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nosnakes
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Hey, so this is awkward but I couldn't think of a better way to let everyone know all at once and it feels weird not telling people so... Megan and I are together again.

Not looking for attention, just didn't want anyone to think we were keeping it from them, so everyone gets to find out at once.

undecided
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Sweety, could you possibly watch over the Leaky for tonight? Megan's relapsed and I need to be there with her. Or I can get someone else to do it and you can come with me? I'm sure she'd love to see you.

bookhurst
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Wayne came into the library today.

I was going to ask him if he was alright since he seemed a bit down, but when I went to find him he was pulling books about mental illness, specifically titles on how to deal with depression in the family. I can only guess it's about his dad and I didn't feel like it would be right to butt my head in. The last time I tried to be of help I think I made him nervous, what with my Mum in Mungo's and everything. Azkaban isn't kind to anyone. Thought I'd give you the heads up.

How are you?

She's never going to be who she was again. It's right mad that it's taken me this long to realize it.

Mum's never coming back.

She'll never be home for Christmas.
She'll never get to visit me at work.
She'll never see me get married.
She'll never truly know my children.

I could go on. Torture myself with a never ending list. It's not as though I'll sleep through the night.

I wonder why that is? Why can't I sleep now? After everything we've been through... All of that fear from the war and the initial finding out what had happened to her... It's like it's all catching up to me. I've never felt like I've had a shadow hanging over me so much in my life. There's this weight that I can't shake.

I'm sure I've gotten off easy compared to most. Still, she deserved to live out a happy life.