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Erik ([info]i_haunt) wrote in [info]we_coexist,
@ 2015-01-22 19:24:00

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Entry tags:arya stark, erik, hannibal lecter, zz:status complete

Delicacy (Hannibal, Arya)
The girl he left in his kitchen was in pain. She suffered. She waited for him. The girl left in his kitchen was in pain. He was responsible for her. Erik drew his scattering thoughts back to Arie again and again. Above it all, she was a singular thread, iron and brutal and ugly, but nothing like the horrors left in the vacuum of Christine's absence.

His servants had relocated to basement storage the wheelchair that Hannibal once sent to his manor. On his way down to the storage room, Erik remembered to grab the phone. The doctor's number was still on speed dial - a courtesy and convenience built in for his servants (and his wife, his wife) when Erik was too ill to dial the number himself. When Hannibal's voice answered, Erik opened his mouth and said something - less than a handful of words. As soon as he dropped the handset on the last bit of furniture he passed, he forgot whatever it was he'd said. The door to the basement stairs closed behind him.

There were a few minutes lost to his memory. He could remember only the presence of old friends - the hand of rage on his shoulder, the breath of helplessness against the back of his neck, the claws of pain raking his chest. What had drawn him back? He looked at the handles of the wheelchair in both blood-speckled hands, knuckles stinging, then checked behind him. The basement door was destroyed, and the blood must have been his own.

A sound came to him, the siren bell, ringing. He walked with the wheelchair (the girl is hurting) to the door of his manor, straightening last night's rumpled shirt with one flattened hand. Hannibal. Yes, of course. Erik pressed the button that would allow the doctor entrance through the otherwise-inpenetrable security around his manor, then turned back toward the kitchen. Arie was waiting. She needed him.



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[info]i_consume
2015-01-23 04:31 am UTC (link)
I need you.

Words spoken into the phone. Hannibal knew the voice and didn't need to be told. He didn't ask why he was being told this, it didn't matter. All that mattered was that the syllables had been uttered.

He looked at the man sitting opposite him. They'd both taken chairs in Lady Murasaki's flat, not speaking at first, but mimicking one another's movements without trying. Their posture had been the same, their mannerisms. The elder was a touch more refined and controlled in his behaviors, a thing that the younger hadn't thought at all possible. He had imagined himself at the height of control, and yet here was this elegance before him. Not quite as raw and feral. It was impressive. He'd been intrigued.

Moreso when they'd actually begun talking. Sharing experiences. This man was not the Anthony Hopkins he had seen at the cinema, but the story was no different. They shared a history, a dark past. But this man had lived things he never could. And he had lived things this man never would. He didn't know the love of the brilliant girl, River. He didn't know what it was like to be adored by Lestat - though should Lestat meet him...

They shared.

They were still sharing, honestly, when Erik's call came. But Hannibal politely interrupted his meeting with Hannibal and explained that a dear friend had need of him. The older version did not seem offended, he appreciated the need of good friends and the desire to help them.

He was anxious to see Erik and know what was going on, but also thinking about the Hannibal he had left in the flat. A flat that clearly now belonged to him, considering the City had placed him there. The way that he spoke, the things he had done.

Will Graham...

Hannibal was buzzed into the entrance to the mansion, and found Erik quickly. His friend did not look well. It wasn't sickness, or the man's physical heart, clearly. But there was some kind of ache. And a need.

I need you.

"Erik." Hannibal coaxed. "What is it that I can do for you?"

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-23 01:54 pm UTC (link)
Erik had his back to the entrance to the kitchen, and the girl was so small that she was easily hidden by Erik's body. When he turned toward the voice, he revealed both the wheelchair he'd brought up and the girl sitting at his kitchen counter, face pale, leg splinted. She really should not be up, but Erik respected the need for freedom and wouldn't tell her she was required to stay anywhere that hindered that freedom.

"This is Arie," he said to Hannibal without preamble. His knuckles were gently bleeding, still, and he left the wheelchair to go to the kitchen sink. "My former driver hit her last night."

It was easier when he could see Arie, see her and know that she was his responsibility. Most of him wanted nothing more than to bury himself in his music room and play until he wrung his heart dry. But this small girl kept him here. She was brave. She hadn't complained once, and she'd had much cause for it.

"Arie, Hannibal is better at tending bodies than I am." He said this over his shoulder, as he rinsed loose skin and blood from the backs of his hands. He was trying very hard to remember the poise he so easily wore most times. Even that felt stripped. To his shame, he could tell that Hannibal knew this much. Erik kept his back to the both of them as he dried his hands. He could not stand here forever, but maybe he could stand here long enough that he could find some dignity.

All the while, another part of his mind laughed at such a struggle. What was dignity, what was anything, when the woman who'd lit his life was utterly gone? The laughter escaped in a low and quiet exodus.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-23 04:52 pm UTC (link)
Arya, still on her stool and finished stuffing herself with food from the counter, had rested her head against counter with her eyes closed, too uncomfortable to really doze but still weary. Her eyes snapped open at the sound of approaching footsteps and she winced as she snapped upright, her left hand groping for the fire poker that she'd used as a makeshift crutch.

She relaxed fractionally at one somewhat familiar face, but eyed the other warily. He looked to young to be a maester, or whatever they called them here. "Are you any good at it?" she asked skeptically.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-24 03:28 am UTC (link)
Tending to Erik would have to wait, Hannibal understood this as soon as moved to reveal the girl. He knew that he had not been called to see to the wounds, as invisible as they might be, of his friend. The girl had been harmed in some way, and she required a physician to tend to her.

"I am the best in the City." Hannibal said, no boasting in his voice at all, despite the fact that in truth it was more than a bit of one. Now, however, he wasn't entirely sure if that was a solid fact. With his elder self in residence, there might be one man who could do that, and everything else, better than he could. This did not cause a waver in his words, despite what it might have done to another.

His eyes scanned her, but even he wasn't able to see the extent of what was wrong with her with just his gaze.

"Please, tell me what happened. It will give me a good starting point. Then I will need to examine you." It wasn't a question, nor was it an offer. Erik had called him here for a purpose, and now he would do it.

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-24 03:57 am UTC (link)
By habit, he didn't crumple but rather folded the paper towels he'd used to dry his hands. All the same, they went into the ornate opening of a cabinet designed to hide the garbage bin from view. Hannibal was talking with Arie. Good. The composer rubbed his fingertips together, missing the gloves he typically wore. They had been left on the floor of his limo last night, while he'd worked on setting Arie's leg.

