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Tweak says, "Boys have cooties."

seeley booth (hates_clowns) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-10-03 12:04:00

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rex matheson, sam winchester, temperance brennan, ziva david

filtered against baddies
I don't really know what to say here. I'm sorry doesn't seem like enough but it's all I've got right now.
seriously Lucifer "master?"
that's just wrong

[Ruby]
Did I do something to make you hate me? It feels like you hate me or something

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Booth

frostandsnow
2011-10-04 05:58 pm UTC (link)

Then why feel guilty. Why wallow. We don't need that right now.

No of course not. Its not up to me who he's friends with. He pretty much hates me talking to Crowley at all. I just won't see him hurt, and every time you screw up and run to him it hurts him. Every time you drown in a bottle, or down painkillers like candy. Same thing.

..Have you accepted it? You knew what you were getting into. Hell isn't a fun trade off for helping your crush out.

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Ruby

hates_clowns
2011-10-04 06:18 pm UTC (link)

I took peoples lives. On the same side it is a war..lives are going to be lost, and I've been to war before. Not on an apocalyptic scale but I took lives for the government as a sniper in Afghanistan and Iraq. Just..not this many at once. And not civilians..

I meant us Ruby, you and me. Just because I screwed up does this mean we can't ever be friends again? ..I'm trying, on that end. I am. I haven't been drinking or taking anything in weeks again. It's hard. I grew up in a family of alcoholics with a dad who used to beat me as a kid when he ran out of booze or just..whenever. Some habits die hard Ruby. I really am trying though. Taking AA and everything.

I know it isn't. I'm afraid, but I know it's my fault.

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Booth

frostandsnow
2011-10-04 09:12 pm UTC (link)

I know you did. But you're not the only one, what about the other people who got all twisted. You see them boozing their issues away?

Booth, Don't talk to me about old habits. You think I just woke up one day and wasn't a demon anymore? You think I don't have to fight every second of every day not to be what I was made to be. Its hard, its temptation like you'll never understand but its also not an excuse. Are you your Dad, or anyone in that family? Is Parker gonna turn out like that? Is it genetics or is it getting off your ass and making sure you don't go the same way? I'm not letting you use excuses.

Yes it is. We all told you what a deal meant. We all told you how stupid it was. And you did it anyway. You shouldn't get an out. No one else does.

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