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Dimitri Belikov (dhampirstrigoi) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2015-03-27 10:35:00

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allison argent, camille o'connell, damien thorn, dimitri belikov, faith lehane, lissa dragomir, mona vanderwaal, olive sinclair, phoebe halliwell

No Rose
How do I even
My apologies for

Thank you, everyone who restored me. Especially you, Lissa. I am forever in your debt.

I know I caused a lot of pain during my time here. And, for that I can only apologise.

As for the current issue. It's my fault, and I will fix it. It's the least I can do.

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	heelsoverhoodie 2015-03-27 02:41 pm UTC (link)
	On your own? Crazy huh? Look we'll get her, but we didn't save your ass for nothing. Now chill and let someone help you (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 09:59 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't necessarily mean on my own. I will accept any help I can get. (Reply to this) (Parent)

lostfaith
2015-03-27 06:19 pm UTC (link)

Hey, Dimitri. I'm Faith. Nice to meet you when I'm my trying to kick your ass.

I'm not gonna sugarcoat it and say it's all fine, but I've got some experience in being evil. What happened wasn't your fault. That was a monster in control of your body. I know you'll still feel guilty and maybe you should, because it'd be pretty fucked up to remember doing that stuff and not feel sorry. Point is, I'm not gonna hold it against you. Most won't.

As for Rose, you're nuts if you think we're letting you do it alone. This is our city, too. ~~And no one should have to take out someone they love.~~ Me and B, Sam and Dean, the rest of us - we're all gonna help you. One way or another, we won't let her stay like this.

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	dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	I know who you are. It's nice to meet you, Faith. I'm not saying I don't appreciate the help. Or that I will object to it. Just that it's my responsibility. And, I'll fix it. If people want to help me, then that makes it a hell of a lot easier. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostfaith 2015-03-28 02:31 am UTC (link)
	Great, I'm famous. Nah, that responsibility belongs to all of us. Took us too long to track you down. Or maybe it was the seal's fault for bringing you here at the point it did. Sucks all around, but we all know you didn't want this. Get some rest, you looked pretty wiped. If you come out before you're at full strength, you're just gonna get someone killed. (Reply to this) (Parent)

lostherway
2015-03-27 06:23 pm UTC (link)

We'll fix it. You couldn't hurt a kitten right now. Don't even try to tell me you've got your strength back, because I know better. Been there, done that, remember?

I know how you feel, because I went throught it myself just months ago, but it wasn't your fault. You were turned against your will and nothing you did as a Strigoi was in your control. It's going to take time to move on from it, but I think you'll find a lot of people won't blame you. Most of us know it wasn't your fault.

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	dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be fine, Olive. I have to be. I have to fix the worst think I did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lostherway 2015-03-28 02:27 am UTC (link)
	You didn't do this, Dimitri. The monster that had control of your body did. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	arme 2015-03-27 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	I won't pretend I understand what you're going through, but I don't blame you for any of it. I know you weren't in control. We'll take care of Rose, all of us together. We'll get the rest of them, too. This isn't something you have to do alone. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. That's all really appreciated. Really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	arme 2015-03-28 02:23 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to thank me. I know you just got here, but Rose is-was our friend. We want to help her, too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

Dimitri

thirdcharmed
2015-03-27 06:52 pm UTC (link)

Hi Dimitri, my name is Phoebe Halliwell, and I understand a lot of what you've just gone through. I'm not a licensed counselor, but I have acted as a psychiatrist for a number of people and I have a few years' worth of experience in helping people through difficult times, and have a Psych degree. I'm also an empath.

I also know that it may be difficult to talk to your friends and loved ones about what happened, so I just wanted to let you know that if you'd like an unbiased ear who understands, I'm here.

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	Phoebe dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 10:11 pm UTC (link)
	I will consider it. But, thank you for the offer. It is very much appreciated. I may very well take it up, when I am ready to talk about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dimitri thirdcharmed 2015-03-27 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	Take your time. I've been in a similar place so I know how you must feel right now. I only ask that whether or not you talk to me or to someone else, you don't take too long. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Phoebe dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	I can't even think about it. Not until I've saved Rose. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dimitri thirdcharmed 2015-03-27 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	I understand. My offer will extend to her too, of course, once she's saved. Is there anything I can do to help right now? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Dimitri littlequeen 2015-03-27 08:38 pm UTC (link)
	I'm just glad you are you again. We'll get Rose back too, I promise. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Lissa dhampirstrigoi 2015-03-27 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	I have no idea how I can ever repay you for this. Twice, since you did this back home as well. I hope so, I really do. Are you sure you're both up for it so soon. It must have taken a lot of spirit to pull that off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dimitri/Lissa littlequeen 2015-03-27 10:26 pm UTC (link)
	I'd do it again too. It did, but with Adrian this time, it wasn't as much from just me. I had charmed 2 stakes before, so at least I don't need to work on that too. We'll get her back. I'm not going to give up. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Dimitri/Cami fightcompulsion 2015-03-27 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure there are a lot of people offering to help if you want someone to talk to. If you find yourself in the need of a someone outside of those you know. My names Cami, I'm pretty good with listening and helping someone work through things that seem completely unbearable to work through. (Reply to this)

	_bornofajackal 2015-03-28 07:37 am UTC (link)
	I'm not going to cast blame, as this was beyond your control. I understand that. But you were saved, and so she will be. I also offer to help and work together with the others' efforts in finding her quickly too. My name is Damien, by the way. Facetwins are a bit of a common theme here in this place. (Reply to this)