It'd be a miracle if the girl hadn't already undone his work, with all the movement she insisted upon. That was all right. Hannibal was here. Erik leaned against the countertop beside the sink and watched the two together.

I am the best in the City. Yes, he was, and Erik was alive to prove it. Whatever could be done, Hannibal would do it - and of this, Erik had complete faith. There were few in whom Erik could place his complete faith. Christine had been one. Hannibal, the other.

Christine. Erik shuddered, his eyes falling away from the guests and drifting toward the west wing, where they'd made their own chamber. He would not use it again. Erik doubted he would withstand a single night longer in this infernal empty home.

But... there was Arie... He looked back at her again, his brow drawing together. What of her?

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-24 04:35 am UTC (link)
The ties to the splint on her leg were indeed loosened after Arya's limping journey to the kitchen, though it still held together. She still looked suspicious, her eyebrows furrowed in her long, solemn face. But since there was no way for her to leave in this condition and more importantly, no way for her to defend herself with what felt like half of her ribs smashed and her leg the way it was, she needed help. She chewed on her lip before deciding to cooperate.

"Something hit me," she said. "I don't know what it was. I was somewhere else yesterday, but then suddenly I was here." The words started getting tangled in her mouth and she shook her head, trying to clear it. It was all so confusing and overwhelming, but she would not be a babbling child. "I was in a road and trying to get away, but then it hit me. Now everything hurts."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-24 07:43 am UTC (link)
Well that made sense, didn't it. Hannibal nodded. "You were hit by an automobile, or what the people of this era call a car. We've all experienced what you have, Arie. The being somewhere else and suddenly being here. The displacement is incredibly jarring, and nigh impossible to describe, even knowing that your compatriots have endured similar circumstances. Not all of us are tossed into traffic, however, I imagine that was more than just physically traumatic."

He glanced at Erik to gauge what the other man might be thinking. Hannibal knew his friend well enough to see that there was turmoil inside, a war of some kind raging, and found himself wishing again that he'd had River's once-present ability to scan the minds of those around her, or Lestat's more in-depth mind reading skills. Clearly, once Arie was taken care of Erik would need attention as well.

Without using any instruments to check the girl's condition, there were a few things that he could tell her. He guessed that she wasn't entirely comfortable with strangers, and understood that his youthful appearance could be offputting to those who didn't know him. To trust a veritable boy with medical incidents was a tough move. Hopefully his assessment would help with that, though he could see it working against him as well, him knowing so much without getting near.

"I'm positive that you have a concussion. Since your leg is bound, it's easy to guess that your leg is broken. The way you sit and move your torso gingerly indicates cracked, if not broken, ribs. This says nothing about the skin abrasions and hematomas produced by the impact, which would have been bad enough on their own. I'd be highly surprised if you didn't have some road grime embedded in you somewhere as well, which will just add slight annoyance to your healing."

He paused, looking the girl over, he'd been able to see her eyes and the way that her words came out after she tried to explain herself to diagnose the concussion. He wished to take her to the hospital for x-rays, but doubted it was going to happen without drugging her, which would only make her mistrust them all the more.

It was odd. Her face. She was tough, or putting on the mask of it as best she could. Beyond that, though, Hannibal spotted a bruised innocence. In her eyes, he saw the same kind of horror that he'd seen in the eyes of another small girl when her parents had been killed. When their parents had been killed.

"To put it more plainly, Arie, you're in pain now, and if there's not more broken than your ribs and your leg, I'll be shocked, but it's nothing that we can't heal with time. You'll be back to rights with very little issues, I believe. You will, however, have to place your trust in me. Wholly." His deep red eyes went to Erik critically. Erik had not been a good patient. He'd been stubborn and willful. Hannibal hoped that Arie had the same spirit, but better adherence to his instruction.

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-24 06:04 pm UTC (link)
As they talked about the injuries the girl had sustained, Erik's brow drew together despite his own concerns. He hated that his own driver had done this to her. It was the least he could do to see her back to health. Perhaps he'd let the driver off a little too lightly with a broken nose and loss of his employment. Perhaps he should have driven the man's nose through his brain instead.

There was still time for that, if he chose, and that thought soothed him.

His mind had been drifting into darker things, when he felt the red gaze of the doctor on him. Narrowing his eyes, he re-focused. They had been talking about... Yes. He nodded for Arya's sake.

"He is worthy of trust." That was all he would say. It was enough, in Erik's mind - more than enough.


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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-24 10:06 pm UTC (link)
He may as well have been speaking a different language, for all that Arya understood, the confusion plain on her face. She wasn't stupid, not by any means, but she didn't know most of those words. She puzzled through, trying to make the most out of what she did know, and shook her head impatiently. "I know all that," she snapped. "I was somewhere with these giant beasts called dinosaurs before this, and before that I was somewhere like this but destroyed, and before that I was--" home, she wanted to say, but the road to Saltpans hadn't been home. She hadn't been home in a very long time. "Somewhere else," she finished. "This isn't new! Just some of it is."

She glanced back to Erik, who vouched for the maester--Hannibal, he'd called himself. She didn't know if Erik was trustworthy, either. In her experience almost nobody was trustworthy. But she needed to be healed. "Fine," she said, her reluctance palpable. And then, trying to hold back her fear if the answer was no, she added, "Will I still be able to use a sword?"

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-24 10:45 pm UTC (link)
He had no idea about a place with dinosaurs, but Hannibal suspected that by 'somewhere that was destroyed', Arie might mean the strange world that many from the City had been stolen too. From which many had visited. He didn't dig into her travels, guessing that she didn't want to talk about that right now.

"It seems to me that much of it will be new for you. The automobiles are just the beginning." He left it at that.

They could all have taken a swim through the girl's unsurety. He would not give it any heed, though. She had given her permission and he would treat her to his fullest extent. Her fear, though. Arie could use a sword, and she was afraid that she would never be able to again. This, this intrigued him.

Before he would tell her one way or the other, he needed to see a few things. "Stand." Hannibal instructed. "It's going to be more than uncomfortable to do as I ask now, but it's the only way to give you the truth of it. Stand, raise your arms to your sides, to your front, and then over your head. Tell me not of whatever pain rises in your trunk, just what you feel in your shoulders, elbows, and wrists."

He held his hands out, showing her his palms. "Then you'll flex your hands so, and tell me what you feel there, and in your fingers." A movement was produced that she could mimic.

