Alex
I used them. Katherine, Lauren. I used them because I could. Because it was easy. Because I knew Katherine would think she was helping me, because a part of me, of him, did see her as...I don't know. I knew it would work.
You are far from my nightmare. That's him. That's always him and its the nightmare I can never escape. Because I'm never going to be strong like you, like Mitchell.
I'll always be the coward Alex.
I caused that in you and I don't know how to begin to make it up to you