Rebekah, you're not perfect. If you were, you wouldn't be my friend. That would be asking too much. But you are a good person and I'm tired of the implications that you're not. Have you always been? No. But you're working to be a different woman here and that's okay.
I don't know. Maybe it's me, but I feel like everyone deserves love. In some form. And you have it and you had best hold on to it. You have a husband who loves you, brothers who adore you, and friends who have made you one of their own. So don't you think about giving up on any of that. You have worked so hard to be a better person. Hold on to that. And know there's so many of us here if you need us.