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-25 11:11 pm UTC (link)
Erik frowned at the girl's explanation of her travels. If he was understanding her, she'd been pulled from more than one reality - unlike Erik himself. It must be frightening, especially for one so young as this. But again, she showed no fear at all; if anything, she seemed angry enough to be annoyed by the reality shifting. This Arie was something special. He could see that clearly, even now. Even... now.

When Hannibal suggested Arie stand, Erik clamped his teeth down over his objection. Like hell she will, his eyes seemed to say as they flashed over at Hannibal. He moved forward quickly, planting himself beside Arie.

"I worked hard on that splint," he gritted through his teeth. "You will not destroy that work by putting weight on it. Slide off." He opened his hands at her waist level. "I will catch you."

And everything Hannibal had asked her to do, she could do without putting her weight on that broken leg. His irritation with Hannibal for even suggesting it - and this on the heels of demanding her obedience and Erik vouching for him - was difficult to batten down. But that was what he did. Because Arie needed him to. Because Arie needed to trust Hannibal.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 12:43 am UTC (link)
"I can do it," she snapped at Erik, but as she slid off something did hurt and so she allowed him to help her. "I could," she muttered mutinously despite allowing him to assist her. She couldn't show weakness. She was already showing enough just by being here.

She did as Hannibal had directed, biting her lip to keep from crying out as she lifted her arms. Her left was almost fine, though it hurt. Her right, though--she fought back a whimper when she tried to raise it more than shoulder-height. "This is stupid," she said, lowering her arms and holding them out, palms up. She flexed her fingers and wiggled them for good measure.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 12:52 am UTC (link)
Hannibal caught Erik's reaction, and the flash of his eyes. Not one to back down on anything, his face kept calm. "If the splint is made correctly, there should be no issue with her putting weight on it. It should not shift or come undone with her weight. A proper splint is constructed to support."

Erik was his friend, but not even a friend was allowed to question Hannibal's medical abilities, nor his decisions in such matters. He had told Arie to do what he'd told her so that he could test certain aspects of her pain.

The doctor watched the girl as she moved, cataloging every twinge and reflexive flinch she made. He was not quite happy with what he saw, though he was not disheartened by her state of being.

"Contrary to that claim, this is not stupid. I have just assessed the level of your bodily damage. Or most of it." He eyed Erik again. He would have gotten more if she'd been made to stand on her own. More still, if she would allow him to take her to the hospital. He'd have to bring a portable x-ray with him the next time he visited. If her bones healed wrong, she would lose more than just mobility.

"You've either dislocated your shoulder, or torn the rotator cuff in your right arm. Were I you, I would hope for the former, as it's quite a simple fix. The latter will take much time, physical therapy, and perhaps even surgery." Hannibal stepped forward, resting a hand above the girl's shoulder. "May I?"

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-26 01:11 am UTC (link)
With her sullen I can do it, Arie showed that she'd seen through Erik's attempt to preserve her dignity while he shielded her from undo pain. But fortunately, she wasn't too proud as to allow him to hold her weight while she did what Hannibal described.

Erik didn't say another word while Arie worked through her movements, or as Hannibal tended his patient. His lips thinned when the doctor gave Erik that particular look. Now was not the time to explain that the splint was designed to prevent further damage while Erik moved Arie to a bed -- where she was supposed to have stayed -- and nothing more. But there was no way to tell him that without interrupting the badly needed diagnosis. Erik would not interrupt a maestro at his place before his orchestra, and so he waited in silence, keeping his hands firmly on Arya's waist.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 02:31 am UTC (link)
"I've--what?" Again, Hannibal used words that Arya didn't understand. Or at the least, he used them in ways and combinations that made no sense to her. She understood that he'd figured out what was wrong with her, or at least he thought that he had. For a moment, she felt relief that it was her right arm. She'd never been very good with that arm. She used Needle with her left.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 02:43 am UTC (link)
Hannibal was glad that Erik didn't speak up at the moment. They could talk about splints later. Right now was for Arie, the mysterious little girl who acted older than her age, tried to hide her pain and fear, and could use a sword. She intrigued the doctor a good deal. He wished to speak to her alone, when Erik was not present. There were some things that the older man might not take kindly to.

There was no use explaining again, even in layman's terms the girl wouldn't know what had happened to her. Action was the only option, quick, decisive. If he told her about what he was going to do, she would tense up and the task would be more difficult to complete. It was better that she not know what was coming. He placed his left hand with its extra finger on Arie's right shoulder. With is right, he grasped her above the elbow. Erik might know what he intended to do, but Hannibal did not give the other man room to but in.

"This is going to hurt." He told her, using the most simple terms possible, wanting to give her a warning but not the time to contemplate it. He did not wait a single heartbeat to do what he needed to. Bracing Arie with his left hand, he pulled and twisted with his right, bringing the arm forward first, then with a second twist, to the side. He could feel the pop when it reset itself into the socket. He did not let go of Arie, lest she collapse with the pain of it.

She might be mad at him for that, but hopefully she would also realize that the pain was fading fast, and she would be fully mobile again. The soreness would only linger for a day or so, and they could focus on other things.

"

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-26 02:59 am UTC (link)
Erik knew exactly what was coming, and tightened his grip on the girl. His jaw set grimly, and for not-the-first-time, his mind went back to the needle and liquid relief settled away in a drawer close by. He should have offered her another dose. Her pain was unnecessary.

Even as he thought it, he knew it wasn't exactly accurate. Pain was one of the best ways to diagnose ailments, and Erik had not called Hannibal to make him play guessing games on a drug-muffled patient.

From what seemed like a distance, he realized that he wasn't thinking as clearly as he typically did. Seeing Arie in pain was difficult. She had such a fire in her, and it deserved none of what she was suffering.

"Would you like to sit down?" he offered her, instead. And he didn't mean the stool; he meant the wheelchair, which could support the leg better by far.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 03:07 am UTC (link)
"Fucking cunt!" Arya screamed, reaching for the worst words she knew. It hurt. It hurt badly. And then it felt better once it was back in, still painful but less horrible than it had been before. She moved it experimentally.

She looked up at Erik as he offered her the wheeled chair. When she'd been in King's Landing she'd heard that Doran Martell used such a thing for his gout, but she'd thought it had been a rumor. She nodded once and moved to sit gingerly in it.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 03:23 am UTC (link)
Hannibal raised an amused eyebrow at the girl's choice of words. "We'll have to instruct you on how to be more colorful than that. I have a feeling you could have done a lot better in your swearing."

He was pleased when she moved her arm and it didn't hitch or seem to snag at any specific spot. They didn't have to worry about anything else on that front, then. Hannibal watched her get into the wheel chair, where she favored her body, and where it didn't seem to bother her so much.

