Darcy Rhone is a total MILF (total_milf) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2011-09-24 22:48:00 |
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Entry tags: | alice longbottom, darcy rhone |
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I think the boys can tell there's something wrong...they've barely moved at all the whole day. Not a single kick to my ribs. I didn't think I'd miss it when it stopped, but then again I figured it wouldn't stop until they were born.
I don't really know if I can do this. This whole...mom thing. I'm not built for it. I'm built for partying and fashion and PR. And...even if I was built for it...I never meant to have to do it alone; I can't even take care of myself half the time.
In the past year of my life, one good thing has happened to me; that person knows who they are and if they don't, well...then I've failed again.
You know...I never meant to like it here. I really didn't. I meant to hate Kansas and hate all of you in it just on the principle but I couldn't even do that right. I feel like all I want to do is go home...but even if I could, there's nowhere for me, I don't think. Is this, like, all normal pregnancy hormones or Kon dying just the events of the past couple of days making me feel so terrible? It'll let up, right? I'll be able to smile again soon? ...right?