now, and it will teach you how much you can endure."

He didn't know her past, but he thought she must have endured much already, given the way that she was. How very much he was looking forward to speaking to her further.

"Before I leave, I want to bind your ribs and set your leg better. There will be further pain from this, but nothing compared to what you felt with your shoulder."

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-26 03:40 am UTC (link)
Some of Erik's concern fell away when Hannibal praised Arie. He was right to do it, but Erik hadn't been sure that he would. After Arie sat down, Erik quickly set the wheelchair so that her leg would be supported, then got out of the way.

Some of what Hannibal had said pushed him back toward the loss hovering in the back of his head. The very thought that he was to learn anything from the loss of his wife... With effort, Erik did not lash out. Hannibal didn't know, and Erik believed that Hannibal wouldn't have said something so blatantly rough had he known.

"I'll leave you to it," Erik said, taking a few steps backwards from the two of them. "Hannibal, the manor is yours. Arie can show you her chamber. The servants will be coming in a few minutes and they're still under orders from... last time."

For Erik's part, he needed to leave altogether. This place was filled with the presence of a ghost, and he needed to escape it. Unshowered, poorly dressed, he left without a backwards glance, and left quickly.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 03:49 am UTC (link)
Arya wanted to say that she already knew what pain felt like and what she could endure, that Hannibal's words were meaningless. Instead she set her jaw and slouched in the chair as best as she could. She was too tired to argue. She hadn't realized how tired until she'd sat back down.

"Just get it over with," she said. "I can stand it."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 03:58 am UTC (link)
Erik's abrupt exit was unlike him. Hannibal had never known the man to be rude, and that was bordering on it. There was something severely wrong here, and he would find out what it was. First, however, he had a patient to see to.

"I have no doubts." He turned to the girl in the wheelchair. "I will be able to keep the leg relatively motionless while I secure it, so that shouldn't cause more than discomfort. I'll bring casting materials with me when I return, which will protect it entirely. It's the ribs that are going to ... not feel great."

Hannibal moved behind the wheelchair. "Please, direct me to your room."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 04:30 am UTC (link)
"I don't want a cast," she grumbled, though she knew she'd have one whether she liked it or not. She remembered her lord father hobbling through the Red Keep in the weeks before he'd been arrested and did not look forward to weeks of her own hobbling.

But she directed him to her room anyway, mildly impressed by the wheeled chair as she did so. Bran could have used one of these. She shut that line of thought down quickly. Thinking of her lord father still hurt, but it was slightly farther away. Thinking of the rest of her family still hurt badly.

Inside, the room was indistinguishable from any other guest room save that the fireplace poker was missing, the bedsheets were unmade and grimy after Arya had slept in them, and Needle had been placed neatly on a writing desk across the room.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 05:30 am UTC (link)
"On this particular matter, I don't exactly care what it is you might want." She would be getting a cast the very next day. Though he would do his best to assure that she would be able to walk with it as much as possible. He figured her for the type who wouldn't stay in bed unless she was strapped in. He wondered where Erik had managed to find this tiny female copy of himself.

Upon entering her room, Hannibal's lip curled in disgust. He knew that if Erik had seen the state of it, it wouldn't have remained so. He thought about summoning a servant to change the sheets, but decided he didn't want the peace they had disrupted. They could do that after he was done with the girl.

He wheeled Arie to the middle of the room where the overhead light was the closest, then bent over her, using one gentle hand to lift her chin skyward. This test was easier done for most with a penlight, fortunately Hannibal was detail oriented enough to detect the subtle changes without more aid.

As he worked, he caught something on her breath. Annoyed, Hannibal stood upright again.

"Erik has given you opium. Dangerous. Thankfully it hasn't negatively impacted your health." It could have sent her sliding into a coma. "Your pupils are responsive, so I don't believe you're at risk for anything. You can sleep like normal from here on out.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 06:41 pm UTC (link)
"He said it was morphene," Arya said, annoyed and suddenly suspicious. If she'd been lied to... well, she was in no condition to do anything about it right now. "It made me fuzzy and tired. I think it was like milk of the poppy. Did he poison me?" Her hands tightened into fists.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 11:53 pm UTC (link)
"Ah." Hannibal nodded. "No, he did not lie to you, nor did he poison you. Morphine is a derivative of morphine, a lesser version that is used in medicine."

It smelled the same on the breath, and was just as addictive, though the morphine would not make a person quite as high. Hannibal was still quite displeased.

He moved away to the girl and to the sword that he'd seen. He stood in front of the desk, his hand wanting to go forward and touch the steel. Knowing that it was an invasion, taught by Lady Murasaki the finer details of swordplay and honor in the samurai, he refrained.