"You did well with the pain, Arie. You should be proud of yourself." He meant it, too. "I could have offered you medications to dull it, or anesthetized you entirely, but I am a firm believer that we grow from our pain, as long as we don't allow ourselves to be swallowed by it. You know what that feels like now, and it will teach you how much you can endure."

He didn't know her past, but he thought she must have endured much already, given the way that she was. How very much he was looking forward to speaking to her further.

"Before I leave, I want to bind your ribs and set your leg better. There will be further pain from this, but nothing compared to what you felt with your shoulder."

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[info]i_haunt
2015-01-26 03:40 am UTC (link)
Some of Erik's concern fell away when Hannibal praised Arie. He was right to do it, but Erik hadn't been sure that he would. After Arie sat down, Erik quickly set the wheelchair so that her leg would be supported, then got out of the way.

Some of what Hannibal had said pushed him back toward the loss hovering in the back of his head. The very thought that he was to learn anything from the loss of his wife... With effort, Erik did not lash out. Hannibal didn't know, and Erik believed that Hannibal wouldn't have said something so blatantly rough had he known.

"I'll leave you to it," Erik said, taking a few steps backwards from the two of them. "Hannibal, the manor is yours. Arie can show you her chamber. The servants will be coming in a few minutes and they're still under orders from... last time."

For Erik's part, he needed to leave altogether. This place was filled with the presence of a ghost, and he needed to escape it. Unshowered, poorly dressed, he left without a backwards glance, and left quickly.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 03:49 am UTC (link)
Arya wanted to say that she already knew what pain felt like and what she could endure, that Hannibal's words were meaningless. Instead she set her jaw and slouched in the chair as best as she could. She was too tired to argue. She hadn't realized how tired until she'd sat back down.

"Just get it over with," she said. "I can stand it."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 03:58 am UTC (link)
Erik's abrupt exit was unlike him. Hannibal had never known the man to be rude, and that was bordering on it. There was something severely wrong here, and he would find out what it was. First, however, he had a patient to see to.

"I have no doubts." He turned to the girl in the wheelchair. "I will be able to keep the leg relatively motionless while I secure it, so that shouldn't cause more than discomfort. I'll bring casting materials with me when I return, which will protect it entirely. It's the ribs that are going to ... not feel great."

Hannibal moved behind the wheelchair. "Please, direct me to your room."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 04:30 am UTC (link)
"I don't want a cast," she grumbled, though she knew she'd have one whether she liked it or not. She remembered her lord father hobbling through the Red Keep in the weeks before he'd been arrested and did not look forward to weeks of her own hobbling.

But she directed him to her room anyway, mildly impressed by the wheeled chair as she did so. Bran could have used one of these. She shut that line of thought down quickly. Thinking of her lord father still hurt, but it was slightly farther away. Thinking of the rest of her family still hurt badly.

Inside, the room was indistinguishable from any other guest room save that the fireplace poker was missing, the bedsheets were unmade and grimy after Arya had slept in them, and Needle had been placed neatly on a writing desk across the room.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 05:30 am UTC (link)
"On this particular matter, I don't exactly care what it is you might want." She would be getting a cast the very next day. Though he would do his best to assure that she would be able to walk with it as much as possible. He figured her for the type who wouldn't stay in bed unless she was strapped in. He wondered where Erik had managed to find this tiny female copy of himself.

Upon entering her room, Hannibal's lip curled in disgust. He knew that if Erik had seen the state of it, it wouldn't have remained so. He thought about summoning a servant to change the sheets, but decided he didn't want the peace they had disrupted. They could do that after he was done with the girl.

He wheeled Arie to the middle of the room where the overhead light was the closest, then bent over her, using one gentle hand to lift her chin skyward. This test was easier done for most with a penlight, fortunately Hannibal was detail oriented enough to detect the subtle changes without more aid.

As he worked, he caught something on her breath. Annoyed, Hannibal stood upright again.

"Erik has given you opium. Dangerous. Thankfully it hasn't negatively impacted your health." It could have sent her sliding into a coma. "Your pupils are responsive, so I don't believe you're at risk for anything. You can sleep like normal from here on out.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-26 06:41 pm UTC (link)
"He said it was morphene," Arya said, annoyed and suddenly suspicious. If she'd been lied to... well, she was in no condition to do anything about it right now. "It made me fuzzy and tired. I think it was like milk of the poppy. Did he poison me?" Her hands tightened into fists.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-26 11:53 pm UTC (link)
"Ah." Hannibal nodded. "No, he did not lie to you, nor did he poison you. Morphine is a derivative of morphine, a lesser version that is used in medicine."

It smelled the same on the breath, and was just as addictive, though the morphine would not make a person quite as high. Hannibal was still quite displeased.

He moved away to the girl and to the sword that he'd seen. He stood in front of the desk, his hand wanting to go forward and touch the steel. Knowing that it was an invasion, taught by Lady Murasaki the finer details of swordplay and honor in the samurai, he refrained.

"I want to ask some questions, Arie, to assure your current mental state. Then we can move on to binding your ribs and getting your splint fixed up to hold you until tomorrow. You will need lots of sleep." He glanced over his shoulder at the girl in the wheelchair.

"What is your full name?" There were questions he couldn't ask to verify her clarity. The date was obsolete in this place, there was no president, and it was very likely she wasn't even from the same time or world anyway. "What is your age? Spell cat for me, and please give me the total of three plus nine plus two."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-27 01:22 am UTC (link)
Arya tensed as she watched him stand by Needle. It had been taken from her once by someone who thought that it was a fine sword, and she hadn't been able to fight back then, either. But he left it alone and she relaxed, if only slightly.

"Arie," she said, using the slightly different pronunciation that Erik had taken to using when she'd nearly slipped and given her real name. "Don't have a last name," she lied, clinging to the fake background that she'd invented ages ago. Smallfolk didn't have surnames. They were just who they were. "I think I'm eleven now? I'm not sure. But it's not because I'm hurt," she rushed to add, "it's because I haven't had time to think about it. And I don't know if the days are the same here as they were at home."

She chewed her lip. On the one hand, smallfolk didn't know how to read or do sums. And on the other, she didn't want to appear stupid. The desire not to let her cover slip won out. She shrugged, not looking at him. "Can't read or do that," she said, looking at her hands.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-27 04:08 am UTC (link)
There it was.

