Something you wont stop doing because it's "hard" or you're scared. Something that after three months you won't toss up you're hands and say "Oh well, I'm done. I don't have to talk to them anymore!" My brother extended an olive branch to you, Katherine and you know he did. If you can't try, if you won't make an effort...tell me now. If I'm willing to risk being disowned by my brother for you, you can at least try for me.