Filtered against baddies + kidlets!
Since I'm pretty sure that the cat is more than out of the bag now, I thought I'd tell you all in a more straightforward manner for further clarification on the matter.
I'm addicted to demon blood. It's a bizarre thing to be addicted to, I know, but I'm not exactly normal myself either. No, I'm not a vampire. I'm something else. I'm human I think, but I've got parts of me on the inside that are screwed up. It's hard to explain.
My behavior last night was only a tiny reflection on how bad I could be in the future and how bad I definitely was in the past, back when I was still on it. I know it's weird and I'll understand if most of you don't want anything to do with me because it disgusts you, but there it is. I felt that, given my behavior earlier, you all deserved to hear it straight from my mouth, rather than simply being left with the bits and pieces of conversation you might have picked up on last night. I'm sorry if I offended or worried any of you and, if you tell me to, I promise I'll stay away if me and my addiction bother you. You won't ever have to talk to me again. I'll understand.
Furthermore, I apologize for blatantly posting something so distracting on the boards. Allana was right - we have a serious situation going on outside our doors right now and we really need to be focusing on that.
(Filtered to Ruby) I was way out of line. I'm sorry.