Hannibal had suspected that the girl wasn't being entirely truthful with them, him or Erik. There were too many contradictory things about her attitude and the things that she said. Her concern over her sword use had been particularly telling. Now, though, he had gotten it from her as if she'd written down a detailed confession.

The tone of doubt in her words as she spoke things that weren't true. The elevation of heart rate when the lies began. Higher body temperature that caused her unwashed scent to waft to him stronger than it had. The only honesty she'd just spoken was that she doubted her true age. Hannibal let the silence grow heavy between them.

Seconds ticked by as he cataloged the sword in his mind palace. Every curve of the hilt, the way the blade caught the light, how he could see the faint scarring of use in places. It was a well maintained piece of weaponry, art in its own right. He pictured the girl with it in her hand, and what she might look like while using it. There was no way, of course, to know what style she had learned, or if it was one that even existed in the worlds he had known, but he imagined that with her slight form that her master would have taught her something fluid, quick.

When his pulse had ticked out a minute, Hannibal finally spoke again. "You need to learn to lie better. You don't believe what you're saying, so while your story might be rehearsed and stored within your mind at the deepest levels, you still retain doubt about it. You still have fear of being caught, and it's detectable."

He turned to look at her, no anger - or any other emotion for that matter - showing on his face. There wasn't even accusation in his voice. He stated facts, nothing more. "Don't get me wrong, the average person wouldn't be able to pick up on the falsehoods, what you do you do well enough to get by. I, however, am not an average anything. You could be better."

Not giving Arie, whatever her real name was, a chance to speak just yet, Hannibal moved to the wheelchair, circling it quickly and engaging the brakes on the back of both wheels with a nudge of his toe before moving where she could see him and standing just outside of arm's reach of her. He had no worry that she would run, she physically could not. "Shall we try that again? Or shall I inform Erik that he's caring for somebody who is lying to him about nearly every aspect of herself? He doesn't take kindly to that sort of thing."

Hannibal knew that because of the circumstances, Erik might forgive her the trespasses she'd made, but once she was healed, she would probably never hear from him again. She had much potential, Hannibal hated the idea of it all being squandered because of something as stupid as being caught in fabrications.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-27 11:05 pm UTC (link)
Arya watched Hannibal as he stood silently. Something wasn't right. Normal people didn't just stand around doing nothing. He wasn't pacing or making notes or any of the things that she was used to people doing after they asked questions. Did he know? Maybe she had been right to be cautious and this place wasn't safe. Her stomach began to twist. Maybe the Lannisters had come here first. Maybe he was from Westeros and he was here under a false name, too. Maybe he was just someone who liked to hurt little girls. Maybe--

She bit her lip, her eyes widening as he spoke, and she gripped the sides of the chair until her knuckles turned white. He knew that she was lying. He was going to tell. The complete blankness in her voice reminded her horribly of another set of questions that she had heard once. "Are you going to torture me?" she asked quietly, though it didn't keep her voice from shaking.

He was between her and Needle, and she was hurt. There would be no way out of it this time.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-27 11:52 pm UTC (link)
"Torture you?" Hannibal raised a brow and smiled just a little bit. "I could. I could make you feel pain worse than you've ever known in your brief life. I could drag it on for years, and do it in such a way as to make you think it was what you wanted. But no. I have no intention of torturing you."

He recovered the chair from where it sat by the desk and brought it so that he could sit across from the girl who called herself Arie, be more on her level so to speak. Before he opened his mouth again, he assured that he was in the most comfortable position possible.

"You remind me of a girl that I knew a long time ago. Had she lived, I believe she would have grown up to be much like you are now. There's pain in you, loss. You lie because if you don't your life is at risk, yes?" It wasn't truly a question, so Hannibal moved on. "You have much potential in you, Arie. I can see it. I want to help you refine yourself. Become what it is that you could truly be."

Hannibal gestured behind him, toward the sword. "I am quite skilled in swordplay, I don't know what style you use currently, but I would be willing to teach you what I learned at the feet of my master. I can show you the ways to make a kill quick and clean, or slow and painful. Together we can find a way to blend it with the discipline you already know, create something new and fantastic that will be impossible to defend against. I can teach you how to conceal the truth better than you can now.

"There are many things you could learn from me, all I want is the truth."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-28 03:16 am UTC (link)
She couldn't help shrinking down in the chair. She'd seen what happened after the Tickler had gotten through with people. It had been why she'd killed him, because despite all her efforts to close her ears and her eyes to what he was doing to them, she could see and hear it, right in front of all of them and she knew that it could have been her at any time. The longest any of the villagers had lasted was until dark. She would not last years.

Arya watched him with too-wary eyes in her bloodless face, pale from fear and not pain now. Could she trust him when he said that he wouldn't torture her, that he wanted to help her? Should she trust him?

She had no real choice, she thought. At least about telling him her name, at least. That was a small thing. "Arya, of House Stark." She spoke quietly, defeated. And then, with a last little bit of defiance, she added, "I know how to kill. I've killed a lot of people. Men, even."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-28 03:32 am UTC (link)
The smell of her fear filled the air around them. Hannibal took a deep breath of it, letting it fill his lungs. How quickly she had shifted when he'd revealed what he could do to her, what he knew of her lies. She had to be made more confident, she could have all the fighting skills in the world and it wouldn't mean nothing if she couldn't hold herself steady on all levels.

For now, however, he would revel in her fear some.

"Arya Stark." Hannibal repeated. The name rang with truth. So did her claim of killing. "We have both killed, Arya. Despite the fact that you have done it previously, it does not mean you are skilled at it. That can change. I can show you."

He guessed that Erik would be intrigued by this girl's truth as well, but they would have to reveal it to the composer delicately. Arya would have to be the one to talk to him, to reveal herself. If Hannibal did it, it would not bode well for the girl. Before that could happen, she had to be ready. She had to be confident when she did it, unashamed of herself or the lie. Erik would respect that.

"You are highborn." Hannibal said, confident in that due to the way she said her name. "I am, as well. So there is a second thing that you and I have in common. Two in what I imagine is a fair list. You know how to read, you know arithmetic. Perhaps not as much as you should know at your age, but more than you pretend.

"If you're going to construct a persona, it's best to work off the truth. Paint a picture of yourself with the details of your real life, obscured in the greater image of your imagination. You might be Arie, but Arie is not an illiterate peasant. At the very least, Arie must be a handmaid, but even that might be too low."

Hannibal let this sink in.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-28 04:30 am UTC (link)
"Why would you do that? What do you get out of it?" She watched him suspiciously. "Nobody does anything for free."

