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Tweak says, "It's not my club. Not my rules"

Grant Ward is not a true believer (notanazi) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-12-10 12:51:00

Entry tags:

davina claire gerard, grant ward, jemma simmons, john garrett, katniss everdeen

Hiatus.

I actually never thought I'd be this happy to hear that word. You try not to get drawn in but its hard when your life is right there, every week.

That means at least some commeritive celebration. Drinks anyone?

[John]

...Funny but watching that.

Makes a guy think.

...I know what you did to me, I always have. But fact is it was better than the alternative. And seems now I can pull someone else back from the brink. Not like Coulson's gonna bother

[Simmons]

I figured it was you. I took a chance on you not trying to kill me but gotta say, didn't expect them.

How is she? Ironicly this was the week she decided not to come watch with me

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	BioSpecialist dissectsthings 2014-12-10 01:27 pm UTC (link)
	Told you before. I'm not there yet. We just watched Trip die, Ward. While she turned into God knows what. ~~Which is rather fascinating, and I'm sure she's perfectly okay otherwise. Her mother was~~ How do you think she is? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	BioSpecialist notanazi 2014-12-10 01:34 pm UTC (link)
	And I told you before. I don't let my guard down. Trip followed her in. I can't argue it, I would have. Coulson too. Its why she made sure we couldn't. But she's who she's supposed to be. And still Skye. What it means for us here is just to keep her from overthinking it. Because she'll blame herself about Tripp (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BioSpecialist dissectsthings 2014-12-10 01:50 pm UTC (link)
	I know that. ~~It's always about her isn't it. She isn't the only one who watched her friend die~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BioSpecialist notanazi 2014-12-10 01:52 pm UTC (link)
	Do you? She'll probably turn to you before me. So you need to be there. You need to tell her its not her fault and it changes nothing. You can't abandon her if something changes in the future. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BioSpecialist dissectsthings 2014-12-10 05:17 pm UTC (link)
	I would never do any such thing. Do you even know me at all? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

BioSpecialist

notanazi
2014-12-10 05:21 pm UTC (link)

I know what I saw. And Coulson's dragging you all down with him. Using how pissed he is at me to justify it all. You're from before and I get that, but tell me you don't agree with every ridiculous decision your boss is making. And believe me, I know about bosses and crazy decisions. He's no better.

Or why exactly did you all find 33 as something to put down and not, I don't know, help.

I made my choices. She didn't. And unless you prove that you're not gonna do that to Skye then no, I won't believe you won't eventually see her as a threat.

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	BioSpecialist dissectsthings 2014-12-11 12:21 pm UTC (link)
	I can't believe we're even having this conversation. I don't know why other me did anything. I'm not her. And, I don't have to prove anything to you. You're being ridiculous if you even think that was a possibility. I am not having this ludicrous conversation with you any longer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BioSpecialist notanazi 2014-12-11 12:25 pm UTC (link)
	See its funny. That other me? I know why he did everything he did. I do think it. Maybe its ridiculous, think that if you want. But you'll all turn against her. But I won't. Of course not. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	darkvalkyrie 2014-12-10 01:30 pm UTC (link)
	Lucky. Mine's just started. Drinks are definitely needed. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-10 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry to hear. Commiseration drink on me then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	darkvalkyrie 2014-12-10 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	Make it a double, and you're on. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Ward firstdeathlok 2014-12-10 01:41 pm UTC (link)
	I made you stronger. Whitehall's conditioning wouldn't have done that. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	John notanazi 2014-12-10 01:45 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not denying that. You did. Without you I'd be no one and I'll always be grateful. And I'll make sure you're safe here. But its not weak. To want to help her back. To want Skye to understand why I did what I did. Whats so wrong with wanting that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward firstdeathlok 2014-12-11 01:18 pm UTC (link)
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	John notanazi 2014-12-11 01:24 pm UTC (link)
	...I know. Weaknesses. I'm sorry (Reply to this) (Parent)

	thisgrlisonfire 2014-12-10 02:45 pm UTC (link)
	It is hard. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-10 02:52 pm UTC (link)
	And you'd know wouldn't you. You settling in? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisgrlisonfire 2014-12-10 02:54 pm UTC (link)
	I guess I do. ~~I knew it~~ I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	neverfit 2014-12-10 05:21 pm UTC (link)
	I don't really feel like celebrating. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-10 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I'm not gonna pretend I liked him, if he shows up here. I'm pretty sure he'll prove its mutual by trying to kill me. But he looked out for you. Did what you wouldn't let me do. ...what do you want to do? Cause I'm not letting you wallow (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverfit 2014-12-13 05:13 am UTC (link)
	Nice, Ward. Real nice. It's not your call. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-13 12:54 pm UTC (link)
	I don't lie to you. I'm not gonna say he was a friend. He wasn't. I won't miss him, doesnt mean I'm glad it happened, just it doesn't effect me like it does you. Never said it was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	neverfit 2014-12-13 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	You should really stop talking now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-13 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	I'll back off. Just know I'm here, when you need me (Reply to this) (Parent)

	notyourpuppet 2014-12-12 03:46 pm UTC (link)
	I don't understand why you all torture yourselves with that show every week. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-12 04:02 pm UTC (link)
	I needed to know. Its hard to explain but I made her a promise. I needed to know I kept it. Turns out I did (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notyourpuppet 2014-12-12 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	Good, I'm glad. ~~Will you stop torturing yourself with it when it comes off hiatus now?~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2014-12-12 07:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent)