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Rebekah Salvatore finally found love (hasherwhims) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-01-26 23:09:00

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caroline forbes, elijah mikaelson, kol mikaelson, lexi branson, niklaus mikaelson, rebekah salvatore

Filtered to Older Brothers + Stefan + Caroline + Lexi
~~Please don't freak out~~

Stefan and I were thinking of going away for a couple of days. I think I need to get my head together, and so does he. And I have a lot to make up for there.

And if Henrik is going to adjust to being told what we all are now, it'll probably help if I'm not around while I'm like this.

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	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-27 04:39 pm UTC (link)
	I just want him to stop. The Cage felt so real and every time it was him, every time, the same day over and over and over again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-27 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	I hate to say it...but I really don't think he knows how to stop, Rebekah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-27 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	Did he tell you we talked? About the Cage. He said he'd probably hurt me again some day. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-27 11:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, he mentioned it. I'm sorry, sister. At least he was honest about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-27 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	Did he tell you it was Dante's Inferno? The Nine Circles? I know. He said he wished he could promise he'd never hurt me again, but that he probably would. And I know that. Elijah seems so convinced he won't. And Nik joking about daggers. About wishing for them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-28 12:04 am UTC (link)
	No, he didn't mention that part. It shouldn't be that way. He should...care more than that. I can't be that...certain of that, ever. I don't know how Elijah is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Kol

hasherwhims
2014-01-28 12:08 am UTC (link)

Nine different hells. Do you remember when Dante's first came out? I thought it was pretentious. Should have paid more attention to it. The eighth circle, that was Fraud. Kept thinking I was back, but as the day went on, people changed. Turned on me. And every time, Nik killed me while you all laughed. Every single time. I lost count by the end of how many days of that there were.

He won't though. He doesn't understand why I saved him.

Because Elijah is a fool who wants to believe the best of him.

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Beks

itchtokill
2014-01-28 02:57 am UTC (link)

It sounded completely ridiculous at the time, really. But after everything we've seen, it's less surprising that it's actually real. That's what you saw? Every day for years on end? Rebekah, I'm so sorry. I wouldn't, you know. I wouldn't let that happen. ~~I'd die again if it would save y~~

I know he won't... He can't truly comprehend the idea of it.

I love him, but he is a fool, blindly trusting in that. In Katerina.

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Kol

hasherwhims
2014-01-28 11:29 am UTC (link)

That was one of the circles. All nine were different. Violence was just pain, Lust I saw Stefan leaving me for Elena, Gluttony I couldn't feed. All of them different, but Fraud was the worst. At the end of each day I'd remember it had all happened before, I would try to run, but he caught me, every time. It's not your fault, Kol.

I tried explaining it, why I did it, why I'd do it again, for him, for you, for Elijah. He really didn't get it.

He always wants to see the best in us, and in her.

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	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-28 02:33 pm UTC (link)
	Doesn't matter if it's my fault... Still sorry you had to go through all of that. Just when we start thinking maybe things are really different here, Nik has a way of regressing everything and reminding us things will never really change. But the best isn't always what's there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-28 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	It happened, it's over. He's not changed in a thousand years. He'd probably wish for those damn daggers and not even tell us. And Caroline doesn't get it because she's never seen that side of him. Oh, she's seen the killer, everyone has, that's hard to miss. But the side of him that turns against us. It rarely is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-28 04:22 pm UTC (link)
	Is it really that simple? Probably. She's a brilliant girl, but...he has her fooled on that. Or her optimism's done it. But she can't understand it, and I wouldn't wish her to. Wouldn't wish what we've dealt with on anyone, really. Except maybe Gilbert. That I might be okay with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Kol

hasherwhims
2014-01-28 05:03 pm UTC (link)

No.

I don't think it's a fooled thing, I think he's genuinely different with her, so she can't see that side of him. And she doesn't yet comprehend time the way we do. To wake up with decades of your life missing, to be afraid of his temper all the time. He is spiteful, and petty, and selfish. He might claim it's all been in our best interests, and he might even believe it, but the fact is, the only interests he really cares about are his own.

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	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-28 06:35 pm UTC (link)
	Didn't think so. I think that's what makes it harder now than it was before. The way he is with her... it proves he's capable of it, that he can care, and yet he'd not hesitate to run us over for one of his famed lessons he so loves to teach us. Knowing she'll never suffer that side of him... sounds petty to say it but it's not fair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Kol

hasherwhims
2014-01-28 06:48 pm UTC (link)

You know me too well.

It's not petty. I feel it too. He's openly said to me that he loves her and it's all new, which just says that he loves her more than us.

She'll never know that side of him. He wouldn't even snap her neck, unlike us. The reason Stefan's alive is because Caroline wants it, not because of my love for him. Caroline means more to him than we do, and that's not her fault, but it also means she'll never know him the way we do.

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	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-28 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	Just a bit. Love you. It'll always be about control with the rest of us, won't it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-28 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	Love you too. You know me better than anyone. It will. He's a paranoid control freak, who probably genuinely believes he knows what's best for us better than we do, but in his mind what's best for us is actually what's best for him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-29 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Well, as your almost-twin, that's to be expected. I hate that it can't be different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-29 12:22 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes I wonder if the entire family lied to us and we are actually twins. Me too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Beks itchtokill 2014-01-29 01:33 am UTC (link)
	It's sad it wouldn't be surprising, isn't it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Kol hasherwhims 2014-01-29 11:39 am UTC (link)
	Wouldn't even surprise me a little bit. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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