Still, she wanted. If he saw through her lies, she wanted to know how to lie better, to protect herself. If he could fight, she wanted to learn how so that when the time came she could kill those on her list. She wanted that like she'd wanted to follow Jaquen, only now there was no pack holding her back. She was alone.

"A bastard," she said, thinking of Jon Snow. "Important enough to be educated and wed, maybe a lady's maid, but not important enough to be known. Arie Rivers." There were enough lords of the Riverlands with wandering cocks that one more bastard among many would not be noticed.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-28 04:44 am UTC (link)
"As I said, you remind me of a girl. My sister." Hannibal's eyes had never left Arya. She wasn't a perfect representation of the little one he had lost, but she did have the Lecters' coloring. He could even see touches of grace in her, despite her semi-broken frame. "What I get out of it is seeing a creature fully formed. Instead of merely observing the butterfly escape from its chrysalis, my hands will help shape it. Curiosity, Arya, is a powerful motivator."

He was glad to see how quickly she grasped on to the concepts he was telling her. Her mind worked fast, faster than he had hoped for. He didn't need to explain anything further for her story to begin taking shape in her mind.

"Good." He let the approval purr through his voice. "What was Arie Rivers' home like? Was she placed with her lady to grow up with her, to be a loyal friend? Or did she live in the house of her father for some time? Did she even know who her mother was? Did she love her lady, or was it just duty? Why does Arie Rivers know the sword?"

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-28 05:20 pm UTC (link)
That piqued Arya's curiosity. The man had a sister. Had she lived, he'd said, so his sister was dead. Like her brothers.

"Arie Rivers is a bastard of one of the sons of House Blackwood," Arya said, speaking slowly as the story spun itself in her mind. House Blackwood were Tully men, and loyal to the Starks, she'd heard. "Her mother was the daughter of one of the knights of House Blackwood, and married off to a new-made knight after her maidenhood had been taken. The lord's son made sure that his daughter was enough of a lady to be wed when she was old enough, and the new knight let her play at swords when nobody was looking."

The truth to a good lie was a little bit of a truth, Arya thought. "But Arie Rivers did not want to be a good little lady, because she wanted to be like her knight father, so the lord's son sent her off to be fostered. But the war happened and Arie Rivers had to cut her hair and hide as a boy, because she was safer that way. The sword is one that she took from a mercenary's body."

She looked up at Hannibal, searching for his approval.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-29 12:18 am UTC (link)
"So Arie was never actually placed in the position of lady's maid?" Hannibal liked the story so far, it rang of truths to him. So Arya Stark had done this herself. Hidden herself away. He nodded his approval, encouraged the girl with a bit of a smile. They had work to do, but she was definitely on the right track. Such a good student. Hannibal found himself to already be proud.

"Why did she have to hide?" It was important to get all the details down. To make sure that Arya could tell this lie in her sleep if she had to. That even if she were knocked silly, the lie would stick and nothing would slip by that she didn't want to.

"Did Arie's father teach her? Did she ever 'play at swords' with anybody else? Is this the only aspect in which she was a tomboy, or did she enjoy needlepoint and gossip circles? Was she an only child?"

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-29 04:36 am UTC (link)
"She never got the chance. The fighting in the Riverlands started before she got to..." She paused for a moment, thinking. "To Willow Wood, to House Ryger. She had a friend who played swords with her, a butcher's boy, but she never saw him after she was sent away and he's probably dead now." Though this imaginary butcher's boy wouldn't have merited the Hound; he would likely have just been killed by Lannister men. And Arie wouldn't have known one way or the other. "She had few friends, because everyone knows that bastards can't be trusted." It hurt saying that, because Jon Snow wasn't like what they said bastards were like. He was honest and true and the best big brother, and she missed him so much. But Arie had no big brother. "She has two half-brothers from her knight father, and probably more bastard brothers and sisters from the lord's son, but she's never met them. They're all dead now, her brothers and mother and father, because the Lannisters put siege to Raventree. So Arie has nowhere else to go."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-30 02:08 am UTC (link)
Hannibal began to paint a picture in his head of what Arya was saying. She had taken his instructions to heart and was making Arie from Arya.

"Arie Rivers is in hiding from these Lannisters." Hannibal wondered why, what did they want from Arya Stark? "What are the names of her brothers? Her mother? Her father? What is the sigil of her father's house?"

He had a load of questions for her. They would encompass even the smallest of details. Most, he thought, he would write down for Arya to answer, and then he would quiz her on them.

"Most minds won't think to ask these sorts of things, I know. Some might, however. It won't do to have you tripping over anything. The smallest thread can unravel the greatest tapestry. What does your father look like?"

Hannibal imagined that a girl so tied with her father as Arie and Arya were would be able to recall his memory instantly and in great detail. He needed to see how she answered this. The look in her eyes, the tone in her voice, her body language.

"Arie is an orphan in all ways, this is good."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-30 02:54 am UTC (link)
Her father. Hannibal had struck true. Her eyes stung. But she couldn't answer as Arya. She recognized the test for what it was, and tried to answer as she would have answered a lord of Westeros. "Edd," she said. "Her father's name was Ser Edd. He wasn't tall, and he wasn't old, and he had dark hair and grey eyes." She swallowed, chewing on her lip. "Her mother was named Jeyne. Her brothers were Jon and Robert." She felt guilty about leaving Bran, Rickon, and Sansa out of her story, but it was only a story. "They all looked alike, with fair hair."

Enough truth in that to remember, and enough to hurt. She sniffled and wiped her nose angrily.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-30 03:15 am UTC (link)
Hannibal felt sympathy for Arya's losses, but he did not soften. He knew what it was like to lose parents, a sibling, everything. To lose himself to a long silence in which he only screamed in his sleep.

For now he would leave the questions aside, help the girl to concentrate on something else for just a little bit.

He was quite proud of her catching the trap, for this he would offer a gift, perhaps a small thing to any who didn't know. A thing he had himself, and almost nobody knew about.

"I want you to envision these things, Arya. I want you to build a room inside of your mind for them. Create this story in rich detail until you can feel the warmth of them on your skin, hear their laughter and tears, smell them, taste the dinners your family sat at. I want you to build a room that belongs to Arie Rivers. Keep everything there, from the blush on her mother's cheeks when her father brings her a pretty flower to the rough play fights her half brothers surely engaged in. This room will reside in the palace of Arya Stark. Usually the room is where the secrets lie, in your palace, it will be the rest of the dwelling that you will keep others away from. You will build this over the years, until there are countless rooms. Right now, though, we will work on Arie.

