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Tweak says, "My dog ate my sanity"

Dick Grayson is just wingin it (nightwingingit) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2012-08-11 13:09:00

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kaine parker, kon-el/superboy

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He's turned my pancake into a lecture.

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	Kon cursedone 2012-08-11 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	Sounds like Clark and Pete would probably get along. Thing about the lectures is that they're usually right, and mostly come from a place of caring. ~~In your case, at least.~~ You know that, right? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	nightwingingit 2012-08-11 08:27 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I think that's the annoying part. Well one of them, the other being lectured with super hearing. I guess so, but sometimes..I don't know. He's been lecturing me since he got back. I couldn't stop it. If I could I would have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

cursedone
2012-08-11 08:48 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, I can imagine how that'd make it suckier. I hear that's kind of the nature of the beast when you have people that care about you, though.

You probably can't stop the anger, no. I still feel it all the time. Hell, part of me still wants to handle my problems the way I used to. The trick that's been working for me, mostly, is to not even bother trying to stop the anger. Instead I work on keeping a tiny little bit of my mind on something else, something that keeps that little bit of me stable and able to think through the rage. It's helped so far.

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nightwingingit
2012-08-11 09:21 pm UTC (link)

He keeps asking me what happened, but I don't know how to answer it aside from everything just went too fast. All at once. I couldn't keep up and there was nothing I could have even done. Dark tortured them. They wouldn't let me help. I still feel it. Sometimes it's quieter and others I just can't drown that little voice out that sounds a hell of a lot like Luthor's.

Something else?..I don't..I guess having my ipod helps sometimes. Being at Connor's is good too. Aside from all the tranquilizers.

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cursedone
2012-08-12 02:33 am UTC (link)

Was it that it happened too fast, or that you felt like you were powerless to stop it?

There you go. When you feel it coming on, think about how you feel when you're at Connor's. Think about how you feel when you've got your favorite playlist going on your ipod. Or if there's a person that always keeps you calm, think about them. That one can be trickier if they're part of the reason you're angry, though.

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	nightwingingit 2012-08-12 08:07 pm UTC (link)
	Both really. Everyone disappeared and then so did they. That's usually Clark or Allana, but they were gone. It didn't work. I still feel dirty calling myself a Luthor. (Reply to this) (Parent)