Peter would not want me to give up the world for him and so I wouldn't dishonour him by doing so. He has loves too.
You talk like there is another angel here, without attachments, ready to take my place. There isn't and I am no less committed. I used to fear that is what would happen but it never did.
He also offers that choice, seeks them out, the troubled and coaxes them to sign. It is not passive. It doesn't trouble you?
I know and I would have stopped you but you said yourself, it cannot be you. You seem to seek to convince me it can't be me either but there is no one else.
All you have done is dismiss my concern for you but it's a valid concern. If you don't care what that will do to you then that's your choice.