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Leela rarely understands her robot dog (leelaofsevateem) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-10-16 16:56:00

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~~I am not a coward, but it is easier to start this way~~

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	callmefred 2011-10-17 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	As well as this place will allow. You've been quiet Leela. Since I regenerated. ...since you saw me with... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	leelaofsevateem 2011-10-18 02:10 am UTC (link)
	The experience with the previous you was not a pleasant one, and she said some not very nice things before she regenerated into you. I have also been thinking. Have you talked to him since then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmefred 2011-10-18 02:11 am UTC (link)
	She was cruel. The things she said were unfair and untrue. ...I have. Its complicated, where he is concerned (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	leelaofsevateem 2011-10-18 02:27 am UTC (link)
	If we were back on Gallifrey, I would agree. Now, I am not so sure. Many things have happened here. Complicated how? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmefred 2011-10-18 10:57 am UTC (link)
	No Leela. She was wrong. Believe me. ...complicated. I can't explain it, I'm sorry, I don't quite know how to (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

leelaofsevateem
2011-10-19 03:19 am UTC (link)

Why is it that every time you, or rather that other you, or the Doctor gets upset with me, I automatically become stupid? Why is that other you so quick to play Andred against me? I was there, I do not need it used against me.

You know he is evil, Romana. It is the Master. It is only a matter of time before he does something evil, you know that.

[OOC: So sorry Romana, Leela's been keeping a lot inside. >_>]

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callmefred
2011-10-19 09:57 am UTC (link)

I don't believe you stupid. Not at all. She did, if truth be told. She thought you little more than a savage able to be manipulated to her needs. And she should never have mentioned Andred. I should never have done so. It was cruel.

I know he has been evil. But I know also he has asked for my help. There are so few of us left Leela. How can I turn my back on him?

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	leelaofsevateem 2011-10-19 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	That is the common view most Time Lords on Gallifrey had about me, I am not blind or deaf. Do you still want me as your bodyguard? The other you made it clear she did not want me around any longer. He has asked you for help? Are you certain he is not using you? I know evil when I see it, and I see it in him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmefred 2011-10-19 09:48 pm UTC (link)
	I want you as my friend. If that's possible after everything, after Andred. I want you around. He's not using me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

leelaofsevateem
2011-10-20 11:02 am UTC (link)

I want to be around you, to be your friend again. I miss when things were not so complicated, when I was not faced with pain by the mere mention of Andred and everything I have experienced in this world. I miss my home world, where everything was simple and not full of deceit at every turn. But I know I cannot return to that time, I have experienced too much and changed. I carry so much in my heart I fear that it may burst.

Are you certain?

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	callmefred 2011-10-20 11:44 am UTC (link)
	I miss that too. I miss our friendship. I miss travelling with the Doctor, even with Adric. I miss Gallifrey. And I know she was cruel to you, the last me. And I know what Pandora did, and I can never atone for those crimes. But I can try, I can always try. I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	leelaofsevateem 2011-10-22 03:50 am UTC (link)
	I miss you. I miss Andred. I miss the Doctor. The other this version of you that was here before, I told her I could never take revenge on her. On you. At that time I did not know if I could ever forgive her. I want to be able to forgive you. How are you certain? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmefred 2011-10-23 02:20 am UTC (link)
	I know. But all we have is here, is this place. If we're ever going to try it has to be here. I cannot explain it. ...He just... Things have changed Leela, and I don't believe he will use me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	leelaofsevateem 2011-10-23 08:03 am UTC (link)
	You are right. I would like to try. If you are certain, then all right. ~~I still do not trust him and I never will~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	callmefred 2011-10-23 01:48 pm UTC (link)
	Good. I'm glad. Lets call this a beginning then. Thank you Leela. (Reply to this) (Parent)