"I want to ask some questions, Arie, to assure your current mental state. Then we can move on to binding your ribs and getting your splint fixed up to hold you until tomorrow. You will need lots of sleep." He glanced over his shoulder at the girl in the wheelchair.

"What is your full name?" There were questions he couldn't ask to verify her clarity. The date was obsolete in this place, there was no president, and it was very likely she wasn't even from the same time or world anyway. "What is your age? Spell cat for me, and please give me the total of three plus nine plus two."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-27 01:22 am UTC (link)
Arya tensed as she watched him stand by Needle. It had been taken from her once by someone who thought that it was a fine sword, and she hadn't been able to fight back then, either. But he left it alone and she relaxed, if only slightly.

"Arie," she said, using the slightly different pronunciation that Erik had taken to using when she'd nearly slipped and given her real name. "Don't have a last name," she lied, clinging to the fake background that she'd invented ages ago. Smallfolk didn't have surnames. They were just who they were. "I think I'm eleven now? I'm not sure. But it's not because I'm hurt," she rushed to add, "it's because I haven't had time to think about it. And I don't know if the days are the same here as they were at home."

She chewed her lip. On the one hand, smallfolk didn't know how to read or do sums. And on the other, she didn't want to appear stupid. The desire not to let her cover slip won out. She shrugged, not looking at him. "Can't read or do that," she said, looking at her hands.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-27 04:08 am UTC (link)
There it was.

Hannibal had suspected that the girl wasn't being entirely truthful with them, him or Erik. There were too many contradictory things about her attitude and the things that she said. Her concern over her sword use had been particularly telling. Now, though, he had gotten it from her as if she'd written down a detailed confession.

The tone of doubt in her words as she spoke things that weren't true. The elevation of heart rate when the lies began. Higher body temperature that caused her unwashed scent to waft to him stronger than it had. The only honesty she'd just spoken was that she doubted her true age. Hannibal let the silence grow heavy between them.

Seconds ticked by as he cataloged the sword in his mind palace. Every curve of the hilt, the way the blade caught the light, how he could see the faint scarring of use in places. It was a well maintained piece of weaponry, art in its own right. He pictured the girl with it in her hand, and what she might look like while using it. There was no way, of course, to know what style she had learned, or if it was one that even existed in the worlds he had known, but he imagined that with her slight form that her master would have taught her something fluid, quick.

When his pulse had ticked out a minute, Hannibal finally spoke again. "You need to learn to lie better. You don't believe what you're saying, so while your story might be rehearsed and stored within your mind at the deepest levels, you still retain doubt about it. You still have fear of being caught, and it's detectable."

He turned to look at her, no anger - or any other emotion for that matter - showing on his face. There wasn't even accusation in his voice. He stated facts, nothing more. "Don't get me wrong, the average person wouldn't be able to pick up on the falsehoods, what you do you do well enough to get by. I, however, am not an average anything. You could be better."

Not giving Arie, whatever her real name was, a chance to speak just yet, Hannibal moved to the wheelchair, circling it quickly and engaging the brakes on the back of both wheels with a nudge of his toe before moving where she could see him and standing just outside of arm's reach of her. He had no worry that she would run, she physically could not. "Shall we try that again? Or shall I inform Erik that he's caring for somebody who is lying to him about nearly every aspect of herself? He doesn't take kindly to that sort of thing."

Hannibal knew that because of the circumstances, Erik might forgive her the trespasses she'd made, but once she was healed, she would probably never hear from him again. She had much potential, Hannibal hated the idea of it all being squandered because of something as stupid as being caught in fabrications.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-27 11:05 pm UTC (link)
Arya watched Hannibal as he stood silently. Something wasn't right. Normal people didn't just stand around doing nothing. He wasn't pacing or making notes or any of the things that she was used to people doing after they asked questions. Did he know? Maybe she had been right to be cautious and this place wasn't safe. Her stomach began to twist. Maybe the Lannisters had come here first. Maybe he was from Westeros and he was here under a false name, too. Maybe he was just someone who liked to hurt little girls. Maybe--

She bit her lip, her eyes widening as he spoke, and she gripped the sides of the chair until her knuckles turned white. He knew that she was lying. He was going to tell. The complete blankness in her voice reminded her horribly of another set of questions that she had heard once. "Are you going to torture me?" she asked quietly, though it didn't keep her voice from shaking.

