True. But does that mean you should ignore the world. You're missing my point entirely aren't you.
And nope, you don't get to do the loud thing with me or I will dull the noise right down for you until you stop using it as an excuse not to deal with what's happened. And you know that I could. This is life Kon, and yes, sometimes its awful and cruel. But if you shut everything out you miss the parts where its wonderful.
Miss your friends, I'm not saying you shouldn't. But don't forget the ones you still have