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Sam Winchester (demonboyking) wrote in vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-07-17 15:50:00

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!dropped, day 15, dean winchester, location: gym, sam winchester

Day Fifteen, Evening
Who: Sam and Dean Winchester
What: Finding out what's wrong
Where: The Gym
When: Evening (Around 8:00 pm)
Rating: Let's just go R, they are Winchesters
Status: Active

He had already known something was wrong before Lexie had posted the note in the journals to him. He had just wanted to write it off as Dean forgetting or losing his journal somewhere, or being too busy to look at it. Still, he and Gambit had gone through all that trouble of getting food and Dean hadn't been by or written him once about it. The fact that Andy had written him earlier that morning with instructions to run had only made him more tense as the day wore on.

He made the now familiar trek from the museum to the gym in no time, not even really bothering to wait and see what Lexie would write in response to his questions. Her answers really wouldn't change things enough to warrant him not coming. She'd said something was wrong with Dean and she'd asked if he could fix it. That was all he needed to know. He slipped inside the doors and looked around for his brother, not spotting him on the line of cots. "Dean?" He called out, being reminded of the last time he'd come to the Gym looking for his brother and finding him beaten to hell with his hands broken, or the time before that when he'd had to tell him about their Dad. He started moving towards the offices at the back. "Dean!"

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hellsboy
2009-07-22 06:09 am UTC (link)

Dean turned slightly to look at his brother. His brother. This was the one person in the world he had a genetic connection to. The one person he had all but avoided on purpose for weeks. There was no other reason except he was hiding and running from something. Maybe it was his own past. Maybe it was the disappointment he knew his father would have felt had he seen how distraught Dean had been over losing a girl like Cassie.

Whatever it was, though, it was irrelevant right now. Here in this place, Dean was no one but just another guy who tried to do the right thing. Only Sam knew how hard he tried and ultimately, considering Sam was from Dean's future, what he did with his life.

"Sammy, Sam," he started, turning more toward his brother and reaching out to put a hand on his brother's forearm. "I'm not protecting you. I can't handle it. Sam. They did things." He'd told Lexie though. He'd said the bare minimum to her so he could at least let Sam know. Sam needed to understand what was going on here as much as she did.

"They did surgeries, Sam. We were awake." Dean started to laugh then. His eyes were a bit too focused, his pupils a bit too wide as he looked at his brother. "Don't let them do that to Lexie. Or you. Okay? Or Shannon. Or any of them. Tell them they can take me instead, okay?"

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demonboyking
2009-07-22 09:53 pm UTC (link)

Sam swallowed when Dean said he couldn't handle it. He wasn't used to Dean admitting he couldn't handle something. Then again this place had tried to break them over and over again, eventually he knew it would get to Dean, just the way it'd gotten to him. He wondered if Dean had given up on getting out in one piece the way he had. The thought immediately made Sam feel ashamed of himself and he broke eye contact to look down at Dean's hand on his forearm.

"Surgeries?" Sam repeated, his brow furrowing as he tried to understand what Dean was saying. The use of "we" sent a shiver down Sam's spine. The look in his brother's eye only seemed to confirm the conclusion that the word had brought him too. Sam felt worry sweep over him. "What kind of surgeries? Dean, are you alright? Did Lexie check you out?"

This was a new low. A new torture technique that Sam hadn't counted on. He felt sick as he imagined someone cutting into Dean, fully awake on the operating room table. He swallowed hard at Dean's next words, confusion and anger clouding his face. "The hell I will, Dean."

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