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Kol Mikaelson kills for sport. (itchtokill) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-05-21 02:46:00

Entry tags:

alex millar, damon salvatore, elijah mikaelson, kol mikaelson, rose tyler

No evil/Heaven
Somehow, Nik, you will be on the bouncehouse before the day's out Saturday! Even if it takes me and Bekah literally dragging you!

[Alex]
You know, I haven't heard from you in awhile. How're you, love?

[Rose T.]
Okay so drunk texts were a terrible, terrible way to go. But really. I do miss you.

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	Kol stucklikethis 2014-05-20 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	~~Pretty fucking terrible~~ Trying to get a job. Turns out humans need to eat and food costs money, who knew, right? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Alex itchtokill 2014-05-20 07:26 pm UTC (link)
	Who, indeed. Good on you for the job, though. But how are you, really? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol stucklikethis 2014-05-20 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Well, I have to get one first. I don't really know what there is for me. I've I've been better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex itchtokill 2014-05-20 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	Still, it's good you're looking. Give you something to focus on. ~~Besides that prat you call a~~ You'll find something, no doubt. What happened? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol stucklikethis 2014-05-20 09:38 pm UTC (link)
	Ginger's giving me an interview at Purgatory. I could do barmaid. Maybe earn enough that I can stop sponging off Lydia and rent my own flat. Or apartment. He contacted me. He told me I'm pretty much the worst girlfriend ever and now he never wants to speak to me again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex itchtokill 2014-05-20 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	I could see it. Might actually have to go check the place out if you start working there! Are you fucking kidding me? What the hell is his problem? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Kol

stucklikethis
2014-05-20 10:59 pm UTC (link)

I wouldn't want to tear you away from Bed of Roses!

You. Me. Himself. I haven't been supportive enough, I'm choosing you and Caroline over him, I'm not letting him have an opinion that's different to mine. You.

I guess it was different or something, when I was a ghost. When I was dead. Now I'm just some lame human. Don't have centuries of experiences or special skills. Unless you count knowing how the offside rule works in football. Proper football.

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Alex

itchtokill
2014-05-20 11:26 pm UTC (link)

Oh, Lexi and Lee could use a break from me every now and then, I'm sure!

Okay, first: You haven't been supportive?! Are you fucking- wow. Seriously, how far did he shove his head up his arse? And second: The fuck do I have to do with this?! What the hell is he saying about me?

That's fucking bullshit. Completely. He's a fucking prat, Alex. You're worth more than how he's treated you for months now.

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Kol

stucklikethis
2014-05-21 10:25 am UTC (link)

How they manage to run a business while being so hyper, I'll never know!

He says I haven't been there for him with the whole turning human again thing. It hasn't been easy for him or something. That I ran away as soon as things got hard. Oh, he really really really doesn't like you. Seems to find the idea of you wanting to be my friend ridiculous or something.

I don't know what to do now. Okay, I kind of do because he's said he doesn't want to speak to me again, so that's that, I guess. It's really really over.

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Alex

itchtokill
2014-05-21 01:56 pm UTC (link)

Skills!

And what were you supposed to do between all his ranting and bitching and being a prick? I'm just curious. How did he expect sympathy and understanding when he couldn't dish out the same? I can't have friends for sake of having friends now? News to me. Thought I had plenty of those.

It's a shit place to be. I mean, I only have my siblings' experiences to draw from, and mostly Elijah's because really Bekah never had what you could call a breakup. But still. It's shitty. But, you know, once you're at the point you're ready? I don't think it'd be so hard for you to find some ...and proceed to shove it in his face. Or I'm just petty. But it's probably what I'd do.

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Kol

stucklikethis
2014-05-21 04:27 pm UTC (link)

It just feels like he put me on this pedestal of perfection and when I failed to live up to it, he's furious and disgusted with me. It hasn't been easy for me either. I love being alive again, I love being seen again, but I'm lost, Kol. I have no idea what to do now. Not just over him, but in general. I was a ghost for two years, fought two versions of the Devil and now I'm just some girl again. Some swearing tomboy Scottish girl, with no powers or skills. I don't have my Dad or my brothers, I don't have anything of the life I used to have.

Urgh, I hate this. I'm sorry I'm unloading all this shit on you.

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Alex

itchtokill
2014-05-21 05:03 pm UTC (link)

Which is the stupidest thing in the world, but seems to mostly fit where he's concerned, honestly. He's sort o that way with people in general.

I get that. I mean, I was barely dead long before I turned up here and I've got family around but..doesn't exactly always help. And when we made that truce and all, I mean, I had no clue what to do. My usual MO was kill anything that walks that I damn well felt like and if someone got in my way, they go too. I've figured a way around that, that still gives me some working ground but...yeah, I get being lost on what to do round here. Especially now. There's no big giant threat looming over us and all that, so, where do we even go from here?

