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Shannon Rutherford (ballerinadreams) wrote in vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-04-06 00:05:00

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!complete, day 03, location: pharmacy/liquor store, shannon rutherford, shizuka domeki

Day Three - Daybreak
Who: Shizuka Domeki and Shannon Rutherford
Where: The Pharmacy
What: Looking for an inhaler and anything else that might provide useful
When: Sun up
Rating: PG-13 for language
Status: Complete

Between having frozen her ass off all night - hey, it had seemed like a good idea at the time to get so cold she'd never be able to sleep - and being under so much stress, by the time Sam woke up the following morning, rendering Shannon's shift complete, she could barely breathe at all. She croaked a hurried explanation to Sam as to where she was going and breathed in through her nose and out through her mouth as calmly as she could manage while writing to Domeki that she was leaving. She hoped he'd be awake.

The sunlight was a nice surprise and it felt amazing against her bare arms and shoulders. The tank top wasn't so bad in this weather. A little chillier than it had been on the Island, but she barely noticed because it felt infinitely warmer than she'd been feeling the past two days. Shannon took her time, keeping a slow pace and occassionally stopping entirely to gasp and wheeze after looking around to make sure no one could see or hear her. If she didn't find an inhaler in the pharmacy, she'd be so screwed at this point. Domeki would have to go fetch the Doctor or Martha or something, because she wouldn't be able to walk anymore by then. Panic would only put her into full blown attack mode and she'd probably be too close to passing out and crying to do anything for herself. She really, really hoped it didn't come down to that.

When she reached the thrift store, she was still alone and she frowned as she leaned against it, exhausted. It wasn't a hideously long walk, but it had felt like miles and miles. Hopefully he was up, around, and would show up in a few minutes. The sooner the better. ...and he'd better fucking keep the knowledge of her asthma to herself. Domeki would be the first person to learn Shannon's weakness, but he would also be one of the last. He and the Doctor had exclusive knowledge and the Doctor had already promised to keep it to himself. There'd be hell to pay if Domeki told, that was all Shannon knew. He'd be sorry, that was for sure. That was Shannon's biggest secret and she'd almost spilled it for the whole town to see. Stupid move, but she wouldn't make it again.

Shannon looked up the road and then down it again. If he wasn't there in another fifteen minutes or so, she'd leave without him and drop him a line to have him change course, complete with directions on how to do it. It wasn't like she was impatient (okay, she was, but that wasn't the problem this time); she just didn't know how long she could hold out before the panic started to set in and made things exponentially worse.

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ballerinadreams
2009-04-06 08:36 pm UTC (link)

Smiling and nodding to herself, Shannon looked up in time to see him drop down out of sight. "Lots of new experiences as of late for you guys, huh?" she asked, the smile fading slightly but not falling away entirely.

It was weird to say it like that, but it felt about right. While it was definitely new waking up somewhere unfamiliar, Shannon was experienced, now, with the whole survival aspect. Going through this pharmacy felt a little like having watched Jack go through everyone's luggage after it had washed up on shore. Having Domeki by her side calming her with his words felt like Jack and Boone hovering over her in the caves trying to relax her until Sun had found the eucalypus for her chest. The inhaler Domeki found was better, though, without a question.

The torches were familiar, the rain was familiar - as was the quick change in the weather entirely - and sleeping in shifts with Sam was familiar. It made her a little sick to her stomach when she made the realization of just how like the Island this place was.

Vas Captio: glass cage, Sam had said. The Island was similar in its own way. Prison océanique: Oceanic prison. Rolling her eyes, she let out a soft huff of derisive laughter to herself. Oceanic in more than one sense.

Her thoughts were given a welcome interruption when Domeki answered her question. She smirked. "You got Pepto? That's awesome," she laughed. "I think stomach upset is probably the least of our worries, but it'll definitely be nice to have on hand," she added with a smile.

The rest of his cache sounded pretty good. Between the two of them, Shannon felt like they had most of the bases pretty well covered, if not all. Especially if he hadn't grabbed the same sorts of medication that she had. If there was variety in the prescriptions as well as the other finds, they'd be all set. Then again, that was just Shannon's opinion; Martha's may be very different.

Pausing as she scanned the store again in thought, her eyes caught on the selection of liquor on the other side of the store. "Yep, hold this?" she asked, holding her basket out to him and then heading over to look at the selection. "Dr. McGillicuddy...oh how I have missed you," she breathed, snatching the large bottle of peppermint schnapps from the shelf and heading back up toward Domeki.

"Oh! Peroxide, she said, I think," Shannon exclaimed as the realization hit her. She walked past Domeki and peeked down the aisles until she saw the familiar brown bottles lined up neatly, however dusty and dingy they were. She tucked the liquor under her arm and took all four bottles of peroxide off the shelf making her way back to Domeki and dropping them into her basket.

"I'm so getting drunk tonight," she said with a smirk, holding up the liquor before taking her basket back and then dropping the bottle into the basket amongst the medical supplies. "I haven't gotten drunk since--" she cut herself off and cleared her throat. Since I seduced Boone in the hotel room the night before we got on the plane, she thought. "In a long time," she finished awkwardly, giving Domeki a small smile. "And fuck knows I could use something to get numb," she added in a low voice, looking away from him again as she started toward the door.

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ballerinadreams
2009-04-06 08:36 pm UTC (link)

Why wait, Shannon? Your stupid antics were the reason you were even on that plane. Your brother died less than a week ago. You're stuck in the middle of goddamn nowhere with a bunch of fucking strangers you can't even trust. And on top of it all, you're trying to fill Kate's shoes? Why wait until tonight? Crack that bitch open now; the sooner you drink it, the sooner you stop feeling things. It's better that way. The answers and the escape are always at the bottom of the bottle, so get to it.

The last sentiment wiped the smile off her face and put her back into the same disgusting mood she'd been in when she'd realized that the rescue boat was probably not coming back on the Island. No need to take it out on Domeki just because he was there, that was for sure.

"C'mon, we gotta take this stuff to the gym," she added over her shoulder, shoving the door open and uncapping the bottle of schnapps she'd taken back out of the basket. Shannon wasted no time breaking into it, taking a deep pull on the bottle and only pulling it away when she needed to gasp for air. Capping the bottle again, she dropped it lazily back into the basket and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, waiting in the doorway for Domeki.

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