Filtered against evil and away from Winchesters
So, I've gone into Need-Something-To-Do overdrive, at this point. I've packed, unpacked, and repacked the hospital bag three times today alone. ...there might also be one at my own place, just in case. I might have also done the same to it. I've been down to my place, made a grocery list, went shopping, cleaned, did laundry, took the best, longest bubble bath of all time, and then, because I still couldn't sit still...I rearranged my books alphabetically by genre, author, and title. When I didn't like it, I re-did it alphabetically by author, bigger bindings to smaller ones. Then I passed out for five hours and it was glorious. ...this can't be normal. I'm getting some serious cabin fever right around now.
[Clark] My Braxton Hicks contractions are getting really bad...I'm messaging Martha too, but it's making me really nervous. Like super nervous. I really don't want to ask but...what's the likelihood that you can be on-call tonight instead of actually going into the Roadhouse...?
[Martha] Is it still Braxton Hicks if it's on and off all day for a few ungodly painful seconds at a time? That's normal, right? Like three or four times an hour for about five to ten seconds apiece. That's not labor, right? It doesn't feel like labor, but I don't know what labor feels like I guess, so...yeah, I thought I'd check.
[Jo] I'm really sorry I didn't make it over to the Roadhouse the other night. I really wanted to but I was really in no mood to be around people at all by the time I got through to an actual person at the cab company. Rain check?
[Florence] Is this how you felt when Andy was little? Like your heart was breaking every time he opened his mouth? There's a little boy here, now...Ben. He's twelve; he came here looking for Dean, I guess. I spent like an hour texting back and forth him last night reassuring him that he's allowed to be afraid while Dean is off looking for the kid's missing mother and that he's not "a bitch" for being scared for his mom.
He said she disappeared and it was his fault because he's the man of the house and, Florence, I swear to God, I was crying through half of that text session. Please tell me it's just my hormones and that I'm not always going to feel like this, right? I mean, when my boys get upset, I'll be able to take it like a man instead of bawling when they can't see, right? Because that was exhausting!
[Allana] I haven't said much on the board lately because I'm kind of trying to lay low, but I've been reading and I saw that you say to Elphaba that you were going to Ohio because of the animals. How did it go? I've been keeping up on it on and off because it's all over CNN...it's horrible what happened.
Oh, and also...I have intel that my boys will be embarrassed of me by the time they're ten. Good times.