"Put things within to trigger memories. A sword to represent knighthood and the tie Arie has with her father that other girls do not have. A ribbon for her mother. Whatever you think will help you recall these tiny details in the blink of an eye. Fill it. Make it as big or small as you wish, it can always grow. Decorate the outside of the door with the sigil of Blackwood so you know what is within. Even the door itself should be significant to you."

Hannibal turned back to the questions. "You've failed to answer some things I've asked. People don't forget when you gloss over specific queries. It makes them more suspicious. I want you to construct every wrinkle in the fabric of Arie Rivers. Perhaps nobody in your entire lifetime will ask the questions, but they will help you. The more confidence you have in Arie, the more confidence you will have in yourself, and the lie.

"It's expected and acceptable for you to falter at first. I will ask you randomly to repeat details until I am sure they are rooted within you. My memory is flawless, Arya, anything you have said to me tonight must be matched by what you answer in the future. I will help you where I think you need it most, but eventually I will not."

His tone indicated that there would likely be a punishment of some kind if she failed after the point where he was willing to give leeway. He would not reveal what that might be.

"Let us speak of the real you, momentarily."

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-30 03:38 am UTC (link)
She looked at him skeptically. Build a room inside of her mind? She looked at him as if he were touched in the head. It made no sense to her.

But he continued talking. She could almost see what he meant. "You want me to imagine a room filled with things?" She frowned. "And those things will help me remember and keep my story straight." But she'd have to think of the lies first, before she could think of imaginary things to attach them to. It would be something to do while her legs and rib healed, she decided.

She glared up at him. "I can remember. I remember lots of things. I'll get it all right."

Her expression did not change when he changed from that to wanting to talk about Arya Stark. She set her jaw, saying nothing. He could ask if he wanted to know.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-30 03:46 am UTC (link)
"Yes." Hannibal said, confidently. "You will."

He would not have put this task to her if he didn't think she could do it. He would, in fact, never have sat here with her to help her build her lies if he didn't think she was worthy. It wasn't just that he was reminded of a long dead sister, either. Arya had something about her, a spark, that he rarely saw in anybody. She could be taught. She was willing to learn. She was smart, capable, fierce. Most of all, she was unwilling to give up.

All of this was important.

Their similar past losses didn't hurt, though.

"You lost your family." Not a question. Hannibal was good at not asking questions. "It hurts, I know. It's a pain I am quite familiar with. My sister is not the only one who was taken from me. Her loss is not singular."

He did soften some then. Leaning forward in his chair, unclasping his hands, even his calculating eyes offered understanding. "Arya, it isn't comfortable to speak of, you'd rather hide it away forever. If you do that, it will eat you away from the inside. I want you to talk about it with me now. It's a big thing to ask, I am aware. I want you to tell me the story of your family. Begin at a time when things were happy and let it all out. I want to see all of your emotion. I want you to scream if you need, cry, be angry, be sad. I want you to exhaust yourself. This, too, will help with the lie. Expelling your pent up horrors will help you control how you react when somebody asks a question of you as I did about your father.

"In exchange, I will tell you of my own family." Hannibal waited.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-01-30 04:16 am UTC (link)
Her instinct was to snap that he knew nothing of it. But he did, of course, if what he said was true. She took a deep breath and started when the old king had come to visit and her brother Bran had fallen and they thought that he would die, and she and Sansa had left to go south with their lord father.

She continued emotionless through the journey down the Kingsroad, stopping to explain that their direwolves had not been dogs, and how Nymeria had been the very best. Which turned into the story of how Nymeria had defended her when then-prince Joffrey had been tormenting her friend Mycah, the butcher's boy who had played at swords with her. Which brought her to Mycah's death, Lady's death, and Arya having to drive Nymeria away to save her life.

She brightened up when she spoke of her dancing lessons from Syrio Forel, and then dimmed again when recalling how Jory Cassel had been killed. And then came her father's arrest, and the massacre of the Stark bannermen who had been with them in King's Landing, and Arya's time on the streets of King's Landing. And the death of Lord Eddard Stark.

"I couldn't get to him," she said hollowly, staring past Hannibal and back into the crowded square. "I tried, but there were too many people, and Yoren grabbed me, and he told me not to look. I heard it, though, I heard my sister screaming and Ice in the air and his body fall. I heard it."

She told how Yoren had cut her hair down to the scalp and told her to be Arry, a boy going to the Wall, and how he had died and how Raff the Sweetling had killed Lommy Greenhands. Her voice was flat as she described the march to Harrenhal and how the Tickler had tickled a person a day looking for gold or silver or jewels or information about Beric Dondarrian.

She didn't tell him about Jaquen H'ghar or her iron coin. Those were hers for now, and hers alone. Instead, she told about taking Hot Pie and Gendry and killing the guard to escape, and how they'd been taken by the Brotherhood Without Banners because she'd recognized Harwin and hoped that he would take her home, but instead he planned to sell her as a hostage. And how they'd let the Hound go. And how she'd escaped in anger and been captured by the Hound.

And then she got quiet. "Theon Greyjoy killed my little brothers in Winterfell," she said. "I heard about that. He lived with us all of my life and he killed them and he killed them and cut off their faces and burned their bodies, and then the Ironborn killed everyone at Winterfell. They were talking about it in the South. Rickon was only a baby, and Bran couldn't walk. They never hurt anyone."

Arya was silent for a while before continuing, telling Hannibal that the Hound had taken her to the Twins where her family was to be at her uncle's wedding. And they had been so close, but there had been a massacre. "I heard it," she said. "I tried to go, to do something, but the Hound hit me and when I woke up we were far away." Tears finally started to well up, though her voice was level. "I dreamed that I saw my mother. They cut her throat, stripped her naked, and threw her in the Trident. And my brother Robb..." She trailed off, her voice catching before she tried again. "They killed his wolf too, and cut off both of their heads, and sewed Grey Wind's head where Robb's should have been. They talked about it in all the taverns. The smallfolk talked about it like it was just another story, like it hadn't even happened."

She was silent for a long while before continuing, going on to the tavern where she and the Hound had seen Polliver and the Tickler. Arya's voice grew hard as she talked of taking Needle back from Polliver, who had stolen it, and killing the Tickler, stabbing him until she had been covered in blood.

"The Hound was wounded, and the wound festered," Arya said. "He wanted me to kill him. I left him there to die." She did not sound guilty or proud; it was just something that had happened. "And I fell asleep on my horse, and when I woke up I was somewhere else."

