Rebekah Salvatore finally found love (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} hasherwhims) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} wariscomingcom, |
He's already disowned me and seems to have decided that I am the cause of all issues or something.
I mean really, like you didn't figure out the baby thing over the weekend like I did. The idea you would ever hurt a child is abhorrent and ridiculous.
I just
I hate how his words still affect me so much. A thousand years of abuse from him, a thousand years of never really having a life because of him and still I'm hurting because he's rejecting me. I loved him through everything and it's all meant nothing to him. And it hurts, Stefan. This is all part of the stuff I'm working out in therapy with Claire. The root causes of the feeding issues. It's not that I can't feed. It's that on some level I don't want to. I don't deserve to.