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John Mitchell is on the fringes looking in (onthefringes) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-09-25 22:34:00

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john mitchell, lydia bennet

Filtered to Lydia Bennet
Can I come over?
Haven't been able to stand the house all day
Lucifer sent me a
You shouldn't be anywhere near me
I'm a monster.

Why are you with me?

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	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 05:49 pm UTC (link)
	What kind of stupid question is that? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 05:52 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not a good person. You could do so much better than a fuck up like me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 05:53 pm UTC (link)
	Funny, I haven't so far. You screwed up, Mitchell. We both know that, it isn't a secret. But I want your future, not your past here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 06:20 pm UTC (link)
	Really? When my past involves actual massacres? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 06:21 pm UTC (link)
	Do you regret it? Have you been working to change that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 06:27 pm UTC (link)
	Of course I do, that's not the point. Everything I've done, one day it's going to catch up with me again. Even here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	You don't know that. Why are you questioning this? Us? Me After everything? Is this a Lucifer thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	Someone like me doesn't get to escape everything forever. He sent a reminder. That there's a wolf-shaped bullet coming for me one day. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	Forever is a really long time, Mitchell. Don't you dare let that bastard decide your life for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	You deserve so much more than me. I'm a monster. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	I deserve someone who cares about me. Who's willing to fight for me and by me. Who defends me, and believes in me, and who trusts me. Unless that somehow changed with the delivery of one bullet, that someone is you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 07:18 pm UTC (link)
	Of course I care about you. I trust you, and all those things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-25 07:21 pm UTC (link)
	Then stop kicking your own ass, Mitchell. I have the man I want.I know what you've done, what you're capable of. You're not telling me anything I don't already know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-25 07:27 pm UTC (link)
	~~What if I don't stay that man?~~ I still don't understand why you want me at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

enjoytheadorbs
2013-09-25 07:33 pm UTC (link)

Because I know you. The you not on the blood, the one not being controlled by someone else. Because when I'm with you, I actually feel important. I don't feel like I'm constantly being compared to Jane or Lizzie. I'm able to be who I am. Because you see someone in me that I couldn't see in myself. ~~You make me feel loved~~

I don't know what else you want to hear.

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	onthefringes 2013-09-26 06:23 am UTC (link)
	I don't know what I did to deserve someone as amazing as you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-26 10:45 am UTC (link)
	Pretty sure I just told you. You make me happy. What more do you need? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-27 04:41 am UTC (link)
	I just want to be worthy of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-27 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	You took a girl who thought she was nothing and made her see that maybe it was possible for her to be someone. You are worthy, baby. You've earned that. ...how about you come over? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-28 11:09 am UTC (link)
	You are so much of someone, love. So very very much of someone. Yes, please. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	enjoytheadorbs 2013-09-28 02:09 pm UTC (link)
	You never have to ask, you know. My door's open for you. ~~Really should just get you a key~~ ~~That...sounds really official and never mind I guess~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onthefringes 2013-09-28 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	You're amazing. (Reply to this) (Parent)