Well, I did ask.

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Kol

stucklikethis
2014-05-21 06:26 pm UTC (link)

He holds people up to impossible standards and then is so disgusted when they fail. And makes them feel like crap.

Do you dream? About what happened? When I was a ghost I didn't sleep so I didn't dream. Now I dream, about all of it. I wake up screaming.

When I was dead, I was useful. I had powers. I could help. But now I'm alive again, I'm actually nothing.

Thanks, Kol.

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Alex

itchtokill
2014-05-21 08:58 pm UTC (link)

It's annoying at best and completely degrading at worst. It makes me want to punch him, which would be really bad now that he's human again

Yeah, I dream. About dying, what little bit of the Other Side I experienced. About being possessed. ...No one actually knows that. That I still dream about it. I just try ignoring it, you know? Everybody's got their own shit going on and I really...don't like talking about it anyway. I avoid sleeping when the dreams get too regular. Course, you can't do that, humans need sleep. But you could text me if you want, next time.

Whether high and mighty believes it or not, you're my friend, Alex. And I think you know how I am with my friends. Don't have a ton of them, but the ones I've got count.

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Kol

stucklikethis
2014-05-21 09:08 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, don't punch him. The sad thing is, I think he genuinely believes he's giving people a fair chance and they're the ones in the wrong for constantly letting him down. He doesn't understand that no one can live up to the standards he demands.

You've not talked to your family about it? Or your two lovers, which is totally hot, by the way. Maybe you should. It might help. Humans should not need sleep, sleep is lame. Do not approve. But thank you. I mean it.

You're actually a pretty awesome friend.

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Alex

itchtokill
2014-05-22 12:56 am UTC (link)

I won't. But I still kind've want to. No wonder him and Katherine get along.

No. Don't see the point, really. Can't fix it or change it, you know? Just have to deal with it. And...thanks. I don't even really know how I went a thousand years without bedding the same person more than twice to having two actual lovers but...wouldn't change it for anything. You're welcome.

Thanks, love. Means a lot, actually.

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	Kol stucklikethis 2014-05-22 07:49 am UTC (link)
	I haven't even spoken to Katherine in months. But doesn't talking to them help with the dealing thing? I don't know, maybe it was some weird fate thing and you had to wait to meet them before you could settle. Well, you should hear it more often. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Alex itchtokill 2014-05-22 01:09 pm UTC (link)
	And no one can blame you. She fucked you over same as she does to everyone. I did, just recently. It was fun watching her squirm and the threat I gave her was even better. Usually, maybe. But...I dunno. Just don't like thinking about it and talking about it sort of requires thinking about it. Think fate could've known about the alternate reality bit? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	thismanofhonor 2014-05-20 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	Ha. I'd pay to see that. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	itchtokill 2014-05-20 08:16 pm UTC (link)
	Start selling tickets! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thismanofhonor 2014-05-20 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	You'll lose, brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	itchtokill 2014-05-20 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	Don't be such a Negative Nancy, Elijah! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	someonehasto 2014-05-20 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, I look forward to seeing that. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	itchtokill 2014-05-20 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Be on the ready with a camera, Salvatore! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	someonehasto 2014-05-21 12:34 am UTC (link)
	Oh, I will be ready. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	itchtokill 2014-05-21 01:10 am UTC (link)
	Knew I could count on you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Kol plusone 2014-05-24 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	((We's gonna pretend this was timely and not rushed and etc okay??)) I'm used to drunk texts. I can interpret Peter on a bad night. You don't have to miss me, though. But at least you actually check in. Which makes you a damn sight better than some. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Rose itchtokill 2014-05-24 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	[of course! <3 ] Well, there's that, at least. Still sort of tacky, though. I think that should definitely be remedied, and soon. ~~Who are you~~ Oh? Well, that's new. I'm not generally the one in anyone's better standing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol plusone 2014-05-25 01:31 pm UTC (link)
	Kol, even when drunk you thought to miss me. Surprisingly, that means a lot. I agree it should. And I agree it's weird but use it the next time someone tries to look down on you as a person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose itchtokill 2014-05-25 02:39 pm UTC (link)
	I can appreciate that. When are you free? I'll keep that in mind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol plusone 2014-05-25 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	I run my own business and I only have one class over the summer. I'm pretty much always free. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose itchtokill 2014-05-25 07:21 pm UTC (link)
	Fair. So you want to do something next week? Movies or something, maybe? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol plusone 2014-05-25 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	Seen Godzilla yet? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rose itchtokill 2014-05-27 01:57 am UTC (link)
	No, but it definitely looks good. So, Godzilla then? (Reply to this) (Parent)