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-30 04:48 am UTC (link)
Her story was the sort that grew myths. Hannibal sat still and unblinking as she spoke of it. He had half expected her to erupt into a mess of tears and anger. Instead, young Arya Stark had held her own until the most difficult parts, which he guessed were so recent that she'd not had a chance to speak of them. Despite what he had told her to do, she had remained more stoic than one should be able to expect of a girl around elevenish years of age.

Yes, had she lived, Mischa would have been much like Arya.

Despite her strength in this telling, however, he had seen her knee-jerk reaction when the question of her father had come out of nowhere. They would have to work on that. She could tell the tale at her pace and hollow herself out. This was good, but she could do better. She could learn to let her eyes flash with joy when recalling a happy memory, instead of all this negative invading. He had done it, it had taken him a while and many delightful moments of revenge, but he had done it.

He took particular joy when she described her 'dance lessons'. His idea that she had been trained in a fluid fighting style had been correct. He would see her honed to become smoke. Untouchable by those who dared face her. If only River were still within the City's walls to teach the youngster more, Arya would be a force of nature.

The silence enveloped them as Hannibal guided himself through her tale once more. He brought himself to the present, where the blood wasn't flowing so freely. He had promised to share his own story.

"There was a great war." He began. "For some time my family believed that we were untouchable by it. We had a castle in the country, we were not kings or even princes. My father was a count, my mother a beauty with the talent for torture in her blood. Her beauty truly cannot be described. I loved her so.

"The only person on earth I loved more than my mother was my sister, Mischa. She became my life when she was born. My heart and my soul. I taught her my mother's songs and my father's adventurous stories. I sang to her and played with her. I showed her every wonder of the world that I could think.

"Then the war came too close to our home, and we retreated into the woods with those items we held most dear. There we waited out the final days, happy as we could be away from everything. We thought we were safe. We thought it was over. There are big machines, Arya, big noisy machines that fire fascinating and extraordinarily deadly projectiles. Some roll along the ground and some fly in the sky. One of the former came to our door, the soldiers within wanting water from our well. They told my parents that we children could stay inside where it was warm, since the winter was so bitterly cold. One of the flying machines spotted this happening and dropped ordnance right over our roof. The devastation was vast. It killed the soldiers, it killed my father, it left my mother mortally wounded. I went to her and she told me to protect Mischa. Then I watched as the wolves ate them all."

The story played out in his head as Hannibal told it, as if it had happened yesterday. Long ago, this part of his memory palace had been closed off from him. He had heard only the howling of the wolf pack.

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[info]i_consume
2015-01-30 04:48 am UTC (link)
"Mischa and I starved within the ruined cabin. I don't know how long before the men showed up. I tried to keep her warm, but we had no fire and only tattered blankets to stave off the chill. She was sick, I had no idea. The men knew, however. They knew as soon as they spoke with us. For days they attempted to hunt and only brought back skinny beasts to cook, which they boiled in Mischa's copper tub." Hannibal studied Arya carefully. She had seen horrors, terrible things. He believed she would not have as much trouble with this next part as many did, though she would likely recoil from the thought. "They took her out to our barn and returned without her. That night the stew had plenty of meat in it. More than enough to go around and fill all our bellies."

He did not doubt that the girl across from him would pick up on that particular word. Our. "They left me for dead then, chained, cold, alone. I don't recall leaving the cabin, I don't recall anything until I was found wandering in the snow. I was taken to an orphanage then. They had taken over my family's castle and made it into a home for boys with no family. Bigger children attempted to bully me because I did not speak, I only screamed in my sleep. I would not adhere to their pecking order. I was punished for this, but in that punishment, I found my way out through passageways only my family knew of. I found my way to my uncle's house, I found my Lady there and she brought me back to myself."

That was a tale for another time, though. When she was ready to train, Hannibal would explain what Lady Murasaki had shown him.

"I eventually found those men, Arya. I killed them all." He detailed for her each death. What he had gone through. The loss of Lady Murasaki because he would not stop his hunt. The feeling of satisfaction he felt when every sketch he'd drawn were finally just ghost faces of dead men.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-02-04 05:31 am UTC (link)
Arya listened quietly. The story of cannibalism didn't shock her; she'd grown up hearing stories of the Rat Cook, after all. And there were the rumors about the bowls of brown in King's Landing. For all she knew, she had eaten someone's little sister in the few bowls that she had during her time living on the streets in Flea Bottom.

But she knew what it was like to be starving, and to lose her family. "I have a list," she said. "I'm going to remember, and I'm going to find my way home, and I'm going to kill them all." Valar morghulis, she told herself. All men must die.

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[info]i_consume
2015-02-06 07:29 pm UTC (link)
"Good." He told the girl. "Revenge is good. Proper. A healthy expression of what needs to be done in order to settle your soul."

It wasn't really the truth. The truth was that he should have encouraged her to find a way to release it, get past the horrors that she had seen. Hannibal did not want that for Arya Stark, however. He wanted to see what she could become if she was properly mentored. Shown the ways to do what she needed to do and do it right.

"I will help you." Hannibal said calmly.

He imagined that once Erik was also made aware of all of these facts, the composer would want to teach young Arya his own tricks. Together they could mold her into the perfect killer.

The idea of it excited him, but he was careful to keep it to himself.

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[info]fear_cuts
2015-02-08 02:23 am UTC (link)
"Good," Arya said.

The fierceness in her answer seemed to be the last fierceness in her at the moment. Her injuries, the fright at her discovery, and telling her story had all seemed to drain her, it felt like. Like she was a waterskin with a hole in it and suddenly all the water was gone, leaving her empty. She leaned back in the chair, suddenly looking no different than any other tired child save that she was dirty and bruised. "Can I sleep now?"

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[info]i_consume
2015-02-08 04:01 am UTC (link)
"Yes." Hannibal said, and stood.

He moved across the room to summon the staff. She needed to rest, but first she needed to be clean. When they arrived, he directed one toward the bed, and another toward the attendance of Arya specifically. She could choose if she wanted a real bath or just to be cleaned with a sponge. He imagined she might want the former, he would. He would want to soak away the ache and the dirt, allow himself to become relaxed and sleepy, before getting into bed.

There were also instructions to not give her any further morphine, if she had pain she could have acetaminophen or ibuprofen. He would not have her on opiates of any kind. He did, however, allow that she could take a sleeping pill if she desired. He promised her that it would not harm her in any way, and that she would sleep a long and dreamless sleep.

Hannibal left Arya to be tended to, spoiled in ways she probably had not been in a long time.

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