He was between her and Needle, and she was hurt. There would be no way out of it this time.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-27 11:52 pm UTC (link)
"Torture you?" Hannibal raised a brow and smiled just a little bit. "I could. I could make you feel pain worse than you've ever known in your brief life. I could drag it on for years, and do it in such a way as to make you think it was what you wanted. But no. I have no intention of torturing you."

He recovered the chair from where it sat by the desk and brought it so that he could sit across from the girl who called herself Arie, be more on her level so to speak. Before he opened his mouth again, he assured that he was in the most comfortable position possible.

"You remind me of a girl that I knew a long time ago. Had she lived, I believe she would have grown up to be much like you are now. There's pain in you, loss. You lie because if you don't your life is at risk, yes?" It wasn't truly a question, so Hannibal moved on. "You have much potential in you, Arie. I can see it. I want to help you refine yourself. Become what it is that you could truly be."

Hannibal gestured behind him, toward the sword. "I am quite skilled in swordplay, I don't know what style you use currently, but I would be willing to teach you what I learned at the feet of my master. I can show you the ways to make a kill quick and clean, or slow and painful. Together we can find a way to blend it with the discipline you already know, create something new and fantastic that will be impossible to defend against. I can teach you how to conceal the truth better than you can now.

"There are many things you could learn from me, all I want is the truth."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-28 03:16 am UTC (link)
She couldn't help shrinking down in the chair. She'd seen what happened after the Tickler had gotten through with people. It had been why she'd killed him, because despite all her efforts to close her ears and her eyes to what he was doing to them, she could see and hear it, right in front of all of them and she knew that it could have been her at any time. The longest any of the villagers had lasted was until dark. She would not last years.

Arya watched him with too-wary eyes in her bloodless face, pale from fear and not pain now. Could she trust him when he said that he wouldn't torture her, that he wanted to help her? Should she trust him?

She had no real choice, she thought. At least about telling him her name, at least. That was a small thing. "Arya, of House Stark." She spoke quietly, defeated. And then, with a last little bit of defiance, she added, "I know how to kill. I've killed a lot of people. Men, even."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-28 03:32 am UTC (link)
The smell of her fear filled the air around them. Hannibal took a deep breath of it, letting it fill his lungs. How quickly she had shifted when he'd revealed what he could do to her, what he knew of her lies. She had to be made more confident, she could have all the fighting skills in the world and it wouldn't mean nothing if she couldn't hold herself steady on all levels.

For now, however, he would revel in her fear some.

"Arya Stark." Hannibal repeated. The name rang with truth. So did her claim of killing. "We have both killed, Arya. Despite the fact that you have done it previously, it does not mean you are skilled at it. That can change. I can show you."

He guessed that Erik would be intrigued by this girl's truth as well, but they would have to reveal it to the composer delicately. Arya would have to be the one to talk to him, to reveal herself. If Hannibal did it, it would not bode well for the girl. Before that could happen, she had to be ready. She had to be confident when she did it, unashamed of herself or the lie. Erik would respect that.

"You are highborn." Hannibal said, confident in that due to the way she said her name. "I am, as well. So there is a second thing that you and I have in common. Two in what I imagine is a fair list. You know how to read, you know arithmetic. Perhaps not as much as you should know at your age, but more than you pretend.

"If you're going to construct a persona, it's best to work off the truth. Paint a picture of yourself with the details of your real life, obscured in the greater image of your imagination. You might be Arie, but Arie is not an illiterate peasant. At the very least, Arie must be a handmaid, but even that might be too low."

Hannibal let this sink in.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-28 04:30 am UTC (link)
"Why would you do that? What do you get out of it?" She watched him suspiciously. "Nobody does anything for free."

Still, she wanted. If he saw through her lies, she wanted to know how to lie better, to protect herself. If he could fight, she wanted to learn how so that when the time came she could kill those on her list. She wanted that like she'd wanted to follow Jaquen, only now there was no pack holding her back. She was alone.

"A bastard," she said, thinking of Jon Snow. "Important enough to be educated and wed, maybe a lady's maid, but not important enough to be known. Arie Rivers." There were enough lords of the Riverlands with wandering cocks that one more bastard among many would not be noticed.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-28 04:44 am UTC (link)
"As I said, you remind me of a girl. My sister." Hannibal's eyes had never left Arya. She wasn't a perfect representation of the little one he had lost, but she did have the Lecters' coloring. He could even see touches of grace in her, despite her semi-broken frame. "What I get out of it is seeing a creature fully formed. Instead of merely observing the butterfly escape from its chrysalis, my hands will help shape it. Curiosity, Arya, is a powerful motivator."

