Marcel
We both made a lot of mistakes in our relationship, and there are so many things we should have done differently. Or, then again, making those mistakes brought us to who we are now. So there's that.
It's true, I don't like being cruel for the sake of it. When I lash out at someone, it's calculated. Because they hurt me. But maybe the reason for the cruelty isn't the point, maybe the fact I am cruel is the point? Though yeah, I did help at the hospital.
I turned it off once. After the Cage. I was horrendous. I never want to be that person again, but sometimes it gets so overwhelming to deal with.