He was glad to see how quickly she grasped on to the concepts he was telling her. Her mind worked fast, faster than he had hoped for. He didn't need to explain anything further for her story to begin taking shape in her mind.

"Good." He let the approval purr through his voice. "What was Arie Rivers' home like? Was she placed with her lady to grow up with her, to be a loyal friend? Or did she live in the house of her father for some time? Did she even know who her mother was? Did she love her lady, or was it just duty? Why does Arie Rivers know the sword?"

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-28 05:20 pm UTC (link)
That piqued Arya's curiosity. The man had a sister. Had she lived, he'd said, so his sister was dead. Like her brothers.

"Arie Rivers is a bastard of one of the sons of House Blackwood," Arya said, speaking slowly as the story spun itself in her mind. House Blackwood were Tully men, and loyal to the Starks, she'd heard. "Her mother was the daughter of one of the knights of House Blackwood, and married off to a new-made knight after her maidenhood had been taken. The lord's son made sure that his daughter was enough of a lady to be wed when she was old enough, and the new knight let her play at swords when nobody was looking."

The truth to a good lie was a little bit of a truth, Arya thought. "But Arie Rivers did not want to be a good little lady, because she wanted to be like her knight father, so the lord's son sent her off to be fostered. But the war happened and Arie Rivers had to cut her hair and hide as a boy, because she was safer that way. The sword is one that she took from a mercenary's body."

She looked up at Hannibal, searching for his approval.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-29 12:18 am UTC (link)
"So Arie was never actually placed in the position of lady's maid?" Hannibal liked the story so far, it rang of truths to him. So Arya Stark had done this herself. Hidden herself away. He nodded his approval, encouraged the girl with a bit of a smile. They had work to do, but she was definitely on the right track. Such a good student. Hannibal found himself to already be proud.

"Why did she have to hide?" It was important to get all the details down. To make sure that Arya could tell this lie in her sleep if she had to. That even if she were knocked silly, the lie would stick and nothing would slip by that she didn't want to.

"Did Arie's father teach her? Did she ever 'play at swords' with anybody else? Is this the only aspect in which she was a tomboy, or did she enjoy needlepoint and gossip circles? Was she an only child?"

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-29 04:36 am UTC (link)
"She never got the chance. The fighting in the Riverlands started before she got to..." She paused for a moment, thinking. "To Willow Wood, to House Ryger. She had a friend who played swords with her, a butcher's boy, but she never saw him after she was sent away and he's probably dead now." Though this imaginary butcher's boy wouldn't have merited the Hound; he would likely have just been killed by Lannister men. And Arie wouldn't have known one way or the other. "She had few friends, because everyone knows that bastards can't be trusted." It hurt saying that, because Jon Snow wasn't like what they said bastards were like. He was honest and true and the best big brother, and she missed him so much. But Arie had no big brother. "She has two half-brothers from her knight father, and probably more bastard brothers and sisters from the lord's son, but she's never met them. They're all dead now, her brothers and mother and father, because the Lannisters put siege to Raventree. So Arie has nowhere else to go."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-30 02:08 am UTC (link)
Hannibal began to paint a picture in his head of what Arya was saying. She had taken his instructions to heart and was making Arie from Arya.

"Arie Rivers is in hiding from these Lannisters." Hannibal wondered why, what did they want from Arya Stark? "What are the names of her brothers? Her mother? Her father? What is the sigil of her father's house?"

He had a load of questions for her. They would encompass even the smallest of details. Most, he thought, he would write down for Arya to answer, and then he would quiz her on them.

"Most minds won't think to ask these sorts of things, I know. Some might, however. It won't do to have you tripping over anything. The smallest thread can unravel the greatest tapestry. What does your father look like?"

Hannibal imagined that a girl so tied with her father as Arie and Arya were would be able to recall his memory instantly and in great detail. He needed to see how she answered this. The look in her eyes, the tone in her voice, her body language.

"Arie is an orphan in all ways, this is good."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-30 02:54 am UTC (link)
Her father. Hannibal had struck true. Her eyes stung. But she couldn't answer as Arya. She recognized the test for what it was, and tried to answer as she would have answered a lord of Westeros. "Edd," she said. "Her father's name was Ser Edd. He wasn't tall, and he wasn't old, and he had dark hair and grey eyes." She swallowed, chewing on her lip. "Her mother was named Jeyne. Her brothers were Jon and Robert." She felt guilty about leaving Bran, Rickon, and Sansa out of her story, but it was only a story. "They all looked alike, with fair hair."

Enough truth in that to remember, and enough to hurt. She sniffled and wiped her nose angrily.

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